The Path of Love Halimah
Episode 45's

The words of Rahman who came suddenly to propose me were indeed quite shocking.

But honestly to answer Rahman's proposal I don't think I need time to think.

Of course I'll reject it.

Not because of my grudge against his family, but because of this feeling he can no longer accept Rahman.

This decision is already unanimous.

I also talked about it with Umi and Abi.

I asked Abi to be willing to contact Rahman's parents to give me my answer to his proposal.

I don't want to stall for long.

Because I don't want Rahman to be too much hopeful and then too happy about my attitude.

In addition to asking Abi to call her parents, I also sent Rahman a message that I hope Rahman is not too happy with me.

"Rahman Assalamualaikum... Hopefully Rahman and Mom are currently in good health without one less.. Rahman, earlier I apologized for having to reject your proposal against me. I am so grateful for your purpose and your noble desire to make me a life partner for you.. Thank you for wanting to take responsibility for my life, which has now become an orphan. But Rahman.. I'm sorry.. I can't accept your proposal.. Not because I hate you.. But this heart cannot be forced.. I'm sorry Man.. I pray that someday you will get the best partner for you who can accompany you until the end of life. Say sorry to your mother, too... May GOD forgive all our sins.. May GOD protect us everywhere we are. Once again forgive me.. Wassalam" I wrote in a lengthy message to Rahman.

"May Rahman understand this decision... Aamiin" I said again inwardly after sending her a message.

My days are full of positive activities.

I even started college.

I took S1 majoring in PGTK according to my current job.

College makes my life more colorful.

I am grateful to be surrounded by good people who support me so much.

Umi, Abi, Guru² Kindergarten, anak² dormitory, outstanding student², friend² lecture, kindly lecturer² and even his Eyang Chia have also been considered like my own Oma.. He was so good to me. It's not uncommon to give me gifts when I pick up Chia finished private lessons for me.

There is no longer the favor of ALLAH that I can deny but gratitude for all the abundance of blessings that he gave me this orphaned widow woman.

"Goddess... This is the ex-fuck's wedding invitation." said Ustazah Wulan mocking and thrusting me a piece of wedding invitation.

I was so excited to hear it.

I slowly opened a simple, dark red invitation that wrote the names of Ustad Ramli and Amira Ramadhani the future wife.

"Alhamdulillah.. Finally Ustad Ramli found his soul mate. "my words were happy.

"Hm... Who told you to reject the proposal.. Try not to refuse, it must be written there is not Amira Ramadhani.. But Halimah Nurfia.." ledek Ustazah Wulan again with her laughter.

"Sir Wulan." I said laughing with Ustazah Nita as well.

"Come no?" ask Ustazah Nita also to me.

"Goddessa.. Later Halimah nebeng Umi and Abi." I replied.

"We met at the party." I said again to those who would certainly come with their respective partners.

"God willing." they answered almost simultaneously.