
“ I... I love him. So very.. “
Farhan looked at Aurorae in disbelief. The woman sitting next to him, was sobbing while bowing her head.
He grabbed a piece of tissue on the dashboard of his car, slowly extending it before the Aurorae.
But the woman flinched. She still enjoys her crying.
“Hhh.. “ Farhan sighed softly. She squeezed out a tissue she was holding.
“ Rae.. “ just Farhan wants to talk.
“ Is , I'm done. Let's walk. “ cut Aurorae, staring at Farhan smiling.
This lady. Very clever to control yourself. Covering feelings.
“Rae. “ Farhan still wants to talk.
“ Don't hurt yourself more deeply. Not everything you want can be yours. Believe me, what is your destiny will never miss you. And those who miss you, will never be your destiny. Love yourself Rae... Forget Mr. Herjuno. “ continued Farhan staring into the eyes of Aurorae.
Aurorae.
“ You... know?” tanyanya. What is this, Farhan knowing about his feelings? Or does he also know about his relationship with Herjuno? Who else knows it? Has he not been able to control himself well in the office? How can someone else know about the relationship they are hiding?. A row of question after question swirled within his head.
“ Hem... and not only me, I'm sure some other people in our division have also known there is a special relationship between you and Mr. Herjuno.” Farhan gently grasped Aurorae's hand.
Aurorae is back.
“Rae.. turn to me.” Farhan finally said.
Aurorae. Sharpen his hearing, then turned to the right to find Farhan who was fixed on looking at him.
“ What did you say?” ask Aurorae to make sure. He hopes to hear wrong.
“ Turn to me. Forget Mr. Herjuno. Start all from the beginning with me. “ replied Farhan steady. There was no doubt in his eyes.
Aurorae. He knew it had been a long time that Farhan had put his heart on him. He just pretended not to know.
“Han.. forgive me.” Aurorae could not say anything, just an apology coming out of her lips.
“I know. It's not easy for you. But Rae .. let me always be by your side. Don't ever lose sight of me, so you never have another chance to mend your relationship with Mr. Juno. Hem's? ” Farhan looked at him gently.
“ Where can it be like that Han.it makes me look so evil. Using you only for my benefit.” Aurorae shook her head slowly.
“ No problem. Use me as much as you want. Stay beside me. About your feelings, let time give the answer.” Farhan replied that he did not want to be rejected.
Aurorae just pity him. It's so sad to be Farhan. And , how evil he is. But he had no other choice. Farhan was right, being by his side could close the chance for him to return to Herjuno.
**
The atmosphere of the meeting that morning was so cold. All Marketing Managers and their staff from twenty-three branches of the company gathered in the room. Evaluations are held once a year, to improve their performance.
There was a very large round table, having twenty-five seats on each side. And also four seats at the right and left end of the table, which were reserved for the CEO and some of the company's commissioners who attended the meeting that morning. All Marketing Managers sit on the row of seats on the left side of the CEO chair, while their staff on the opposite side. Face to face.
Tension is evident on all the faces of the meeting participants. Their CEO is known to be meticulous and very assertive. At least they cause problems, do not expect their presentation to end easily.
“What atmosphere Rakernas always as tense as this?” Farhan whispered beside Aurorae. The cradle of the pen that he had held since . This is the first time I have attended a meeting of this magnitude.
“ Hem.. calm down. no need to be nervous, just prepare your presentation well.” Sedating aurorae. Though he himself was also holding himself back from fainting, because his heart was beating very fast. Not nervous because of the meeting, but since the meeting began, Herjuno's gaze never escaped on him. A look that I don't know, what exactly is on his mind. There was a lot of annoyance on his face. Especially when across there the interaction of Aurorae and Farhan looks very close. Herjuno was very upset, not willing to be that close to the woman he loved. Moreover, his curiosity has not been answered, why Aurorae and Farhan had not been in the office for a long time, when he left the hotel he made sure Aurorae and Farhan followed his car.
**
“ Rae... can we talk for a minute?” call Herjuno when they reach the hotel lobby after returning from the branch office.
The clock has shown at 22:30, it is late and Aurorae is very tired.
