
"Sorry.., sir.., Buk.., there's no other way out, you're gonna have to be in a caesarean operation tonight."
Said a Doctor, standing beside Azkia's bed, in a maternity hospital room.
" But Doc..."
Azkia was about to speak but the Doctor beside her spoke again.
"To save Mom, and the child in the womb of Mom, the age of the mother has 38 years of high risk of giving birth to normal especially with conditions like this, her baby condition inside is already more than her time, she said, ari-ari umbilical cord has also experienced liming, and its position is not possible for mothers to give birth normally, the baby's buttocks are in the way of the uterus not the head or legs."
Said the Doctor again, Azkia had no other choice but to approve her.
"Please you, and Mom sign a letter of approval for the cesar's surgery right now, because we're going to have a caesarean tonight, and Mom, we recommend that you be sterile, mother's child is 4 now, and the age of the mother is 38 years, better Mother is as beautiful as possible, worried later if pregnant again can endanger the life of the mother, Mother, if you agree so tonight we do it at once cesar and sterile".
Azkia nodded again, because Azkia did not want to have any more children, this was the last one, too, azkia tried to take a pregnancy-inducing drug that she bought in an online shop when she was two months old.
Azkia did it because she saw her last child she was born was 1 year old at the time, and when she found out that she was pregnant again, in Azkia's mind just wanted to abort her baby but was unsuccessful in Azkia's womb the fetus continued to grow.
Finally they signed a certificate of permission for the cesar's action and sterile, at 7:30 pm, Azkia lay on the maternity bed, when she was sending a message to the family whatsapp group, and the family, asking for prayers from his family, so that his opration smoothly, suddenly heard the sound of steps approaching his room.
"Let's Mom now is the time, open all the jewelry that I wear, and dress her too, change with this Mom".
The Assistant Doctor said, Azkia complied with the Assistant Doctor's request, opened all her clothes and jewelry, and just put on an oprasi shirt and lay on the bed, Azkia gives her cell phone to her husband.
"Pah..chat in whatsapp group the family asked for his prayer."
Azkia said to her husband, her husband nodded, then Azkia was brought to the surgery room, the sound of a wheel running on the hospital ceramics was accompanying Azkia to her surgery room, her husband walked behind her.
In front of the door when the bed was about to enter the operating room Azkia had looked back and saw her husband was on the phone, Azkia thought her husband was calling her family.
Her husband did not get to see Azkia who was looking back, hoping her husband saw her give her a smile or spirit, but her husband was busy calling, the surgery room was closed, Azkia was moved from her bed to the operating table.
Both hands of Azkia stretched out in a lying position, and both hands in the pair of tools, whether the tools in the pair of the Sisters to him.
After his hands in pairs of instruments were heard the sound of voices from the machines in the room, such as the sound of heartbeats, and the sound of tut tut tut put to each other.
After the Sisters put the tools in Azkia's hands, they left Azkia alone, and closed the operating room.
"Why did they leave,? where are they going? why am I living alone?."
Bathin Azkia at that time, but what is permissible, Azkia just accept, and quietly wait, in silence her mind wanders to remember the past.
His friend invited him to go to a bazaar held at the University campus where Arman attended, Azkia and her friends went to the bazaar.
Coincidentally Arman one of the who berjulan in the bazaar, Arman selling lanterns that later the results will be donated to the victims of Sunami Aceh at that time
The first meeting resulted in marriage after five years of dating, Arman was the first Love of Azkia, Azkia had never dated before her, although many men were approaching her, but her Love had been adrift by Arman.
Azkia is a popular girl on her college campus because in addition to being smart she is beautiful, fashionable and sociable, many men are heartbroken when Azkia decides to marry Arman, Some even prayed their marriage did not last long.
The marriage of Arman, and Azikia was quite luxurious in the presence of families of both parties, relatives, relatives, friends, neighbors and colleagues, among others, although Azkia's mother actually did not approve of their marriage because when married Arman did not have a job, only Azkia worked as Administrative staff in a private company.
For a few months of their married life, Azkia is the one who bears all the needs of the family, only occasionally Arman gives her the money she gets from her family, Arman's mother gives Arman the money to give to Azkia, until the end of her brother Arman advises Arman, to help her work in his garment.
After Arman worked with her older sister, two months later Azkia became pregnant with her first child and gave birth to a normal, born daughter, they gave the name Fira.
Arman asked Azkia to stop working for the child's care center, and his household, even though they did not have a house at the time, Azkia stopped working but Azkia did not shut up because household needs could not be met just rely on Arman's salary.
Azkia teamed up with her Friends, Kiki and Selly they sold a wide variety of women's needs from clothes, shoes, bags, to their consumer cosmetics from high school friends to her third college friend.
Azkia just stays at home offering stuff from her friend Selly, to his friends and family and then send it through the expedition service or Selly and Kiki help him send the goods in the message.
Although only at home but Azkia's income exceeds the income of her husband Arman, until she can save, within 5 years of marriage, Azkia pregnant again the second son named Farhan.
When Farhan was one year old, Azkia broke into his savings in the Bank from the results of his business so far, Azkia gave her to Arman to build a house, and the, 6 Months later, the house was occupied.
Happiness Azkia has her own home from the results of her hard work saving up so far does not last long, Azkia must accept the harsh reality that Arman betrayed her.
Azkia knew Arman betrayed her, from Arman's cousin, at that time Azkia did not believe her cousin Arman suggested Azkia to meet the woman who became Arman's mistress, but Azkia's self-esteem forbade, Azkia felt it was inappropriate to have to run over a woman for the sake of a man, which obviously cheating on her meant that the man did not appreciate her, did not want her.
Azkia was still silent when she heard from her cousin, not asking Arman or reprimanding him, as if nothing had happened, Azkia wanted Arman himself to say, until one day Fira's own biological son who said, if Papah often play to the neighboring house of his Grandmother, the woman who in pacarin Arman is a woman who married a neighbor near the house of Mother Arman.
Azkia finally ventured to meet her mother Arman, Azkia thought to her neighbor, meaning her mother Arman knew something, she said, and sure enough, her mother was crying in shame because the neighbors were talking about Arman playing with a married woman, her own neighbor, her neighbor, her mother's house Arman and her house Azkia is still a sub-district but different villages, the recognition of Ms. Arman is enough for Azkia, Azkia filed for divorce to the religious court and granted, she said, Azkia became a widow
"How is Mom ready?"
The clock on the wall of the operating room showed 8:30 when suddenly the door of the operating room opened and disperse his daydreams, two doctors came with 4 of his assistants to Azkia who was lying on the operating table waiting for the exclusion, it turns out he was about an hour waiting in the operating room, Azkia could only nod in response to the question the Doctor asked her.
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