
Today was supposed to be the happiest day of my life, where I was able to stand at the top with a man I loved.
But this didn't happen in my life, I married a man I didn't love and we married just for a reason.
Alex and I have tied the sacred promise of our marriage and vowed to be faithful both in joy and sorrow until death do us part.
After we finished our wedding blessing, Alex put a wedding ring on my ring finger.
The ring as a symbol I was already legitimately the wife of Alexander Pulman, a fairly financially well-established man.
Alex and I walked to the beach, we put our feet on the red carpet like Hollywood celebrities.
Today Alex and I became kings and queens a day, I look like a Cinderella in my European-style wedding dress.
All eyes were on us, Alex and I being the center of attention of the present guests.
Accompanied by a wedding song 🎵 "From This Moment On" Alex and I walked step by step towards the guarantee.
Alex clasped my hand tightly and spread a smile to all the guests present who were on average from the business relations of his company.
Many looked at me envious of how I could be the wife of Alexander Pulman as a well-known businessman and owned a large company.
And not a few who were amazed to see our current appearance.
Alex and I are currently standing at the wedding, guests taking turns to congratulate us on our wedding.
I saw Alex always giving his smile to all the guests present even though it was a rather forced smile.
We were just pretending to be happy - we both didn't want this marriage, but it came back as just an excuse so we had to keep it going.
While in the middle of the event we were both asked to dance together, and some of the invited guests accompanied us down to the dance floor.
Alex and I danced with music and were surrounded by other invited guests.
And I saw a pair of eyes that were staring at me with a different look.
I knew him who was no stranger to my life, the one I always hoped to encourage and empower me when I was on the verge of falling.
I turned my gaze away from that figure and focused on the one figure that was in front of me right now, he was Alex my husband who had only just a few hours ago married me.
He's in charge of my life now and only Alex can have my whole life.
After all the events were over, all the guests were ready to go home, Alex and I went back to the hotel room on top of the building where we had the reception.
This is where my new marriage begins, I will never know what kind of marriage I have to live with Alex.
We were not married because of an arranged marriage or because of a marriage contract.
Do we marry for love??
Neither is the answer, because I never loved Alex and instead Alex never loved me.
We got married just for a reason because I was pregnant with Alexander Pulman's son a much more mature man than I am.
I'm Siera Abigail, I'm just 22 years old, a final semester student who's working on the thesis and Alex is a mature, well-established man who's 10 years older than me.
How could I possibly conceive the child of an Alexander pulman??
*Flashback*
That night my mind was so scared that my parents had just died in a car accident that they were driving into the ravine because they had a brake blong.
The company of my parents that they had built with great difficulty had to be picked up expertly by my greedy uncle.
Not to mention I got a call from college that required me to pay off the final semester tuition that was still delinquent.
It felt like a very heavy burden that I had to carry in my youth made me feel like I wanted to stop breathing.
I don't see God's justice in my life, I have to lose it all in an instant.
Losing a parent that I loved so much, losing a treasure that should have been mine, everything in an instant changed hands to an irresponsible person, not to mention my college that didn't know how it went.
Jack, who had been my boyfriend, suddenly left me.
He even cheated on me with my own best friend.
Problem after problem comes and turns like no end.
As the saying goes, falling down the stairs is my life today.
The pain and pain of life that keeps coming makes me tired.
I've been unable to bear all this, making me tonight go to a nightclub called the Black Devil to drink and lighten a little of my life's burden.
It turned out that I was a heavy mabok and that was the first time I met Mr. Alexander Pulman.
He helped me out of the club and took me to his apartment.
This was the beginning of a catastrophe in my life, and I had no idea what had happened that night but when I realized I was already inside her apartment room.
Without a thread attached to my body and I felt a pain mixed with pain that rained down in the area around my groin.
My body which was covered only in a blanket and beside me slept the same foreign man without a single strand of it sticking to his body.
"Oh God..What other trials have you given to Your servant?" I said in my heart.
This is a new problem in my life right now.
"God is not fair in my life" I thought.
I woke up from the bed walking into the bathroom.
My tears spilled over I could no longer hold it, the tightness in my chest made it hard for me to breathe.
"Life like this is the God you designed me to live" I cried in my heart.
"Is all this for me God?" my question is in my heart.
I blame the shower in the bathroom, I let it wet my dirty body.
I felt I was no longer worthy to live, something precious in my life had been snorted by a stranger I did not know.
The crown I was supposed to take care of and I offered to my husband later is now gone.
How stupid am I, still deserve to live in this world??
I cried so much while cursing this useless me, it felt like I wanted to end my life right now.
Connect first yes....
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