The Steel-Cared Rose
Therapeutics

When Sinta was focusing on her clinical treatment. In the field there was a death incident again.

One inmate escaped. Killed after being shot by officers.

Sinta and Dean's lawyers didn't tell him at all. They were afraid that Sinta's soul would be shaken back. The treatment is backwards.

Sinta has entered counseling and hypnotherapy sessions. Plan to return to the box. Delayed with the incident.

This morning, in a counseling session. As usual, the psychiatrist asked Sinta to tell him about her situation.

"How are you doing, this morning?"

"Good."

"Is your sleep good?"

"I dreamt, they came to me. They said it was all my fault."

"Who's wrong, how?"

"I caused them to be killed."

"Did you kill them?"

"Not."

"Then why do they say you killed?"

"If only I hadn't given you the money. Asking my husband and father-in-law to fix it. It's not gonna happen."

"If you don't give me the money what happens?"

"Those things can't be paid. Infrastructure can't be completed."

"caused?"

"Project terminated."

"Who is harmed?"

"Society."

"Is the procurement of goods and infrastructure so important?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Then why do you blame yourself?"

"Legonally I broke the rules."

"Formil law you mean?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Imagine yourself in a flower garden. Close your eyes and relax."

Sinta closed her eyes and relaxed.

"What do you see?"

"Colorful flowers. Flower park. It's beautiful."

"Other than you see?"

"Any pest attack."

"How are the flowers?"

"damaged."

"Can you eliminate those pests? Imagine just flowers and gardens without pests?"

Sinta is back to concentrating.

"How's it?"

"No pests."

"How are the flowers and the garden?"

"Very beautiful. The sun is shining brightly. Warm. The air is cool because it's still morning."

Sinta also underwent a series of hynotherapy.

Through hynotherapy, all of his subconscious mind can be revealed.

His reluctance to pursue a career of artistry and politics. Her fears are made sexual objects and sexually exploited by Dean. The shock of his soul due to the successive murders.

Through clinical treatment, slowly his psychiatric condition experienced recovery. Treatment continued in prison.

The legal issues facing Sinta continue. The lawyer and her husband tried to release her from the lawsuit.

Without feeling the time had passed for two hundred days. Sinta is serving his detention for the purposes of investigation, public prosecution and judges.

The verdict was read out and Sinta was found guilty on charges of abuse of power. 

As for the demands of his midwife. He was arrested for corruption. Sentenced to twenty years and compensation of one trillion rupiah.

Within fourteen days, his lawyer appealed.

Sinta nodded her head.

"This is the evidence and the witness I've been given. The witnesses were all taken to the witness protection program."

"Are they ready to testify?"

"I'm conducting wiretaps and also an investigation into your husband's competitor's company. I don't want to be rash. Can you be patient first?"

"What's my choice?"

"I don't want my hard work to go to waste."

"I understand."

"You better concentrate on taking care of your work. It seems like a very powerful medicine. Even if you often say you don't like your job. I don't think it's your job but the environment and the pressures of your job."

"Yes, you're right. Not his job but the environment and the pressure of my work."

"You set everything up well. Since you took office, many problems can be solved well. You can unravel the complexity."

"Thanks to my work team. I can't do anything without support."

"You can form a solid team. The tax goes according to the portion. Your work is very effective and efficient. Community service and acceptance are going well. Even your decision to continue with an urgent and strategic project is also a bold decision. Do you know how many people you saved with that decision? Logistics, healthcare, business and education? Not yet a field of work and entrepreneurship? Farming, animal husbandry and fishing? You are also very observant in delegating tasks. Efficient and effective."

"But what about those murders?"

"You also managed to overcome a complicated land dispute. It's only natural that so many are after you. Moreover, who was used to using their influence and money."

"I'm just trying to get things going well."

"You're using your power to straighten. Set everything to be more proportional. Charge on those who are able is not the other way around. Balancing the problem with the portion. So that everything can go better, easier and smoother."

"All decisions are not easy. I have to consider and discuss it with my team. Repeatedly making sure that it was indeed what I decided was best."

"That means you work for all your people. Rich, poor, stupid, smart, whatever the tribe and religion. You can be fair and wise."

"But my workload is too heavy. I'm a woman."

"You are easily influenced by your emotions and feelings. Because maybe you're a woman. But since you're a woman anyway, it's easier to balance. There's plus minus."

Sinta looked at her lawyer with concern.

"You still taking medicine?"

Sinta nodded her head.

"You also stop and cut down redundant projects and turn them to the really important ones. If anyone hates you. It's because their own interests are disturbed not the public interest."

"It's not easy to set priorities."

"You're also being tough on debt. Delegate the debtor."

"They are unlikely to seek profit from the loss, narrowness or need of a very urgent and fatal society. Why are they equally destroyed? I'd better save something that could be destroyed by being forced over its portion. Causing the urgent needs are stopped because the coercion of the arrangement exceeds the ability or ability. Focus more on things that can indeed provide benefits. In some urgent things they may have to give up so that everything can run smoothly. In some ways that can benefit. It can be divided proportionally. Setting it up is not ego or arrogance but it is indeed a balance of context as a whole. All in order to be able to run with proportional also smoothly."

"You don't think much. You just need to be kept away from toxic people. The rest, your judgment is trustworthy and reliable. As long as you don't interact with people whose minds are narrow, negative, exploiting and toxic."

"I think the burden of my work is very heavy to bear. I thought I'd resign if this was all over."

"Why did you give up?"

"I want to calm down. Life is simple. The more you think. It's getting harder to be calm."

"Not to talk about it now. I brought this for you."

"Fried rice?" 

Sinta bribed the fried rice and chewed it.

"How does it feel?"

"Nob."

"I made it myself."

Sinta chokes. His lawyer gave him the mineral water he was carrying.

"You why?"

"You still have time to make fried rice?"

"Make it not difficult. I rarely cook. So pick a recipe that's easy."

"Enak. Why don't you just buy it? More practical."

"You must miss home cooking."

"Indeed. How do you know that?"

"Everyone is like that, right?"

Sinta nodded her head.

"The atmosphere smells of home. Makes you more comfortable. You must have missed your home a lot too. Everything that smells of home."

"I miss my house a lot…."

"I thought…."