The Married To A Crazy Women
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The next day....

The sun was shining so brightly, Sandara and Berlin were still sound asleep. Then sunlight came in from the crevices of the curtains and blinded Berlin's eyes.

Berlin covered his eyes with his left hand, but now his drowsiness was gone. Berlin opened his eyes and looked to the side.

In his view the face of Sandara who was still sleeping soundly. Then Berlin touched Sandara's hair. And suddenly Berlin...

" Issable..." Said Berlin while gently stroking Sandara's hair.

Sandara who was still asleep heard Berlin's voice faintly, Berlin's voice was like entering into his dream. Then Sandara opened her eyes and it turned out that Berlin was looking at her.

" Do you call me Issabel? " Sandara asked Berlin, Sandara only ascertained whether she was only dreaming or indeed Berlin called her Issabel.

" Isabel? No...are you dreaming? " Answer to Berlin, who asked Sandara again.

The sentence just came out of Berlin's mouth without Berlin noticing. Last night's events really brought him to mind with the late Issabel.

Berlin is very sorry because he was late to learn the truth, and this time he promised himself to protect his wife and did not want the incident that befell Issabel to happen to Sandara.

" A...yes..maybe I was just a dream..but it's weird...Your voice feels real..Why was it because you were talking about Issabel last night? " Sandara then looked back at Berlin.

" It may be..."

" Berlin..was the photo of the woman on the wall of this room when we first arrived Issabel? " Tanya Sandara...

" Yes.he's Issabel. " Berlin replied with an expression on her face that had already slightly turned moody.

" I'm sorry if I talked about it...Issabel is so pretty, but why can't you not like her? " Tanya Sandara who has been very curious about the relationship between Berlin and Issabel before.

" We got married because both I and Issabel loved each other. After I and Issabel got married, I was preoccupied with my work so piled up that the time I spent was in the office and taking care of everything related to my work. Issabel was a very nice girl, she never complained because I was always busy working and there was little time I gave to Issabel. I never once did not love Issabel, until one day Issabel self-harmed, she died by suicide. And Issabel left behind a letter, and the contents of the letter explained that she did it because she was disappointed in me for not liking women. I was very surprised when I saw the letter. And now I understand why Issabel wrote such a letter. "

Then all of a sudden Berlin stopped telling stories, and then he stared inside Sandara. Sandara looked astonished and still could not understand what Berlin had just told her.

" then? Why did you stop? Continue your story Berlin..What is the real reason why Issabel wrote that letter to you? I'm too curious to hear the truth from you. " Sandara said that looks impatient to listen to the continuation of the story.

" I just want to see your face for a second, I need the strength to tell you everything Dara..." Said Berlin then gave a little smile to Sandara.

" Are you satisfied to see my face? Now that power must have recovered.Continue Berlin, I was very curious. "

" You are very impatient.so, it turned out that after I discovered the truth, I understood, Issabel just wanted to keep my family's good name. "

" The story is a little similar to yours, what you experienced after marrying me, Issabel also experienced it. She killed herself after she found out she was pregnant, and she realized that she wasn't my son. "

" you mean? Your daddy? "

" Yes.and stupidly I. I found out the truth not long after I married you. Issabel's father told me that he didn't want to tell me at first, but after he found out about our marriage, he walked up to me and told me everything, he didn't want you to experience what Issabel was going through. " It is clear that Berlin is a little bit sick to his chest because given the fact that his two wives have been tarnished by his own father.

Sandara's face began to change after hearing the story from Berlin. And then he unconsciously shed those tears that are always in his custody.

" Are you crying? " Tanya Berlin who at that time saw Sandara shed her tears.

" no.I just..."

Then Berlin hugged Sandara's body...

" Cry if you want to cry, don't hide it from me again Dara.It's okay, you won't look weak just because you cried once in front of me. " Tell Berlin while gently stroking Sandara's hair.

Hearing the words of Berlin, Sandara could no longer hold back her crying. The wound in his heart is very deep, he always tries to be firm and strong.but what power, Sandara is the same as women in general.

In her tears she always imagined if she was reborn, Sandara really did not want to go through the path of life like the way she is today.

Sandara wants to be born with a normal life, she wants to be surrounded by people who always love and care for her. Everything Sandara experienced until this moment made him think, if maybe it was better that life was not in him.

It was too painful, Sandara always wanted to feel what others felt. Sandara so longed for the warmth of the family that should have loved her since she was a child until she grew up.

" Why did all this happen to me? " Sandara said in her sobs.

Berlin was speechless, and there was no sentence that could comfort Sandara for now.

" I just need them.I don't want anything.all I need are my parents. Is my desire too much? I just want them Berlin.I'm not asking for anything.I just want to feel what normal life is like, like living with my parents, all these bad things will not happen to me. At that time I was just a ten-year-old girl. That disgusting thing must happen to me Berlin.I just want a normal life. Is that wrong? Is that a difficult request? Why can't I get it? Wh why? My chest feels claustrophobic if I remember every single thing that broke me. It feels like I want to get away from this life in Berlin.please save me..."

Sandara was crying hysterically in the arms of Berlin. Her life was so sad that Sandara no longer knew what feelings she now had.

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