The Path of Love Halimah
Episode 19's. Elder brother
I felt my whole body hurt.
My eyes are heavy for me to open.
My head is pulsing so hard.
It was like I heard a loud cry.
My head is pulsing so hard.
Suddenly my eyes felt a glare, my ears were buzzing.
The events that happened to me and Brother Hafiz.
The crash.
Hafiz's brother crashed into the black sedan car in front of him.
"Dragon...!!!!!" yells restrained.
"YES ALLAH... Brother!!!" I said again remembering the incident.
My chest feels so tight.
I forced her to open her eyes as I could.
I faintly saw my two in-laws standing right in front of me.
At the end of the bed where I lay.
I turned my face to the right.
There's Mom and Dad there.
"Buk.." I said heavily as if unable to get out of my lips.
"Goddess.. You're conscious, son?" replied, slowly whispering.
Then I heard Dad loudly calling the nurse and Doctor who half ran towards me who was lying weak.
"Which point?" ask again.
Mom just shook her head while crying without answering me one bit.
The doctor then examined my body and gave me some strange questions.
"It is better that Halimah's mother rest again first yes.. Mom just regained consciousness, so I still have to rest first." said the doctor also to me.
I shook my head strongly.
"Where's the Hafiz Gate? Where is my husband Doc?" ask me for a moment after I remember what happened to us both.
No response from the doctor.
"Mother rest first." she said again.
I'm back to shaking.
"Where's Hafiz's arbang?" ask me again with a look turned towards Mom and Dad.
Everyone was silent and did not answer.
My feelings are raging.
I saw my in-laws hugging each other.
Mom was crying in Dad's arms.
"YES...!!??" I said again with a higher tone and more panic.
"Mother Halimah calm down. rest first yes." replied the nurse also calmed me.
I shook my head and started crying.
My mother hugged me tightly.
"Where is Hafiz Buk?" ask me again in tears.
There was no answer I received.
Mom just kept hugging me so tightly while crying sob
"Dragon....!!!!!!" my screams shook strongly.
"Dragon...?!!?" I said it again and again until then my body felt light and dull.
I went back unconscious.
The doctor returned to give me a sedative after I went back into a rampage.
I really can't accept the fact that Brother Hafiz died because of the accident that has befallen us.
Whenever I was conscious, I always cried out in the name of Brother Hafiz, thrashing until my body was completely helpless.
I fainted again.
An event that almost repeated for 5 days.
I don't even want to eat or drink at all.
Trying to pull out the infusion hose attached to my left arm.
Refusing every drug the nurse gave me to take.
"Halima does not want to heal Buk... Halima wants to die... Halimah wants to join Brother Hafiz Buk...!!!" I said with the rest of the energy I had.
Mom kept crying for me.
My in-laws are the same.
None of them I've indicated.
I hate destiny playing tricks on me.
How could I have survived the accident, even with a bruise on my right chest. Death took away my beloved husband.
Fate really played me.
I used to oppose so great my arranged marriage with Brother Hafiz, but fate forced me to continue to live the marriage that was originally done with compulsion.
And when that love has taken root, Destiny takes it back easily.
Leave behind a sore wound in my useless life.
"Why is GOD??? I cannot live your painful destiny, O ALLAH. 3 months... Our marriage lasted 3 months.. Now I have the status of a widow at the age of 18 years, O ALLAH.. There is nothing left but unbearable pain.. Just bring Me, O ALLAH... Just take me with Brother Hafiz...!!!!!" I cried in my heart while crying in the hospital bed.
"Open...!!!" I shouted again before fainting unconscious again.