The Marriage Tragedy Mixed
Chapter 33. Worryingly.
"I mean?" jana asked still in a stammering voice. It seemed like he had to completely digest Joshua's words that sounded foreign to him.
"Look, Jana ..." Joshua finished off the last chew of his stern. "Here, many couples have the principle of open relationships."
Jana watched carefully. He did not want to get caught wrong. At the moment, all the bad thoughts haunt his mind. His chest suddenly felt tight. His body was hit by cold heat. His head began to sting.
"That means you can be in a relationship with another man, so can I." Johsua explained.
"Why is there such a husband-wife relationship, Josh? Because I don't love each other?" jana asked with a heart. He had not expected Joshua to think so far about their relationship. "Don't you love me, Josh?" tanyakanya.
"It's not. That will make our relationship stronger."
Whatever the reason Joshua said, Jana's heart still could not accept such a strange principle. He is an Easterner who never violates the norms of society.
Jana had never imagined to wish her husband. He has always been patient all this time, even Joshua, may not have loved him with all his heart. Jana is trying to be a good wife.
Joshua's statement really hurt him. His bad thoughts say, that's just Joshua's reason for being in a relationship with another woman. Jana hopes what she thinks is wrong.
"You don't want to?" joshua asked making Jana gasp.
"I-I don't know. To me, it's too weird. I love you and there is no intention to find another man" replied Jana Lirih.
Joshua raised both hands. Then the man stood up. "Think about it first. Who knows, you'll change your mind." He passed from before Jana, stepping into the room.
Jana is still sitting on the sofa. He was completely inexhaustible with all that Joshua had said. He felt a pain in his heart. Joshua always made her feel heartless in her husband's life.
The girl was shocked to hear the notification sound on her phone. One more bad news. He read an email of rejection from the kindergarten where the training, that he did not escape being a teacher there.
Jana breathed heavily. Today was fun, but painful at the same time. While out there, Jana felt so calm. However, when he was with Joshua, he continued to be haunted by passionate feelings of love, which always ended in disappointment.
"Udah wasn't really that, Jan," said Mira two days later, as Jana traveled to her apartment not far from Harlem, to make ordered cakes.
"I don't know, I'm, Mir .. I'm confused about Joshua. What does he mean he nawarin rich weird stuff like that." Jana breathed heavily. His hands were busy mixing some of the ingredients of the cake batter into the baking pan.
"Because she also wants to suck another girl." Mira answered Jana's words straightforwardly.
"I also think so," said Jana lirih.
"Ah, crazy, anyway! You guys haven't been married for two years, you know. Time is bland, huh?"
Jana smiled thinly. If said bland, of course Jana never felt bland with her feelings for Joshua. She was even more in love with her husband.
Strange feeling of love. Which is so passionate, always filled with misgivings, jealousy, heartache and thirst for attention. Jana never felt calm.
In fact, as he enjoys his company with Joshua in bed, he is able to reach the top if he imagines when Joshua is sleeping with another woman. Jealousy makes Jana more eager to reach the world paradise.
Sometimes Jana thinks there's something wrong with her brain. All that he told Mira. Only the girl he had to share his grievances.
"If so, yes, then. Follow your husband's will," said Mira anxiously.
"Oh, don't think of me, Mir."
"From you eat the heart."
"Patience, yes, Jan. Sorry, my advice is ridiculous. It's the same with your husband." Mira patted Jana's shoulder.
Jana chuckles. "No papa, Mir. You have horrified me, I thank you very much."
"I, tuh, am full of hurt men. I don't want you to know what I've done, Jan."
Jana stroked the soft friend's arm. "Yeah, Mir. I-i know. Thanks, huh?" said moved.
"This is it, I. You don't have to be in a special relationship, but you do make friends. Counting relationships, right? For example, the Jovan."
Jana nodded. He began yanking steamed sponge cake ordered by one of the buyers who met during the Indonesian festival two days ago.
"Mending the focus of our business that is still as long as this corn, Mir," said Jana a few moments later, after finishing printing the dough, then put it in a steamed pot.
"I agree. So, we are looking for many friends from now on. Who knows, you can get a lot of customers as well" Mira said.
Jana's phone vibrated. The girl hurriedly wiped her hands with a clean cloth, then reached for the thing in her pants pocket.
"Hallo?" greet Jana to the person across. "Owh, yes, good news." Jana raised both eyebrows while looking towards Mira. "You pesen? The paralysis? How, Mas? When do you want to do it?"
Mira can already guess who called Jana. It must be the young man they met at the conglomerate.
"Meet? Mmm ... What, yeah?"
Mira glared towards Jana. His mouth moved to say something. Looks like the girl told Jana to agree to Jovan's request.
"Emmm, o-okay, okay" said Jana, greeted by thumbs up by Mira.
"Yes, where will I meet you later in the afternoon? Hudson River Park?" Jana mentioned a place on the Hudson river that became a favorite of Manhattan residents to walk around looking for fresh air.
"Well, Jovan's meeting, Jan?" asked Mira with excitement.
"Tantenya want to pesen food for the event arisan Indonesian mothers."
"Well, don't you know what mode you want to meet, Jan?"
Jana giggles. "What's important is pesenan, right?"
"Yes, yes, yes" Mira. "That's useful. Fancied the seller first, just ntar so subscription, deh," selorohnya.
"What matters is that we sell, we profit."
The two girls laughed at the same time.
Then continue their work that was delayed, interspersed with warm chats and laughter.
Truly, Mira was a comforter in the moment of turmoil engulfing her heart. Jana feels lucky to have been rejected from work by a kindergarten. So that he can focus on his new business with Mira.
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