Aurorae who was walking beside Farhan stopped. Looking back, looking at Herjuno sharply showed his dislike for Herjuno calling him so familiar.
“ What's up Sir?” ask Aurorae at last.
Herjuno glanced at Farhan who had stopped his steps.
“ I want to talk about personal matters.” Herjuno turned his gaze to Aurorae. He deliberately did not correct his language, so Farhan understood the gesture that Herjuno wanted him to leave them both.
“ Rae... please..” Herjuno blocked Aurorae's wrists.
“ Release. I don't want others to think.” Aurorae jerked Herjuno's hand violently.
“ Rae please.. don't be like this. let's talk.” Herjuno was still trying to grab his hand. But Aurorae immediately retreated dodging.
“ Pak Juno , Rae.. You'll catch the attention of others later. If you want to talk, talk calmly. Coffeeshop hotel in the north lobby is still open. You can talk there.” Farhan mediates. Because now some eyes began to look inquisitively towards the three of them. Farhan didn't want any commotion. Especially seeing Aurorae who began to be unable to control her emotions.
“ Han... “ Aurorae turned her head quickly and glared at Farhan. Protest sign. Instead of helping him to escape Herjuno, Farhan complicates things.
“ Alright. I wait at the coffeeshop. “ said Herjuno finally while stepping away.
“ What is this Han? You know there's nothing else I want to talk to him about.” Upset Aurorae.
“ Rae.. don't run. For the last time, just hear what he has to say. And for the last time also tell me what you want him to hear. End it all clearly. Be firm. So that he no longer bullies you. Are you ready for this drama every day? He won't give up until you really convince him what you want.” Farhan said patiently, trying to give the best middle ground of the problems facing Aurorae.
“I'll be waiting for you here. Go.” So Farhan again.
Aurorae breathed out slowly.
“ Wait for me here, you promised.” Aurorae pointed her index finger in front of Farhan, then walked north following Herjuno.
Farhan's right. He has to finish this all right away. He did not want Herjuno to hope that their relationship could still be repaired, and continued to harass him. He wanted to get through the last six months quietly before completely quitting his job.
**
Farhan stood up from his seat. Looking at the Aurorae who walked slowly towards him. It was obvious that he was holding back his tears.
“ What's done?” ask Farhan.
Aurorae nodded slowly. He looked up and blinked his eyes and with a movement both hands fanned his face.
“ Ah.. What's wrong with me? Why is it so hard to hold back these tears.” Her chattering.
Farhan stroked the Aurorae's head slowly.
“It's okay. Slowly just hem?” farhan said soothingly.
“ Get your hands off his head.” Pekik Herjuno. Farhan and Aurorae were shocked.
Herjuno firmly blocked Farhan's wrist.
“Keep your hands from my lover.” Herjuno.
Aurorae.
“ Stop. Is this Mas? Wasn't it obvious I said stop harassing me. Let me live in peace. Don't hurt me any deeper. Live life with your wife well, I will try to start a good life with Farhan. Please, stay away from us. “ Aurorae can no longer resist her sobs. He no longer cared about the few pairs of eyes that were watching them.
“ Start a good life you say? With this guy? Don't dream Rae... I won't let you go.” Herjuno did not give up.
“ Rae .. relax. Control yourself. “ Farhan calms the increasingly sobbing Aurorae.
“ Mr Juno, forgive me if you are presumptuous. But a relationship must be at the whim of both parties. If Aurorae doesn't want to be with you anymore, don't force her. You already have a family. Isn't it too greedy to want an affair too?” farhan said firmly.
“ Do not interfere in my affairs and Aurorae Farhan. keep your limits. “ annoy Herjuno.
“ You are supposed to keep the boundaries of Mr. Juno, as you heard earlier, me and Aurorae are in a relationship. It is impossible for me to be silent, when someone else makes my lover cry. Hope you understand Mr. Juno.. We excuse you.” Strictly Farhan again.
Herjuno. Especially when he saw Aurorae according to Farhan who clasped his hands turned to leave Herjuno.
Two steps they went. Herjuno said again.
“ Rae... Let's get married.”
Aurorae.
“ Marry me. Please.” he said again.
**