The Secound Choice's
Fifteen
Wind gusts tear down the leaf defenses to stay united with the twig. One by one the dry leaves fall to the earth.
"Can you just leave me alone?"
"But ... How do you get back to your room?"
"Half hour, come back here. I just need a little alone time, or if Adam doesn't feel good leaving me, go sit there!" Syifa pointed towards the park bench on the east side.
"If you need anything, call me quickly."
Adam walked away from Syifa. Adhere to the desire of the woman who must rest her hands and feet for a while because of her carelessness.
Syifa stared at Adam's departure with a smile. Slowly, he turned the tire with his hand. The gurgling sound of water flowing through the fish pond provided calm for him.
A few moments later the girl raised her head, looking up at the sky. Inhaling in free air to meet his lungs which seemed to lack direct oxygen intake from nature.
The calmness and comfort he felt turned out to only walk for a few moments.
"Oh Allah .. Why does my heart beat like this. I feel something like this if Fauzi is near me. Is he here .. Impossible!" Suddenly the feeling he had been fighting all this time came back. Syifa closed her eyes, fighting the longing to be unhealed. This longing was already haram for him.
The girl was getting carried away, it turned out that being alone was not a good thing for her. Memories of the past that he always tried to forget as if coming back and forth. Memories are like kaleidoscopes that are constantly turned around.
A round of clear crystals began to fall from his eyes. Again Syifa felt at the lowest point in her life. Lamenting a destiny that is not in line with expectations.
Cry if with that the tightness in your chest is gone. Give your eyes time to clean the dirt or dust that lines the cornea of your eye. Once you feel enough ... get back up! cheerful return!
The words strung together by him himself had always been his reinforcement. After being bowed for a while the girl finally wiped the rest of her tears away quickly.
Syifa saw something near the pool. The very small round-shaped object is located in a transparent container. Syifa turned the wheel of her chair with difficulty to get closer to picking up the thing. Because the fish food is placed in a rather high place makes Syifa lose balance.
"I told you, if you need anything, call me!" Adam came at the right time.
"Why are you crying? pain huh? we're back in your room now! I'll get the doctor to check your hands and feet!" Adam looked frantically at Syifa's eyes that were soaked his nose tears were also red
"Eh ... later! I'm okay! I was just getting carried away. Nobody's sick, Dam. We'll just stay here first." Syifa stopped Adam who had started pushing his wheelchair.
"Just accompany me here. It turned out that it made me even worse, haha" Syifa's laughter made Adam feel a sense of grief
"Leaving it is painful! but how else ... Look at me! because I continue to mourn my fate, I hurt you. And look at yourself, because of that you're a sleeping princess! that's a very strange thing .. Only this time I saw for myself there is a heartbroken person who does not want to wake up from his sleep!"
"Hm .. lesson for all of us! I'm the only one the new doctor believes because I've experienced it firsthand."
"Why were you abandoned?"
"He met his first love again."
"You know that?"
"Yes .. I know. I actually saw the change, but this blind love of mine made me dismiss that thought. I assure myself, our wedding has been scheduled where maybe he canceled it. We love each other. But it turns out I was wrong. His love for me was not much greater than his love for his first love" Adam's face changed pias
"I'm sorry, Dam. I'm back to remind you of your pain."
"I just feel better telling it to everyone. It felt as if my once narrow heart had become airy. Because I'm not the only one who feels that pain. I've shared it with others, hahaha" Adam's words are interspersed with crisp laughter.
"Now it's your turn. Come .. for your sorrow for me too. You'll feel better. I'm a good listener, believe me!"
A little smile on Syifa's face began to appear, eventually tucked into laughter in their conversation. Adam also has a great sense of humor.
The closeness of the two of them made someone who had been watching them shed tears. Two feelings raged in his heart. Jealous and sad
"She must have missed me so much!"
"We all know that. But ... If you see him it makes this matter work?
See sacrifice? My son had to give up his broken arms and legs to get back up and live his destiny that was not in line with expectations"
"Trust, Zi. God's destiny for his servant will surely be beautiful in time. Go home! meet your wife. The second choice can also be better if we can summarize.
I beg ... don't see Syifa first." Papa Adzka pleaded. While Fauzi hugged the man with tears that increasingly broke.
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