THE OWNER OF THE HEART ROOM
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The Nawang POV

It was sad to hear Mas Eric's whisper, as well as the cry of the Star just now.

I always want to wake up, but why don't I open my eyes?

I don't know how long I've been like this. How much longer will God?

As much as I can move my body parts but it seems like there is no result.

In fact, Eric who was always beside me just didn't seem to see it.

I certainly heard everything he said that I wasn't sleeping.

I have to thank that man again.

In my helpless state at all he showed great acceptance and affection.

She bathes me, cleans me, tidies my headscarf, she doesn't get tired of changing my bedside position.

He perfectly understood that sleeping on his back like this would make his back ache half to death.

But thank goodness he changed my bedside position tirelessly. And really, it helped me a lot to stay comfortable in this silence.

What exactly happened to me? What diseases do I suffer from?

But when I listen to some people I believe are doctors or nurses, there's never been any talk of a disease that makes me like this.

They just did a standard check on me and then would say that my condition is stable and even prime, which would be connected with thanks from Eric.

After a routine checkup, there will always be the voice of Mas Eric who sometimes tells me anything, sometimes playing my favorite song playlist if he starts to get tired of talking, sometimes I hear him reading the Qur'an, he said, sometimes there was no sound at all but suddenly there was a sound of complaints and even a weeping swearing which meant he was playing a game beside me.

Thank God he still wants to entertain himself by playing games even though I know he only does a few minutes. Not as long as I'm at home and I'm healthy.

Everything he did was never far from my side that must have just been stretched stiff.

Is he not bored like that? What about his job?

He shouldn't be with me all the time.

I can't go anywhere, right? And am I not okay?

He should have asked Bude Darmi to help me so he could keep working.

Am I still going TO GIVE YOU a chance to be able to repay all this goodness, O God?

O Allah, the servant still wants to be among them. Offer the rest of the servant's life to make them happy. Children and husbands and in-laws.

Please, give me the strength to get up and embrace my children.

Servant wants to raise twins who have never even been hugged.

I miss them all. Servants are longing, just like their longing.

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Richard woke up and was a little confused when he saw that the stars were not next to him.

The boy was sleeping in the patient's waiting bed. But he seemed to have fallen asleep and did not even know the Star was inching away from his side.

Yes, maybe his body is really tired because these five days never sleep properly.

How could he sleep if anyone awaited him expectantly to this day?

What if when he fell asleep Nawang woke up and needed him?

Richard hurried up from the bed and turned his head towards Nawang's bed to look for the star he thought might be going to the restroom.

But he was even fixated when he saw the child standing next to Nawang's body and appeared to be stroking his mother's cheeks and then kissed her mother's hand instead. So repeatedly.

Richard's tears came without excuse.

His feelings are not out of whack.

Oh Allah.....

With his tears dwindling Richard approached towards the mother and the child.

"Are you waiting for Mom, huh? Not sleepy?" asked Richard while stroking Nawang's soft forehead.

"I was sleeping and kept waking up. I'm waiting for you, replace Papa. Pity Mom if you wake up later no one nemenin" said Bintang slowly.

Richard nodded with a smile.

Good boy's.....

"Now that Papa is awake, it's your turn to sleep" Richard said.

"But I.." The Star's words paused because the boy yawned making Richard smile amusedly.

"Mother must be sleeping, too. Papa, you don't sleep first. Papa take care of me." said Richard while stroking the head of the Star who then nodded with a heavy heart.

Kissing his mother's cheek before moving to the patient's waiting bed and then lying face to face her mother lying down.

His sharp eyes continued to stare with eyes that increasingly felt heavy to open.

I'm a kangeeeeen hugged by Mom. Mom woke up quickly....

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Nawang felt a tiny finger go down his cheek, then the back of his hand was kissed many times.

Star, the Commander of his heart is beside him.

As much as she tried to move her body. Really as powerful as you can. But it turns out his body is not flinching.

Only the tears dripping profusely from the two corners of his eyes were now gently removed by the tiny finger of the Star.

"When did your mom wake up? I'm kangen. Papa too. All kangen. Twin sisters may also miss. I saw them crying. Poor thing. Mom woke up quickly." said Bintang slowly then heard the stuffing stuck.

Ah, Son.....I want to wake up right now, even from yesterday I want to wake up, but I can't......

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Richard stared at the side of the pillow just below Nawang's wet eye line.

Even the tears still flowed from the corner of Nawang's eyes with a rush.

His heart felt squeezed so hard that it felt like wanting to know because of the pain of sharpening his heart in such a way.

Maybe Nawang is also trying to wake up.

He was sure Nawang was eager to wake up.

