
Graduation announcement time is very much awaited by all students in class 3 Junior High country where Elin school.
It seems that all students are accompanied by parents to take a letter notification of the graduation of students.
Elin went to school with her brother, looking like she was about to enter the room to get the letter.
No wait for long, after getting the letter you walked out of the room. Elin who was outside was nervous, her heart pounding was afraid of the bad news she could receive.
Elin who saw me coming out of the door immediately approached me, her heart was still in turmoil in fear of the results she would get
"Calm down, son, I'm sure Elin must have passed," he calmed the very restless Elin, as seen from the pale look on her face.
"Elin was afraid that the result would disappoint you" said Elin Lirih
Abah smiled, "whatever the result is the most important you have effort son," said Abah stroked the head of Elin.
"Do you want to be open here or at home?" ask abah
Elin had not had time to open her voice, there were cheers of joy from a group of 3rd graders who were not far from where Elin was, looking friends of Elin jumping in joy indicating they got graduation.
Elin could not wait to find out the results of her hard work, she asked me to open the envelope containing the graduation notice.
Instantly, Abah and Elin gave thanks after seeing the PASS writing clearly plastered written on the sheet paper.
"Alhamdulillah" said Elin and abah at the same time
"Alhamdulillah son, you are grateful that you finally can see the success of your child," you smile look happiness on his face
"Look at your value is very good, you are proud of you," you are moved to see the value of Elin clearly displayed with an average value of 8. A glint in his eyes, his eyes glazed for a second and then came out a drop of clear hair at the end of his eyes.
Abah rubbed the tip of her eyes and hugged Elin.
"Alhamdulillah Bah, do'a Elin granted. Elin can earn some extra money for the High School list," Elin said in her arms
Elin took off his big hug, "Tempo the day the principal gave us a challenge, if the student was able to get an average NEM score of eight would get a prize money of 500,000," explained Elin
"Every time after the prayer Elin always pray to be given an average value of eight in order to get money for an additional SMA list." Connect Elin
"Allah Allah hears your prayers, son" he smiled
It was a clear happy face. In his heart, Elin was unceasingly grateful that the hope of continuing education would be realized.
"Do you want to go home or stay at school?" abah asked.
"It cannot linger long to leave the merchandise too long, it's time to go home because the business is done." Connect abah
Elin circulated the view that the school area was still filled with 3rd graders, she decided to stay in school.
"Go home first, be careful when you get home. Don't doodle clothes, honey clothes." Abah said goodbye and advised Elin.
"Elin will not be involved in doodling Bah's clothes, Elin also may not be long" explained Elin
"Yes Abah has left first," I walked up and left Elin to get out the school gate
Elin circulated a look for Novi, it seemed Novi was gathering with other friends. Elin approached in the direction where Novi and his friend were gathered.
Elin was standing by her friends, and they were talking about plans to celebrate graduation.
"We buy red and black pilox only" Ica suggested. From here Elin understood the plan they were going to do.
"Okey, if so we joint to buy pilox," continued Novi who turned out to be celebrating.
Elin, who did not want to celebrate graduation by doodling uniforms away from her group of friends, chose to sit alone in front of the class not far from where her friends gathered.
"When can I be like them?" honestly her little heart wants the same thing her friends do, celebrating graduation crossed out a uniform full of laughs with friends looks fun in the shadow of Elin's mind.
Elin had seen it before, where it seemed a bunch of school children laughing together, jokingly spraying pilox into school uniforms with joy. He could imagine being there would be fun.
Elin turned her mind around and realized she would not do it just for fun.
"Hi Elin," said someone patting Elin on the shoulder
Elin was surprised to get a pat on her shoulder, she turned her head.
"Hi Rey," Elin smiled awkwardly to find Reyhan standing behind her
"Why yourself?" ask Reyhan.
"Don't join the other party?" continued Reyhan
"Aren't you joining them?" instead of answering, Elin asked back.
"They set everything up, I took care of it" Reyhan replied
"You're why I've been paying attention to yourself" asked Reyhan
"I'm not following Rey" said Elin
Reyhan turned his head, his forehead frowning in wonder, "Why?" asked Reyhan astonished
"Honey the uniform is in that doodle, it is better to save where you can later go to use again," replied Elin innocently
Reyhan chuckled, "We want Lin High School, we won't go to work either" Reyhan said
"The uniform is different, if this is the Junior High School logo, it is not possible for the high school to wear uniforms with the Junior High School logo," Reyhan smiled in response to Elin's remarks
"Yes, too," Elin who can not argue just agree Reyhan's words are true, although he thinks the SMP logo can be removed and replaced with the SMA logo.
"So not following?" reyhan asked after a few seconds of silence.
"I can't, I have to go home quickly" said Elin
"You don't want to hang out with friends? this is our last time with our friends, after this we never know when we can be together again," Reyhan looked far ahead to his mind far away.
Reyhan remembered the memories that occurred at the beginning of his entry into this school. Memories upon memories swirled in Reyhan's mind bringing him into the past. She smiled remembering the beautiful moment at school.
The two of them fell silent with their respective thoughts, a second later the sound of discharging everything in Elin and Reyhan's mind.
"Rey, let's go. Everything is ready." Call Reyhan's friend Deo.
"Yes wait," Reyhan smilingly turned his head towards Elin, "Elin, I'm staying huh" Reyhan said
"Don't want to come?" Reyhan made sure before actually stepping.
Elin shook her head, "No." A word was said from Elin's lips
"Yes, I'm gone." Reyhan's words passed leaving Elin alone.
Elin noticed her friends who started riding on the motorbike in a piggy bank, they laughed together while continuing to joke and then one by one the motorbike drove away from Elin alone in silence.
Elin fell silent, her vision began to faintly cover the puddles of tears that might fall with a single blink. The eyes glittered looking teary for a second then a clear droplet of globules dripped on the end of his eyes.
He was sad in solitude, he wanted to but couldn't possibly. He wants but is incapable.
No one knows that smiling holds sadness. No one knows behind the stored power of fragility. Nobody knows him, he's got a million pangs.