THE OWNER OF THE HEART ROOM
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Richard widened his smile when on the screen of his phone appeared Nawang's face.

He was on the balcony of his bedroom at Semarang's house.

"The stars are sleeping?" richard asked stalely because he deliberately called Nawang after the child's bedtime.

It's almost half an hour and ten nights now.

"Stale stale." said Nawang, making Richard laugh.

"Yes. Intrusion to be considered equal attention prospective children" said Richard while chuckling.

Nawang poked his lips.

"Where's the business there? Beres?" ask Nawang seriously.

"Beres.." replied Richard briefly, and seemed reluctant to tell a story.

"Alhamdulillah if it's okay.You're fine, right?" ask Nawang later.

"Good doooong.Tetap ketchup and charming." replied Richard began to lose dol.

"Alhamdulillah. That means that the problem didn't bother your mind. Can you tell that's not a big deal?" tanya Nawang tried to fish.

"Yes, it's not a big deal. Papa and Mama were just in shock because they knew I had HIV" Richard finally explained.

Nawang looked surprised but then smiled.

"Alhamdulillah finally there are no more secrets that you hide to parents. This must be the best. At least more will take care of you" Nawang said with a smile to Richard.

"But my mom looked hit. Crying continues earlier. I can't bear to see it." Richard said sadly.

"Yes, of course, parents are sad if their children are sick, especially from others. Not only sad, but also disappointed to feel untrustworthy. But they must also understand what you mean by not telling them because you don't want to be a burden on their minds. Here is just a different way of expressing affection. No papa. It will improve over time. It is better from now on you tell me everything about your pain, let your parents feel involved and feel you need to take care of you. They will definitely be happier and calmer." suggested Nawang.

"What should I tell them?" richard was confused.

"Show me your medicine, explain it. You can also explain when you check your schedule. You can also tell the effect of the drug to you. From there first. Later will certainly flow the chat in more detail" said Nawang gave an idea.

Richard nodded in understanding.

Nawang could think in that detail when he thought it was all done.

He didn't even think that his parents might be happy if he 'involved' in 'hurt'.

"Thank you, dear" Richard said after the two kept quiet and just stared at each other with a smile.

"Thank you for what?" ask Nawang confused.

"Thank you for being with me. Thanks for the input just now." replied Richard sincerely.

Nawang laughed softly.

"You are with you not because I obey your wishes, but because I want to. So no need to thank me. I guess what I am." said Nawang while chuckling.

"Is it really because of consciousness? For love or for pity?" asked Richard with a smile.

But that question made Nawang run into another thought.

Things he never thought of before.

Richard thought he wanted to be with Richard out of pity.

"I am not a very kind person who would willingly give up my heart and life because of a sense of pity. Don't look so worthless at yourself like that. You deserve to be loved. More than worthy. Not just a sense of compassion. That's if you believe me." said Nawang with a flat face.

The flat face that was simply created due to the accumulation of Richard's worry was thinking negatively of him, the shame with his own thoughts about it, and the sadness that he suspected Richard thought he didn't love Richard.

Ah, what a shitty feeling.

Very difficult to control and express.

"I believe in you. Of course I believe you." said Richard softly but sounding very sure.

"Thank you for loving me so far. This deep" said Richard, getting softer which even made Nawang moved.

"Thank you for accepting me like this. Thank you for fighting me so far. Thank you for wanting to have me. Thank you for making me feel wanted and valuable." said Nawang faltered because it was stuck with the taste of haru and tears that just appeared.

Ah, if only they were in the same place, surely Richard would immediately embrace the slender body of Nawang and cry together for all the feelings of the moment.

Feelings of worth and want.

Feeling happy because you feel expected with all your heart.

Feelings of need and worth.

All of these feelings are sincere and expensive.

It can only be created from unconditional love.

Love without but.

"I'm the one who's moved why are you the one who?" richard asked with a soft laugh, deliberately breaking the novelty between them.

"I'm also a baper. Bummer." nawang bashful.

Richard chuckles.

"Why is HP idle?" nawang asked confusedly, making Richard chuckle.

"It's legal malem-male we don't need this anymore, VC an, WA nan. Our activities are more cool, do not need HP anymore" said Richard with a smile.

"Dissolve! Disperse!" cut Nawang because it starts to go where Richard talks.

It must not be far around.

Basic omes.

"Why?" asked Richard did not accept the disbandment event unilaterally to be carried out by Nawang.

"You know, not far from talking about it there mulu. I don't think any other topic was discussed." Nawang was upset.

Richard bubbling.

Cook him there, by the way? When's? New feeling this time, even then not finished because Nawang cut.

"When did I go there? Just this time also cut, not yet finished talking about it has been checked." protested Richard.

"Isn't it even an unclear storm? Ah, I want to sleep. Hye!" said Nawang instantly turned off his VC.

Richard shook his head in anxiety.

Yes behavior, does not change, just turn on the phone.

Make gemes.

Have a sweet dream, baby. Thank you for loving me with your deepest love.💖😘

A message that Richard sent and was able to make the smile of Nawang's lips engraved perfectly and was able to fill his heart with warmth.

I love you as deep as I can't turn away from your love. Sleep tight, my man.💚😘

Richard hugged his chest phone with a big smile from Sabang until his Merauke read the reply Nawang sent.

But he saw then Nawang's phone is no longer in an online position.

That woman must have turned off her phone on purpose.

Ilove you. Really love you.

Richard's smile was cut off when he heard his mother's voice was already in his room.

"Kirain is asleep. Turns out it's still HP's handle" said the mother in front of the balcony door.

Richard smiled cheerfully.

"New VC briefly with Nawang. Wait for hours to take medicine." said Richard immediately remembered Nawang's advice earlier.

"Take the medicine on the clock?" mama asked directly.

"Yes. Drink it once a day if malem. The clock should be at the same hour and as much as possible should not forget." explained Richard while hugging his mother's shoulder to leave the balcony.

The air was cold outside, not good for my mother.

Richard sat his mother in his bed, and he grabbed his bag and took out a bottle of his medicine and showed it to her.

"This is a medicine that will accompany a lifetime. A special snack at night." said Richard lightly as he glanced at his mother with a witty look.

Letting her mama grab the medicine bottles, looking at her with her hands trembling slightly, grasping them for a moment for some reason, then looking at her with a smile.

"You're still a great mama's boy. Which is always fun and happy. Stay healthy even if you always have to drink this. Promise huh?" mama said as she grabbed her face then kissed her forehead softly and long.

Richard knew his mother was shedding tears again this time. But she believed the tears were calmer and contained her best prayers.

"I promise. All this time I've proven it, I've always been fine, Ma. Don't worry." said Richard then hugged his warm mother who was now stroking her arms gently but vigorously, as if to give him a lot of strength.

I'll be fine, Ma. This disease is not my enemy, he will be my friend for the rest of my life.

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