the remaining taste

the remaining taste
Chapter 7 Leaving the House


No tears fell on Azkia's cheek, no desire to cry even though her heart was sliced and broken into pieces, but the tears did not come out of both his eyeballs, what might have been too painful until his tears were no longer able to represent how he felt.


The only thing Azkia realized was that she did not deserve to pity herself, instead she pityed Arman and his mistress, Azkia did not lose anything, she did not lose anything, but Arman has lost all the flavor that Azkia ever tipped for her.


Believing that Arman will change, Azkia's respect for Arman as a husband, Azkia's concern for Arman as the father of her children, and Azkia's, now Azkia no longer cares about Arman who there is only disgust and hatred when he sees Arman.


Azkia went out of her room to pick up her children's toiletries in the family room Arman was sitting holding their baby, Azkia walked past Arman who was sitting holding her baby, and she was holding her baby, not a word came out of Azkia's lips, so Arman just looked at Azkia who passed her while holding her baby.


Azkia let Arman hold her baby, Azkia did not want to seize her, did not want no commotion before her departure, let with silence even Arman already know how Azkia felt at that time.


"Would we go with Papah, right?."


Farhan asked Azkia who was tidying up her sister's clothes, Fira in her room was tidying up her clothes, when her Mamah went to the bathroom to pick up her sister's toiletries, Fira opens her Mamah phone and reads all her Mamah conversations with the woman of her Papah affair.


Fira keeps no whtsapp of the actress woman on her mobile phone, because Fira obtained her own mobile phone since she stepped on 1st grade of High School, her Mom bought her Mobile, for her school purposes, for her school, after reading all the conversation of her whatsapp Mamah message with the lady, Fira went straight to the room and tidied up her clothes, and said to Farhan.


"You, you want to stay with Mamah or Papah, if you want to stay with Mamah, clean your clothes, I also finish my clothes, I want to go with Mamah?."


Fira said to Farhan at the time.


"Where are you going?, why isn't Papah coming?, who do you live with?".


Fira did not answer him, then Farhan approached Mamah in his room and asked his Mamah.


" Don't Papah not come, you want to join Mamah no?."


Azkia asked, without coercion to her Son.


"Kasian Papah alone if all go Papah the same who?, trus baby sister Mamah brought too?."


Said Farhan innocently.


"Yes baby sister Mamah bring, right who takes care of baby sister Mamah, if not brought no one takes care of Papah work."


Said Azkia still trying to explain properly to her child even though at that time her lips did not want to say.


"Why do you have to go, where is Mah going?."


Farhan asked again was still confused as to why Mamah and her sodara had to leave without her Papah.


"Udah don't ask much if you want to come with Mamah, finish your clothes now, soon we will be picked up with Grandma Dina."


Azkia said.


Farhan's words made Azkia's heart ache, but Azkia realized it was not Farhan's fault, Farhan did not know what his Mamah was feeling right now, Azkia closed her eyes and sighed, then saying.


"It's okay, if Farhan doesn't want to come."


Azkia said while trying to smile, hiding her pain.


"Why do you have to go to Grandma Dina Mah's house?, we do not have a house?, it is already night, if you want to play at Granny Dina's house tomorrow afternoon, just in the afternoon, Farhan's coming, but we're going home."


Said Farhan again, Azkia did not mind the words of her Son, did not answer the words of her son, Azkia was busy with her clothes that she put in the bag, Aunt Dina came, came, without saying a word to Arman, who was holding her baby.


Aunt Dina took Aulia, the baby in Arman's arms, without saying a word, and Arman could not


saying nothing.


"Let's go Azkia now, Pah.please bring Azkia's bags to the car."


Said aunt Dina, who was emotional but did not want to say anything, aunt Dina's husband obeyed the words of his wife brought Azkia bags helped her driver into the car, Azkiah held Arka, and left without saying goodbye to Arman.


Already lost respect for Arman who was still her husband, Fira followed her Mamah from behind and invited Farhan, to come along but Farhan refused, Azkia did not care when Farhan chose to stay at home with his Papah.


Azkia just wants to get out of her house that she built with great difficulty, she doesn't care she doesn't want to see Arman in her presence. for now she wants to get away from Arman, giving her the freedom to be with that woman.


because Azkia still has self-esteem, when she feels that she is not wanted why she must stay, her husband has had an affair means she is no longer wanted , the phone ring of whatsapp call reads when Azkia enters the car Auntie Dina, seen her incoming call from the woman the actor, Azkia rejects the call and turns off her mobile phone.


Arriving at the house of Aunt Dina, Azkia was given a room for her and her children, Fira slept with her son Aunt Dina, who was a child, Azkia with Arka and Aulia the youngest child of her new birth week, Aulia was not fussy, the baby was asleep soundly.


Azkia kisses her baby's forehead, then turns on Arka, kisses Arka's forehead, her innocent little babies, into her power, becomes her strength, Azkia promised to do the best for her children even without their Papah.


Perhaps easier for them to lose their Papah than now, Azkia believes God has given her the best path, God opened her husband's secret all along with one goal and Azkia believed God's plan was more beautiful than her dreams.


Azkia is grateful she is not alone, her family along with her support gives her the strength of facing the trials of God, and her husband? who will be on his side now, Farhan if you know what Papah has done may not pity to see Papah left.


That night Azkia was left alone by Aunt Dina, because Azkia did not seem to want to discuss her, Azkia needed time to be alone, That night Azkia could not sleep, Azkia could not sleep, Azkia keeps in mind all this time she never suspected Arman of having an affair.


Maybe because all this time she focused on her troubled pregnancy so that she did not think too much about the strange or different behavior of Arman, when he lost his things, he did not think that it was Arman who had taken him, and gave him to another man's wife, to make another man's wife happy.


Azkia takes her Mobile she intends to read the novel in an app, to disappear her turmoil, usually after reading the novel she will feel sleepy, when she turns on the phone, the phone, on the screen of his mobile phone looks 20 unread messages from the actress woman.


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