
Alex and I were still in the middle of the park, the night was getting late and the cold night was getting bone-chilling.
We are both still in debate and in their minds.
I still insist on my desperation to abort my womb and Alex still wants me to keep my womb
"I ask Siera if you don't want this child, but please give him to me" Alex pleaded.
Long I was silent and bowed only sobs could be heard in the silence of the night.
"Well, I will accept your request to keep this child and give birth to it for you" I said suddenly.
"What are you talking about?? Try to repeat once again Siera I'm afraid of hearing wrong" said Alex.
"I will preserve and bear this child for you" I repeated my words once more.
"Thank you Siera, you're finally going to keep our son and I'm so happy" Alex said, kissing my hand.
"But I asked for one thing" I said.
"Tell Siera, I promise I'll fulfill it as much as I can" Alex replied.
"I ask you to keep marrying me until this child is born, maybe after that I will leave your life" I said again.
"I will marry you, not until this child is born but I will take care of you both until the end of my life.
I was born of a woman who to this day I do not know her whereabouts, I was raised by my father alone until he died.
Will you leave this child behind?
If you do that then the fate of our child will be as great as my fate without the affection of a mother" Alex spoke at length and width.
I was silent to hear Alex's words, all this time I felt my life suffered the most, I needed to be pitied and I was the most depressed person turns out Alex was not much different from me.
She lives without the mother's affection from birth, but she still never complains.
But I always complain and give less thanks to God.
Alex's words made me realize that I was not selfish, so I thought for a moment whether I should let my son grow up without the affection of my mother.
I took a deep breath releasing a bit of tightness in my chest and I tried to talk a little calmly with Alex.
"I accepted your offer to get married, you arranged everything.
I don't want this child to be born without a clear status.
I will learn to accept my situation and make peace with myself, I Will try" I said
"Thank you Siera, I'll arrange our marriage as soon as possible" Alex said, with happiness on his face.
"Thank you for trying and giving me a chance to make amends" he continued.
I just nodded my head and my body felt a very cold.
My lips turned slightly blue and my body shivered a little, the jacket I was wearing couldn't beat the cold of the night.
Alex looked at me like he understood I was cold right now.
"Let's go back inside the villa" he said.
I stood up and Alex hugged for a moment and gave a kiss of happiness on my forehead.
He took my hand and we stepped back into the villa.
I immediately entered my room and Alex led me to the door.
"Good night Siera and good night rest good sleep" Alex said before we parted into our rooms.
"Good night and happy resting beautiful dream," I replied with a smile.
Alex returned my smile, I could not deny the man standing in front of me was currently very handsome.
He had a seductive smile for every woman who looked at him.
"May I hug you for a moment Siera?" ask Alex.
I was surprised to hear Alex's stupid request, and I nodded.
Alex hugged me right away and suddenly her lips had fused together with mine but I was enjoying a kiss from her.
Our actions stopped when we were both deprived of oxygen and Alex removed his lips from mine and I pushed his chest away from me.
I went into the room and locked the door.
"Why did I respond to Alex's kiss?" my question is in my heart.
Imagining what just happened embarrassed me, we had just accepted each other but why being close to him made me feel comfortable.
I stepped towards the bed immediately I laid my body on the bed and pulled the blanket to cover my body to reduce the current chill.
I close my eyes until I don't realize I've entered my dream world.
Sunlight penetrated through the windows of my room.
I opened my eyes glancing at the clock that was attached to the wall of the room turned out to be a morning already come to say hello.
I got up and went to the bathroom to clean myself up before I went out and met the other villager.
After tidy I opened the room door and stepped out looking quiet around the villa.
I stepped my feet to get out to the villa yard was there Alex was running in the morning using training pants and white T-shirts.
It turns out that the man always keeps his fitness on the sidelines of his busy work.
Alex looked at me from a distance and smiled at me.
Then he immediately ran closer to me who was still fixated.
"For Siera... You awake yet? How did you sleep last night ?" greet Alex to me.
"For sir... I slept well and I could have a good dream" I said.
"Siera, stop calling me master.
Soon I'll be your husband you can call me by another name or nickname" Alex said.
"Alright, but I'm not used to it yet" I said.
"You can try and get used to it" Alex told me.
"Do you like this place?" ask Alex again.
"Heem, I like it here quiet away from the noise," I replied.
"Today you still want to be here or go back to the apartment?" ask Alex.
"I still want to be here in a few days, you can go home first leave me alone, let me calm down here" I said.
"Well then, I'll be back in town today, because there are some things I have to take care of and I'll pick you up soon" Alex said.
I nodded in agreement with Alex's plan.
"I'll come back to pick you up here, take good care of yourself Siera.
I'm going to take care of our wedding right away and I don't want people to see your belly bloated without a husband" Alex said.
"Yes" I replied briefly.
"Well, I'll get ready first and now let me accompany you to breakfast first" Alex said, holding my hand to the dinner table.
Alex and I had breakfast together this morning, he was busy taking food for me and I felt in his heart and heartfelt affection.
Although I didn't dare expect anything more from Alex.
After finishing breakfast Alex was ready to return to the city to take care of his work and I chose in my own villa to calm my mind.
Alex came out of his room in neat clothes and he was ready to go back.
"I'm saying yes, take good care of yourself here" said Alex.
"Be careful on the road" I replied.
The man walked towards his car and I just waved my hand saying goodbye.
After Alex's car left the villa and passed from my sight somehow I felt lonely.
What is this feeling?
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