He saw his watch. Almost three o'clock in the morning.Di hapusnya the roar of tears Nawang, in the kisses of both eyelids Nawang gently.

"Let's knock again the sky door as hard as we can, dear. We ask God for mercy for our lives. I am really begging you to come back to us. Really." whispered Richard with a trembling voice and tears that had been rushing down his cheeks.

"I wudhu first yes. For a moment" Richard said as he saw Nawang's tears flowing again.

It feels unimaginable grievous and hard to experience the conditions that Nawang is living.

Knowing how much he was looking forward to but to give a little sign if he understood, he was unable.

It was also when Richard fixed his veil.

Hiding her hair that may be visible.

Richard kept his aura awake.

"I'm starting to tahajud huh. Let's knock even harder on the sky tonight. May there be more angels to help us pray that God will be merciful" said Richard, who was only able to answer Nawang with tears.

Many times Richard took a deep breath so that his chest was slightly relieved from the pain that was pressing on him before he raised both his hands to the side of his ears for the impetus of ikhram.

Repeating his request to be able to embrace his soulmate again. In order to be together again to take care of their children.

O Allah, the possessor of all destiny, the servant again seduces you with all the weaknesses and sins inherent in the heart of the servant. Please bring back the consciousness of the servant's wife, the servant's soulmate, the owner of the servant's rib.

Give the servant a chance to take care and love him in this world with all the heart and soul of the servant.

Have mercy on us, God......She's on us.....

And this time her cries broke out filling the silence of the room.

The cry of the Star as it lamented its mother continued to swirl on Richard's head, further straining his tears.

He really felt weak and meaningless facing this situation.

It's so helpless.

And Nawang who heard Richard's cry grew more and more indifferent.

He tried to scream as hard as he could. Trying with all his energy to move his body with a cry that was no stop.

O Allah, I want to wake up. Servant wants to wake up. Really want to wake up.

Give the servant a longer chance to accompany him. To serve him. To take care of our baby.

Have mercy on us, Lord......

He is to us......

After folding his alphabet, Richard again approached Nawang.

He stared at the very wet pillow.

He took the pillow and replaced it with a pillow in the closet.

Did Nawang cry so hard that his tears were this much?

Richard smiled.

Somehow he felt Nawang was also trying so hard to get up.

Perhaps this was also her crying pleading like herself.

"Thank you for fighting to get up, baby. We will always wait for you to wake up" Richard said softly.

Cheek pecked Nawang who got a tear in reply.

"Miss you so bad." he whispered while removing the droplets of tears in the corner of Nawang's eyes.

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Nawang jolted as he felt something warm like radiating from the soles of his feet, continuing to slowly rise all over his body.

Heard him the sound of a very melodious Adhan clearly heard in his ears.

Heart melos.

Am I in the grave?

Astagfirullahaladzim o Allah......

Reflek Nawang moved his hand to feel his body. Has his body been wrapped in a shroud?

Apparently not.

He simply lifted the blanket that wrapped his body.

Praise be to Allah.

wait......I'm moving?!

Nawang moved his legs. Pitted his feet against the mattress with a slow movement then faster and faster.

His tears rose while staring around.

Praise be to Allah......

Blinking his eyes. His eyeballs are so twisted.

Thank God he opened his eyes.

And his eyes were now pounded on the head resting on the lip of the bed with a face invisible to him.

But he knows exactly who it is.

Gently behind her softly those jet black hair.

Thank you for loving me and wanting me this deep.

Richard who felt the caress in his head smiled while keeping his eyes closed.

Enjoyed the caress with pleasure. The caress that felt so long had never felt again because who used to do it was 'mediated'.

Richard widened his eyes round.

Isn't Nawang......?

Richard raised his head quickly.

And his body froze when he saw Nawang's face.

That beautiful face was smiling at him. She looked at him with longing eyes.

"Miss you so bad" Nawang said with tears flowing back.

Richard hit Nawang's body with a broken cry.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah.....Allahuahbar..... Thank you for waking up" Richard said in his tears.

Quickly release his arms and then hold both shoulders Nawang then stared at the entire body of Nawang.

"Are you Ok? Is anyone sick?" asked Richard worriedly who was only answered by Nawang's smiling head even though his eyes were still crying.

"Mas! The Stars! I'm up, Mas!" richard exclaimed happily, continuing to look at Nawang's face.

His hand stretched out to squeeze the bell connected to the doctor's guard room in front.

Richard didn't want to leave Nawang this time.

He didn't want Nawang back. Don't want any more.

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Alhamdulillah yes, Nawang has woken up 😍

That means tomorrow's the last episode....😊

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