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And the trick done by Sandara was successful, it is clear that the grandmother of Mary now seems to feel guilty and sorry to have doubted Sandara.
" Dara.sorry grandma, grandma doesn't mean that. Instead of grandma doesn't believe you, just. "
Mary's grandmother spoke very softly, and then grabbed Sandara's two hands.
" What is Grandma worried about? "
" You really love Berlin, don't you, Dara? "
Suddenly, Maria's grandmother asked a very unexpected question, so Sandara became a little surprised.
" How is this? Grandma's question why is that? Again, I had to lie to gain the trust of my grandmother. Huhh...!! What can I do, it all starts with a lie, and if I have started this lie, then I must continue this lie. " Inner Sandara.
" Dara...?? Why don't you answer Grandma's question? "
Maria's grandmother asked Sandara again, because Sandara did not immediately give her an answer.
" A..the grandmother's question why is it like that? It's very clear I love Berlin Grandma, and vice versa Berlin is so. If we don't love each other, what is this marriage for? "
The lie after the lie was thrown out of Sandara's mouth. Actually Sandara did not have the heart to lie to Grandma Maria, but circumstances that require her to lie.
" Thank God Dara, Grandma was relieved to hear it. "
" But Grandma, if I may know..why did grandma suddenly ask such a thing? "
" No, grandma only remembered with Issabel.you must have heard the news of the bird about Berlin's wedding before her. They actually love each other, but somehow, when Issabel ends her own life. He wrote a very bad message about Berlin. Grandma also did not know the cause, Berlin looked very hit at that time. "
Sandara was still trying to digest everything Maria's grandmother was telling her just now. Even Sandara could not imagine that Berlin actually loved Issabel.
Sandara decided not to believe what she had just heard from Maria's grandmother.
" What does this mean? How could a man like Berlin love his late wife. If Berlin loved Issabel so much, why would Issabel kill herself? And the letter? I'm sure Berlin must have lied to Grandma Maria from the start. And Mary's grandmother was so innocent that she was easily lied to by those around her. " Inner Sandara.
Then Sandara tried to seem to believe what she had just heard.
" Dara.trust me, what my grandmother said is true. And people who don't know Berlin will immediately believe the rumors. But if they know Berlin and know how Berlin is. They would not believe the rumors. "
Mary's grandmother's words were very encouraging, Mary's grandmother seemed to understand if Sandara did not believe what she said just now. Sandara became a little awkward.
" Grandmother, I believe.and I know how Berlin is, even though my meeting with him was fairly brief. But I believe Berlin is not the man that people say they don't like. "
Sandara also tried to look natural to answer all the words of Maria's grandmother. And Maria's grandmother finally smiled at Sandara while patting Sandara slowly on the shoulder.
Sandara turned off the television and then walked out of the halfway house. Sandara approached the security guard and asked the security guard to open the gate that was locked for her meeting.
Sandara take a walk while breathing fresh air, the weather today is not too bright, but it feels very cool and comfortable to enjoy Sandara alone.
Sandara slowly stepped out of her legs, then Sandara scanned her surroundings. Some people passed through it.
And while Sandara was enjoying her solitude. Suddenly his eyes were focused on someone. He looked at someone and became fixated at once.
A 10-year-old boy was with his parents. The boy looks so happy. A bright smile expands on his face.
Sandara's feelings began to mix with the sight before her. Sandara was very envious of what she saw. Sandara wondered to herself.
Why couldn't she smile that much at her age when she was 10. Sandara also wants to do fun things with her parents.
Sandara doesn't even remember what it's like to have fun with her parents. And no tears had fallen on her cheeks, this strong woman could not see the beautiful scenery before her.
He also wants to feel the togetherness, warmth and affection of a family. Her heart was broken to pieces, her chest felt tight.Sandara quickly turned her face and stopped staring at the girl.
" What's wrong with me? Why do I miss them so much? What is with this foreign feeling? What good is this feeling if my real mother has already thrown me away. And my father? My father had doubted me and made me suffer all this time. I must not be weak with this feeling, what I am doing right now is only for myself. And I'm not going to get swept away and carried away by this stupid feeling. "
Sandara muttered to herself, Sandara tried to overcome her feelings that were in a state of turmoil because she remembered her very sad past.
Sandara walked back and let her feet step as she pleased. And when he reached a fork in the road, Sandara stopped his steps right in front of the school gate.
Sandara stared at the school for so long, her eyes glazed over. Sandara couldn't even imagine how she felt going to school.
" Why do they look so happy? Is school fun? What's it feel like? Why am I not allowed to do this? I know, I shouldn't ask myself something like this. I was a fool, it was obvious I was the only person who had no right to be happy, and why should I think of such a thing. "
Sandara muttered to herself again. He tries to keep overcoming his already emotional feelings.
Sandara was still staring at all the children who were playing, running around and also laughing in the schoolyard. From the look of his eyes, it can not be denied anymore, that at this time Sandara really wants to feel what the children are feeling.
Sandara smiled and turned and walked away from the school. At first he wanted to breathe fresh air, but all he got was a beautiful sight that made his feelings even more shattered.
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