the remaining taste
Chapter 2 opration room

Ready not ready I have to be ready".

His bhatin.

"Let's sit down Mom, let's help you sit down."

Two Physician Assistants helped Azkia sit down,

"His knee's on the bend Bu hugged his knee."

Said a female Doctor, Azkia also complied to hug her knees, a Sister holding Azkia's hand

"Hold my hand Mom if it hurts, you can bite my hand."

Said the Assistant Doctor while smiling at Azkia, Azkia just smiled wryly, when she saw a Doctor was holding an injection, The doctor stepped over to Azkia, then walked around to the back of Azkia.

"Breath of the Mother..."

Said the female doctor, Azkia obeyed the words of the female doctor who asked her to dance her breath, when Azkia took her breath The doctor injected an anesthetic anesthetic needle into her back, Azkia closed her eyes...

"Please Mom, lie down again."

Said the Doctor, then they asked Azkia a few things for a while after that, one of the Doctors signaled his time for exclusion.

" Bishim..."

As one of the doctors said basmalah, a moment later Azkia felt something in her stomach, Azkia realized they were carving an operating knife in her stomach, opening up the layers of her skin, and she felt it, and cut the layers of his belly flesh, it did not hurt but, he could still feel it, the anesthetic injection was just making the belly down his numb body part, azkia is fully conscious.

Azkia turned her head to her right side, not wanting to look up, because on top there was a clear opration lamp like glass, so Azkia could see her stomach which was the trial at the exclusion, so that Azkia could see her stomach, while continuing in his mouth unceasingly mentioning the name of his Lord, and reading all the holy verses of the Quran he remembered out of his head.

"If I die on this operating table at least I'm martyred, and I'm looking to the right to mention your asthma, O God."

Bathin Azkia resigned, while her mouth was unceasingly reciting the holy verses of the Quran, Azkia busies herself with the job of making a living for her two children, Azkia does not want to expect from her ex-husband.

Azkia busied herself by taking care of herself, going to the Zumba studio while she offered her merchandise to mothers who followed Zumba gymnastics, Azkia was good at trading, and she offered her merchandise to mothers who followed Zumba, and do not waste opportunities and opportunities, two years widowed many men who approached her, even many businessmen who have a wife want to make Azkia his second wife.

But it was not Azkia who would accept to be the second, if she wanted to accept being the second, she was no better than her husband, Azkia had self-esteem, and as beautiful as her actors remain trash, and Azkia does not want to be trash, For her there is no reason to be a actor, there are still many men why should men husband people?, betraying your partner is not a mistake but a choice.

"Aaakhhh Doc... "

Azkia felt her breathing was tight, unable to breathe properly, the Doctor immediately checked her state, her heart beating pulse. The doctor was worried about his condition and gave the help of oxygen hose life Azkia

"It looks like his stomach acid is rising."

Said one of the Doctors, and ordered the assistant Doctor to inject the medicine into the Azkia infusion tube, Azkia returned to breathing normally.

"Alhamdulillah..com surprised me."

Said one of the Assistant Doctors, then they resumed his surgery, Azkia returned to her daydreams that adventured into her past.

Azkia is numb, she feels she can live without a man, without a husband she can meet the needs of her home and children, for two widowed years, she said, never once did she get close to a man, Azkia the honorable widow, her neighbors admired, and respected Azkia's personal strength.

Although the widow never had a bad word from her neighbor, Azkia never put a man into the house, even if there is a male guest she received on the doorstep of the house, Azkia, never put her in the house, but there is something stuck in Azkia's heart, she sees her moody children, even though she has tried to make her children happy by giving toys, go for a walk or cook their favorite dishes, still his child looks not as happy as before.

Azkia, who was born into a family whose parents separated, can feel what her children feel, in addition to her ex-husband who often home to make her children become closer again, and asked Arman, Papahnya not to go away from home again.

Azkia must sacrifice her feelings for her children even though she has not fully forgiven her ex-husband, she accepts Arman again when her ex-husband asks her back, in the name of children.

Arman knows Azkia is the son of her parents' divorce victim, Arman has a stronger reason to ask Azkia back so that her children do not feel what Azkia and her older sister had ever felt, she said, parting with one parent and not getting full affection from the parents, plus both parents remarried make Azkia distance, and her brother became far from both parents.

Azkia returns to Arman, Azkia hopes that over time her heart wound will heal, and Arman can heal her heart wound that was once betrayed, azkia was married with her normal decent nothing happened before her, after a few months Azkia became pregnant with her third child, and gave birth normally in the help of a midwife, she said, they named her third child Arka.

The happiness of having another child after a two-year separation, but simultaneously Azkia had to experience deep sorrow when her mother had to face the Divine, Azkia is now an orphan before her father died Five years ago at her young wife's house.

Azkia at that time did not really feel the loss of her father, because indeed they were not close to her father who married again, when Azkia was still in elementary school, making her rarely meet her father, her father, Her father is busy with his new family, and forgets Azkia and her older sister, who live with their mother.

Not even even one year old Arka, Azkia pregnant again, two months she was late to come menstruation, Azkia panicked immediately buy a pregnancy test at the pharmacy, Azkia asks permission to abort her pregnancy to her husband Arman, because Azkia feels she will not be able to take care of the baby again, while her last child is still a baby.

Azkia can imagine how later she will be very busy with two babies, how about her activities of trading with her friend friend when she has to take care of two babies at once, finally, Azkia bought the drug penggugur gynecolog in the online shop that the price is quite expensive, but Azkia did not care about Azkia buy, and drink it.

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