
Until this moment my heart still feels racing not because of.
Such an awkward dinner is still very much in my memory.
I was too nervous to drop the drinking glass I was holding.
It feels so shameful.
Fortunately, Brother Zaky understood my situation.
Quickly call Bik Minah to clean the glass shard scattered on the floor.
Then give me my own drinking water.
"It's a shame" I said to myself.
"Mother why?" asked Chia who was lying right next to me.
"No why-why dear." I said wrong behavior stroking soft hair.
"Mother school tomorrow?" ask her again.
"Yes son... Tomorrow we go to school together.. Now is the time for this beloved mother's son to sleep." I said kissing Chia belyrang forehead.
"Okay.." she answered briefly.
"Mother.... Chia is so happy because she has a mom.. Thanks for being Chia's mom... Chia dear mother." she said buried her tiny body on my chest.
"Goddessa son.... Mother is also very dear to Chia." I happily hugged her tightly.
Then we looked at each other happily.
"God willing Mother will try to be the best mama for Chia. and Chia must also promise to be a good child.. A submissive child.. And the sholeha child.. Aamiin.." I said looking straight at his eyes.
He nodded strongly, then hugged me back.
" Chinese.. Halima.. Again on what?" ask Eyang who suddenly stood right on the bed we slept on.
"Eyang.." said Chia immediately got up from her bed.
"Not sleeping yet? Tomorrow will be school." said Eyang to Chia.
"This is Chia going to bed.. Eyang's.. Chka happy... Because from now on Chia already pjnya Bunda.." Chia also said to his Eyeang.
One nodded smilingly stroking the straight hair of Chia.
" Now Chia is sleeping.. Tomorrow go to school with Mother, right?" eyang asked Chia to go to sleep.
"okay... Selaamt eyang night... Good evening Mother." she answered and kissed my cheeks and cheeks one by one.
"Goddess... Thank you, son... Eyang was also very happy with the presence of Halimah in this house... Tipped Chia and Zaky ya.." said Eyang while gently holding both my hands.
I nodded giving a sincere smile to her.
"Supervise Halimah Yes Eyang... Help Halimah to be a good mother, wife and daughter-in-law to this family." I replied gently.
"God willing." answered Eyang stroked my cheek and gave me the condition to go into the room to sleep.
"Assalamualaikum" I said nervously opening the room door.
"Waalaikumsalam." replied Abang Zaky who was still sitting at his desk which was right to the left of the room which was only blocked by a large closet.
"Chia's asleep?" he asked without flinching from his seat.
"It is.." I answered briefly standing in front of the door of the room.
"owhhhhhhhh.. Good.." he replied and then got busy with his work.
I just nodded, watched him for a while from a distance and went to the toilet to clean my body and fetch some ablution water for prayers.
After the Isya prayer, I slowly and nervously tried to approach Abang Zaky.
Step by step.
Very slow.
Then speechless.
"Gak ah's... Ntr dikiran I'm an itchy woman." whispered me in the heart and then twisted the body.
"But I am now his legal wife.. Just look at it for a while and say good night can dong?" I said again at war with feelings.
Then I walked back to Brother Zaky's desk.
But my steps fell silent, unable to continue.
Just right next to the closet.
I thrust my head forward a little peek.
"What's wrong?" her question saw my strange behavior.
I immediately shook my head with nervousness.
"Halima slept first... Good night Brother." I said then ran to jump on the bed leaving Abang Zaky who was still busy with his world of work.
"Hmmm." I said a little annoyed, then pulled the blanket and tried to sleep.