
The eagle looked at Bella gently. No more hateful looks from there. At this moment that gaze had already turned into a shady look full of love.
"Bella, thank you for saving me over and over again. I hope yesterday will be the last. I can't watch you lying like you were yesterday"
"No papa, that too of my own volition. No one forced me at all" Smile Bella on the Eagle.
"Is it because you love me??" Ask the Eagle by looking further into Bella's eyes.
Bella smiled and then looked down.
"Maybe that's also why" Bella might have answered that question easily but in contrast to her heart that had been beating so badly.
"Is it because love is willing to sacrifice your life??"
"I don't know either, but isn't love blind?" They spoke as if nothing had ever happened between them.
The eagle breathed a rough breath. How there is a woman who repeatedly bets her life just for the name of love.
"Bella, there's actually something I want to tell you" Eagle actually didn't want to tell Bella. She was afraid that she would hurt Bella even more. But anyway, Bella should know because she's the most entitled.
"What's that?" Bella raised her head again.
The Eagle's outstretched hand touched Bella's stomach, then rubbed her gently.
"Actually, when the accident happened, you were pregnant with our child. There is already our son in here. But God loves him more. We haven't been given a chance to take care of him"
"W-what??" Bella really felt devastated in the depths of her heart.
"Sorry baby, just for saving me. We have to lose our future son" The eagle was already crying down on Bella's straightened leg.
Bella was still speechless but her tears kept dripping with a rush. The night atmosphere inside the room became filled with deep sadness.
"I'm sorry dear Mama, you're going because of Mama's selfishness" Inner Bella. She squeezed out her flat stomach, hoping to feel her son's presence in it.
"Sorry" Lirih Eagle in between her tears.
They were silent for quite a while, the Eagle let his wife vent her sorrow with that silent cry.
Bella wiped the tears on her cheek. It was as if he had easily gotten rid of the pain in his heart that he had just received.
"Don't apologize, it's all my fault. I'm too careless. I didn't even realize there was life growing inside my stomach" Bella tried to stop her crying. Although the sound is still occasionally heard.
"But, if only I had not been incited by the letter. I definitely would not accuse and scold me at that time. Nor will I speak the words of Allah"
The eagle raised his head. Looking at his wife was full of regret.
"I don't know what else to say in front of you but sorry. Even thousands of times it's not enough to treat the wounds in your heart"
"Even by not knowing her I still expect you to stay by my side. Still my wife like this, I've hurt you a lot but I don't want to let you go either"
Two humans who a few days ago were still engaged in a fight. Saying hate, curse, and abuse. Now it is just drifting in the feelings of his love each.
"Sister" Call Bella gently after adjusting her breath so as not to sob again.
"Yes"
"I admit that I do love you, and I have forgiven you too" the Eagle listened carefully to what his wife was trying to say.
"But I'm sorry I can't stay with you" Lirih Bella didn't want to steady the Eagle.
"But why Bella, don't you love me?? I do too, I love you too"
Degs..
Now the Eagle is completely consumed by his own nonsense, licking his own spit.
"Bella I really cursed my own mouth for saying that. Even if I could I wanted to meet with God to take my vows"
Now the fear of the Eagle is happening. The fear he felt yesterday. When Bella really refuses to go back with him. Especially before the accident occurred, Eagle had wanted a farewell.
"I beg Bella, give me one more chance. Let me fix our household. Let me protect you as my wife. I promise I won't hurt you. And once again I reiterate, I love you not out of pity or return. But I sincerely love you"
"That feeling has been around for a long time but is buried by my selfishness. I beg Bella, trust me"
All the sweet words Eagle let out to earn Bella's trust. He would do anything to defend Bella. Defend that messy household.
"I've been used to being alone from childhood. If we part, neither will papa. Besides, this also suits your request at that time, right?? I'll grant it. But I'm sorry I can't go far, because I don't want to leave my house. Go ahead if you hate me even more for still seeing me around you"
Wusshhhhhc...
It was as if there was a wind blowing in that sealed room. The wind that brought Bella's words, the Eagle also heard all that in his dream.
"No, no matter what happens I won't let you go. There is no farewell in our marriage. Let me be selfish at this time. You were the one who pulled me into this marriage. And you're also the one who's gonna throw me out??"
"No, I'll never let Bella!! And for my words when I was drunk, back again I could only say sorry. I'm really sorry"
Bella stared into the bead of the persistent man's eyes not going to let go of it. It's not that he doesn't like to hear his love avenged. But Bella hesitates, Bella does not want the feeling of the Eagle is only limited to what she feared all along. He did not want to make Eagle forced to live a life full of debt with Bella.
"Here you go, Brother, at this time I do not want to discuss this because there is still much I have to finish" Lirih Bella.
"What do you have to finish?? What's Mirna's problem??"
Bella frowned.
"What brand has told everything to Brother Eagle. How far did they actually reveal my secret??" Bella asked in her heart.
"You're not worried. I've got Santoso. And I've got solid evidence to put them in jail. Just waiting for my men to get evidence of poisoning that ever experienced" explained Eagle.
"Santoso's been caught?? Why is it so easy?? While it took me years to find it" Bella was astonished by the Eagle, for it was so easy to catch the eel-like person. I don't know what way the Eagle hangs for it.
"Yes, you calm down. I'll teach them a proper lesson. I'll continue your goal of setting me up"
Bella looked directly at the Eagle upon hearing this Eagle's sentence.
"Why?? Isn't this your goal??" The Eagle asked as Bella looked at him full of question marks.
"I'll help you. I will also reclaim what is rightfully yours!!" Said the Eagle firmly.
"What??"
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