The Steel-Cared Rose
It's Not About Love

Dylan started to rethink everything. Fix things the way they should. Maybe not according to his heart's wishes. But for the good of all.

Thinking while looking at the photos of Sinta. Playing the videos he made. Look at their kids' faces in the video. Comparing with the moment after Sinta left them.

Good Lord! I've cut the wound on the wound. Just thinking about myself. Remembering and expecting Sinta back to my side. Not considering the reality and circumstances of my own children.

Callista's right. They needed a mother figure that could replace Sinta. His mind drifted on Haliza. How Haliza sincerely remained with them even though there was not a single word of love spoken from her lips. Hope came from his eyes.

He could understand why his children liked such a simple woman. The woman loved him and his children from the bottom of his soul. Ignoring things that might hurt her self-esteem as a woman.

Expressing feelings. It is not easy for a woman. Always with him and his children. It is an indisputable proof of sincerity.

Maybe they both had the same experience of love. Separate from those they love. I wish I never separated. Life forever builds a family. But reality says something else. They had to part with their soul mates. The reason may be different. But the bitterness of reality remains the same.

Haliza's trauma of treason. Make Haliza choose herself. The love for Haliza is faithful. While for him love is sincerity accompany in togetherness.

I'm just thinking about myself. Not caring about my kids. Felt that I could meet the father and mother figure alone. They need a mother's love and attention. The language and comfort of the affection of women who overshadow their families.

Love is selfish. Reluctant to let go or let go. Even if it is a forced condition, it should be like that. But feelings often do not want to compromise.

Love is a matter of taste. Liver problems. The problem of soul. His eyes were heated looking at the photos and videos of Sinta.

There was nothing wrong with the love he felt. Unless the conditions are not as they should be. He never regretted what happened. It is not an expected consequence. But all love will lead to happiness or broken.

You're like a gaping wound

Filling the soul niche

Rainbow of love

Flatter various flavors

All the same

Feels beautiful

Beautiful looking

You teach love

A taste

That is so beautiful

Always reigning

In the soul niche

Love is not only faithful

Meanless

But the luminance of taste

Who compels to be faithful

Love is like a makhota

Which is above the head

Reality is like a lake

The cure of all thirst

Arabica coffee sepahit

Sip on flavor

Forcing faithfulness

Even without taste

Not a well

Is it tasteless?

But that doesn't mean useless

All the thirst

Can only be bargained for a lake?

Since deciding to get married and have children. His life is not dominated by himself. He should have realized that.

It is very selfish if he only thinks about his own happiness. Which seems endless.

His kids need him with Haliza. It began to be realized. Marriage is not just about love. But it must be faithful. Therefore it is like not giving the supposed appreciation to the soul mate who will accompany the journey of mortal life.

Soul mates do not always speak of love. Or feel the love. But tie the knot faithfully. Understanding and serving each other. Support and relieve each other. To be able to bargain for all the poisons of life. Thahaga is compassion, affection, pity, mercy and grace for all her children.

For him, thirst is togetherness and also lust. As a man. Feelings and logic are in different places. It makes it easy to distinguish between taste and need.

Loving does not have to be fucked. To love does not always mean to love.

Taste and need are like the uterus with the urinary tract. Similar but not the same. Maybe it was a blessing. Hidden blessings. As long as you don't hurt and betray. There is nothing wrong with instinct.

Dylan prepared dinner. His mind occasionally drifted far away. Thinking and convincing that he has made the right decision for all of them.

Reverse the roasted chicken he was roasting. Smells a sweet smell that makes the stomach hungry. He's already styling tempeh and tofu on the plate. He threw away the hodgepodge he bought.

Sapphire sniffed his nose. It made Dylan unable to hold back his laughter.

“Stop sniffing! You're not a rabbit dear..”.

“My stomach is very hungry. The grilled chicken looks delicious. It smells so good. Makes my stomach even more rumbling.”

Dylan hugged Sapphire warmly while laughing wide, “I'm glad you like my cooking.”

Sapphire kissed both cheeks,” I really like it, pa!”

“Alright, I'll move it to the plate. It's matured perfectly. We eat together, huh?”

Sapphire nodded her head. His eyes sparkled happily.

Sapphire flanked by Callista and Keanu. Dylan was sitting next to Keanu.

After pouring rice from the rice bowl. Each took a side dish and hodgepodge.

Dylan opened his voice, his tone calm and deep, “What do you and Keanu think about Haliza's mother?”

“Sharifah's Why?”Ask Sapphire.

“Yeah.”

“Very good. I really like it.”

“If you how Keanu?” Ask father.

“I wish she was my mother.”

“You also like it a lot?”

“Very. I feel like he loves me like Sharif. I feel very comfortable with him.”

“What if I propose to her to be your mother?”

“True, pa?” Sapphire opened her eyes.

Keanu pinched his own hand,” Sick! This is not a dream!”

“Certainly not!” Dylan laughed crisply.

“Cal! Do you agree that Haliza's mother became our mother?”

“Yeah! To be honest, the idea was from me.”

Sapphire hugged her brother. Smile happily, “Thanks, Cal!”

Keanu smiled faintly. But his face was an aura of happiness. Mother, is something she craves. More than anything in this world.

“You have to help me “ said Dylan.

“Help what pa?”

“Prepare for the surprise of his application. How?”

“Yeah! You named it, pa!” The three almost answered simultaneously.

Dylan's heart is so happy. Seeing the radiance of happy light emanated from the faces of his three children.

I-i'm sorry! All this time don't recognize what you need. I'm just thinking about myself. They need someone who loves and loves them. Replacing their mothers who could not return to their midst.

Seeing the closeness of Haliza with all her children. Makes it crisp. He was also sure, Sinta would not mind. Instead, be happy for all of them.

Her marriage to Haliza will bring a lot of good. Not just for his kids. But also himself. And Sinta himself. The friendship between them will all be better. Dean will forgive everything that has passed. Establish new relationships like a new family. Unite two families perfectly. Because each of them has got their happiness.