
I walked down a dark alley without any light. The raindrops still falling accompanied my progressively weaker steps. Chilly. Slender. And stuffy. Rubbish rises on the right and left of this road. The foul aroma stung my nose and successfully made me nauseous about to vomit. I'm speeding up the pace. Soon I came out of this disgusting alley in town. Kulrik. 23:12 Wibb. Apparently it was late at night and the atmosphere on this road was somehow not as usual, quiet and quiet. There were only a few vehicles passing by making the road atmosphere a little less frightening. The spoiled rain is roaring the earth. The night wind made my bones freeze. I'm twinging. Almost twenty minutes I waited for a taxi on this sidewalk, but it has not shown results. Reducing the time, I decided to walk a few steps and hoped there was a taxi ahead. Yeah, I hope so.
Deng.ting...ting. I heard the tone of one message squeaking from the phone in my bag. I opened the bag reseleting, I took out my HP and I read the message.
“ Where are you, dear..?” Ferdi Sender. I didn't reply, just put that HP back in his blanket. After a while I heard my HP squeak. Still a message from Ferdi. For some reason, these tears fell on their own. I can't call him anymore. It's the same way I'm gonna hurt my best friend's feelings later, Maya. Let me give in, as long as Ferdi is happy. After all, Maya was indeed more deserving of him. Lord, I cannot see my friend hurt, I want to make him happy while he is experiencing the pain of losing both his masters. Maya, I'm letting Ferdi go for you. May you be happy.
In room. I sat staring at the condensed glass window. Enjoy a cup of hot chocolate with a slashed heart and tears as a complement. Honestly, I haven't seen the truth. Everything is like a dream. When Maya came to me, crying and talking that she loved Ferdi so much and wanted to have him, it broke my heart. How broken my heart is.
‘ Rin, I love Ferdi. Only he understands me now. Do you think that's natural? I need your advice, Rin. I love her so much..?’ hissing Maya while crying and complaining all her complaints to me. I was crying too. Sad that Maya didn't or may not have known, that Ferdi and I were officially dating a month ago. And the plan, at the end of January 2013, we will discuss this relationship with both families, further. But she, I mean Maya couldn't possibly have known it all. His heart will be broken to pieces. All this time he loved Ferdi very much, but Ferdi said he loved me more. Then, how should I? Talking honestly to Maya and seeing her back in the hospital. Or shut it all down, and then I'll be sick?
I'm dizzy. I'm back to sipping this screw-up for this hot chocolate screw. My eyes were staring at the dark sky. The mercury lamp across the street clearly showed its jovial drizzling points descending from the sky. The atmosphere of shahdu felt bland in my eyes. I'm pilu. Unintentionally, I saw this room dim and dark. I don't know if I'm the one who's bad. A fishy smell instantly came filling this room. Groans and grunts were heard occasionally blaring in my room. Suddenly I was surprised. I fear. I went out of the room looking for mom and dad. Also my brother Hasan. But, they don't exist. Where'd it go? Didn't I go home Daddy opened the door? And this hot chocolate made by Mom? Hasan borrowed my school book? But where are they now? Bizarrely.
***
Tulilyllilit. The phone in the living room rang. I stepped closer. Who knows Dad, or Mom or Hasan. I'll lift.
“Halo.?” sweep me first.
“…. “
“Halo, who is it with.?”
Silent.
“Halooo...?!” both my eyebrows were fused. Bizarrely. Who these nights fad about people. After I put the phone down, I stepped back into the room. Continuing to mourn.
Tulilyllilit. For the second time, the phone in the living room rang. I paused my intention to step up, I picked up the fucking phone.
“ Hello... This who?” I try to be patient.
Still quiet.
“ Sorry, who is this with? And there needs to be what?” ask again.
“ …. “
“ Here you guys well – my thoughts are Dad, Mom and Hasan pranking me – a prank?”
Just the sound of wind in a room.
“ Not funny. I'm not scared. Keep bothering me, until you're satisfied!” close me and step into the room. I lay on the bed. My eyes closed. And I don't know since when, this neck hurts. So pain. When I held it, there was blood on my hands. Holy jeez?! What happened to my neck?
***
In the living room, I took P3K city. I rubbed the neck that I suspected in biting insects with red medicine and aromatic oil therapy. After that I rested in front of the TV. Lying waiting for them to come. Presumably Father, Mother and Hasan came out without saying goodbye to me.
Tulilylite. My eyes opened after a moment of hearing the phone. I don't care about it. I'm sure, they pranked me. I don't want to be disturbed. I feel this neck getting sicker.
Tulilylite.
“ Halooo, who is this with? Why didn't you talk earlier? Helloooo?” lirihku surrender. The atmosphere over there, silent and silent. No one's saying. I shook my head.
“ Sorry yes, if you do not want to talk do not call. Bother!”
Praaakk.
I dropped the phone, then went back to lying on the couch.
Tulilylite. I glanced for a moment. Then close your eyes. Don't care.
Tulilylite. My ears seemed to be widening hearing that voice. Again I don't care.
Tulilylite. The phone sounds forcing. My eyes were closed but my ears were stoned. Dizziness, ringing and pain piercing the eardrum. Phone demon!
“Halo! Uh, if you want to call, don't talk like this. What's the need? And who do you want to talk to? Don't just shut up. Satan!” i'm sloppy. Out of control. These roaring emotions mixed with wounds in the heart. When my heart was disappointed, it was as if someone wanted to add to the wound. I heard a soft voice across there. Slowly the voice became clearer. I'm aghast. I watched carefully for that voice. Yes, a woman cries with a groan full of regret. Wh-who's she?
“Halooo…? this who? why cry?” lirih.
“Huhuuuu..to-tooolooonnng..
“Please?! What please?” even though I don't know who that guy is. I try to empathize or just make small talk.
“I'm sorry..” his prank is crying.
“Sorry? Why…? What have you done.?”
“Huhuuuu. Saaakiiiiiit...”.
Hearing that voice, I immediately gasped as if I was also feeling the pain that the woman was experiencing. He suffered so much as it seems. But why him? Wh who? Over where?
“Sorry, it's already night. I can't get out, so, I can't help.”
“I'm in your room. Now...!”
Praaaaongg!
I was surprised. There was a loud noise in my room. Immediately I ran to the second floor. Open the door to my room slowly. From behind the door, I heard the voice of a woman screaming in pain. My heart is beating fast. My nada broke up. This blood is flowing.
Kreeek. This door is open too.
“Astagahh?!” when I scream. A convulsing woman endured pain as her neck hung over the room's plapon. Blood is everywhere. Fishy smell stings. From his left hand, I saw that the wrist was almost severed. What surprised me more was. Turns out, that woman was me.