The Path of Love Halimah
Episode 6's. Feel Guilty

Two days since her rejected proposal, Rahman has never been seen by me again.

I've tried to contact her repeatedly.

My phone was never picked up by him.

The SMS I collected was never answered even though.

I know He must be very angry and very disappointed about my family's attitude.

I'd like to apologize for Father's disrespectful treatment of him.

Today after finishing from helping Mother in the market, I was determined to come directly to her house to visit and apologize to her as well as to her parents.

"Assalamualaikum" I said as I clenched Rahman's door several times.

"Waalaikumsalam" was heard from Rahman's mother inside the house.

"Halima? " She was surprised to see me coming.

I nodded slowly and tried to give a smile to cover my nervousness.

"Rahman is Buk? " take a question to Rahman's mother.

"Come in. " invite him to sit in the living room with her.

I obey orders.

"Rahman had left for the city this morning escorted by his father" said his mother surprised me.

"Why Buk? Rahman went to college?" manya curious.

" For being ashamed of the insults your father gave him. He was determined to continue his studies in the city in order to prove to your family that he was a responsible child. And we as parents, of course, can only support and pray that He will succeed and be able to go home with the honor of our parents so that they are no longer humiliated and humbled by those who the most beautiful people in this village, especially your father!" mama Rahman said quite fiery.

I was shocked and very sorry for what happened yesterday.

"I'm sorry Halimah Buk's Dad... Pardon the Halimah family "I apologize while kissing Rahman's hands and crying.

"That's Halimah... Go home.. There's no use for her anymore you're apologizing.. Pray that Rahman succeeds in his outreach" said Rahman's mother again as she stood asking me to get out of her house.

I stood there with his hand again and left Rahman's house feeling guilty.

It sounds clear the tone of the phone is connected but not picked up by him.

He really-bensr left carrying the slightest bit of no strings attached to me.

Even though I was his close friend.

"Jin. tut.. " My HP voice is shaking.

An SMS message from Rahman came into my HP.

"Assalamualaikum Halima.. Sorry I left without saying goodbye first. I'm in the city to complain about fate. I'll tell your parents that I'm capable of being a responsible and honorable man so that your family will regret insulting me and my family. May you be happy with the man of your choice.. "

I really can't believe the SMS I just read from Rahman.

I didn't raise him Rahman would be really angry and mean to my family.

I could only regret and cry with everything that had happened this time.

I've lost Rahman, my best friend who I love so much.

There will no longer be a figure to defend me when I am bullied by friends who hate me.

There will no longer be a figure that can comfort me when I cry because I am angry by Father.

There will no longer be a Rahman who loves me so much.

Now there are only memories of us together.

The happy days of school are over.

I'm just waiting for the time to change my status to a wife.

Even if I'm not ready.

I was crying in the room.

I have a feeling of heartache in the room.

"Create Me O GOD" cried my little heart.