
I heard it again today. A melodious voice that was very smooth and even smooth to make me feel the feeling of sadness. It felt tight when I heard the words from the lyrics, I could not help but cry this heart, it made me sick and washed away, the cry of an unexpressed heart that seemed to lead me to death.
That voice I've been hearing since I went to school a few months ago, I wanted to find the source of it but after I found out that I was the only one who heard it, I threw away that intention. I choose silence and wear a headseat with a loud volume if I hear it again. I asked my friends, but they did not hear anything as a result I was considered strange and stupid, because too often wear a headseat with a hard volume. I sat in the corner of the class alone.
I-i heard. I hate that song! That's a terrible sound, please believe me. If nobody believes it either, it's okay but make me not hear it either. I was too scared to feel it alone. My eyes are quite tired of facing such grim days. I want to take a nap. With a melow song that took me far into dreamland. SRAT. I glared with my lips stiffly clenched.
“Hah!”
My cry was startled while bluffing the bench arrived, my classmate stared in wonder at me who was shouting loudly, no! I don't want to scream, I see something! “in the corner of the class!” scream fearfully. My friends glanced towards the corner of the classroom as well, precisely the opposite corner of me yet they acted as if they saw nothing. They shook their heads as if I was a madman or an indigo who was crazy.
The figure was lowered until his head touched the table, his long dry hair touched the floor and scattered everywhere, his back bent and bent, his hands hanging limp as boneless. His uniform was covered in blood with disdain. The figure moved stiffly as if his bones were broken, slowly he looked up with his stiff neck muscles. He looked up and I closed my mouth and ran outside the classroom without a word.
Cold sweat ran all over my body. I don't care what people say. I've been running as far away from class as possible. My headseat fell out of nowhere as I ran. I really can't think anymore! I'm dizzy and scared. I stopped in front of the stairs to the third floor. I sat with a sweaty face. My breath was dull with an excruciatingly painful cough from suddenly running. I who sat back against the stairs was nauseous to the point of wanting to vomit. The lesson hours made the hallway quiet, though I thought there were some students, but this room was quiet, quiet, and quite dark. The rain hitting the roof of the school sounded like rebuking and crowding me.
NAY!
I heard it again! that voice again! That chanting I heard again hurt. The violin was heart-wrenching as if pulling my soul out. I glanced around carefully, the empty, deserted passageway. The window began to shake with the rumbling and lightning that struck several times, I held my breath listening carefully to the sound I heard. It's not just the song of the devil that makes me silent like a statue now. FOOTSTEPS!!! I'M SURE I HEARD IT someone who walked up the stairs bumbling. Very slowly, but it makes me grieve! Sounds like broken bones were heard every step of the ladder, the sound of feet being dragged around with difficulty.
Cold sweat was flowing all over my body. The footsteps are getting closer! until finally the cold I felt right behind my body, right where I was sitting in front of the stairs. My body is shaking amazingly. My hair is standing up, isn't it! It was not because of the cold that gave me goosebumps but, the tingling feeling up to this bone were dry hairs that started to stick to my back, then crept into my neck, he said, I who kept my head down with my eyes almost out could feel it! Clearly. He's down on my head now! her hair touched my forehead! His blood dripped down my cheeks and lips, foul smelling blood.
My breath is like dredged sand. His pale hands reached into my arms. A hand that was very pale and dry, felt like ice when his finger touched me, he would hug me! His head is right on my back! I'm helpless my body is stiff I can't move! I continued to pray with a shaken soul. My heart will be broken! Lordy! “GO!!” shout as hard as I can, “away from me!!” I cried out in fear while covering my face I also cried hysterically. The hands were gone. Even the cold I did not feel I was silent to make sure that the creature was gone.
“Hey.” call someone to me. I'm appalled. I slowly opened my teary eyes, and they were gone. The figure disappeared and now I see a pair of feet in front of me. I looked up at the student in front of me with relief. “you why? Need help?” the girl extended her hand. I felt very relieved and wiped my tears away, even though it kept flowing. I shook his hand, the girl smiled at me.
“What's up? you're such a freak?”
“A.. i! A. I saw a ghost! Really am! There's a ghost in this school! My friends can't believe there's a ghost in this school! they pas–” I stopped continuing my story, I lyrics the girl's hand, her hand is icy cold, her grip is so strong that I feel pain, “saf your hand ap–” said I was cut off again. I stared at the girl's face. I gulped bitterly with wide eyes. The girl's entire body became blood-stained red. His skin was peeling with many incisions here and there. His eyelids were torn and his eyes were gawking. The girl smirked at me with her half-torn lips.
“A ghost like this you say?” he darted right in front of my face. In front of my face. I stared at the droplets of blood and his gawking eyes were almost dislodged.
“Ha.. ah.. AAAA!!!!” my screams revolted, releasing my hand. But free, he held me firmly. He continues to grin with torn lips that show gums and rows of teeth neat and large, “kabur even you will be like us.” The whisper seemed happy. I'm rebelling more and more in fear.
“DON'T! HELP U! GO!”
“GO FROM ME!!” my screams.
“Misa?! Mass awake Mass?!” call my teacher with a bewildered face that sees me rebelling down here like a madman. The other students ran to see what happened to me who was crazy like this rabies dog. I cried hysterically and parried my teacher's hand, “don't come near!”
“DO NOT APPROACH!”
“DON'T TOUCH ME!”
“NO!” my yelling.
Really this? Nobody even calls me back, don't care if this is what they are to me? I can't believe it! I really saw it, this school is not right. I don't want to! I want to go outside. I ran out of school in fear. I wish I wouldn't enter that damned school again! I walked with lethargy, coldness and helplessness enveloping me. I was silent in front of the crosswalk. The lights are still red. I stared blankly at the street, “How long was the green light.” lirihku. I looked straight across. Seeing an SMU student walking blankly to the middle of the street. The car that was still passing was ignored. I yelled at him when the big truck was about to hit his body I shouted.
BRUCK!!
His body crashed to the edge of the sidewalk I screamed approaching him, “PLEASE!” I shouted with a panicked face. Oh my God what else is this! Please stop making bad luck to me what else is going on. I sat next to him covered in blood here and there. Half of his face was injured from falling on the asphalt. I screamed for help. The girl who was about to die grabbed my hand and opened her eyes. I looked at him deeply. He smiled at me.
“Others can't see me ka.”
“Ha?” he laughed with his eyes closed, “what do you mean ap–”
BEEP BEEP BEEP! The car horn made me switch fields with wide eyes. I couldn't say anything more to scream. I closed my eyes with a stifled breath. BRUCK! My body is now lying helplessly on the roadside with fresh blood flowing from my head and nose, how is the world? I smiled weakly. Now the bodies of the people who swarmed me blocked the dark sky and the pain I felt. But I'm calm, at least people still consider me ADA! And it certainly needs the help of others.
That makes me scared and lonely because I'm always alone. It is not because of those figures that scare me and feel the silence of life but I who are considered strange to be considered nothing like those figures who are also considered non-existent. That's why they teased me mercilessly, it's only because the other me didn't see and they weren't considered! I also want to be considered.
I started a new day. I'm excited to go to school. I entered the class cheerfully, though my friends looked rather moody today. Maybe because the cloud is not excited. I sat on my bench as usual. Airin was sitting on the bench next to me.
“Hiks.. Hiks.” He sobbed as he hugged my desk, “forgive me.. This is all my fault!” airin said sadly, “not what..not your fault, I have forgiven you kok.” I smiled but Airin kept crying and blamed himself continuously. Shiro came to Airin with an annoyed face but tears.
“Already! He forgives! You don't have to cry like that!” Shiro wiped his tears “Misa died because we did not prevent.” Airin.
I'm speechless with a face of disbelief, “aku? Died?! I'm right here! don't joke!” erratku. Shiro cried, “I didn't expect him to crash into a truck! we are not good friends.” both are sobbing. I was gaping with a pale face I blinked my eyes. “NO! It´s me! Mass! Hey it's me! You guys don't see me! Shiro! Airin!” my yelling. I patted Airin but my hand pierced through his body! I looked at my hands, in disbelief.
I kept trying to touch them but I remained translucent and could only wave a wave before them. “No! I'm not dead! Not yet! It is impossible. no!” my screams rise from the chair. I yelled at my classmates but no one heard me. They were all saddened by the photo and the wreath on the teacher's desk. That's my picture! I'm right to die. ti-impossible “NO!!!” I sat down and kept fighting on the floor. The figures hugged me from behind I kept sobbing to realize I was like them.
“the cold snow now feels nothing compared to the coldness of my face.
“the sound of my dog's salute was struck with my cry.My gaze shifted the whole world in fear.”.
“who will give me a helping hand now? not even my hand.”
“This mute girl will not be able to sing anymore. her voice is snatched away by a bigger limit.”.
“His ears have been gnawed by prayer strands, and curses.”.
“This girl can't run anymore! his feet rotted eaten time.”
“How can you reach you? I just want to be with you forever in your shadow.”
“ here.” The girl laughed with tears, singing on the laps of lifeless bodies stroking her hair that was falling out. The singing continues to be heard until one day someone sees it and will replace it.