The Steel-Cared Rose
Cancellations

The feeling of love often causes a feeling of unnoticed. All the children of Dylan and Haliza mourn Haliza's decision to cancel her engagement. Sinta breathed a sigh of relief.

I know I shouldn't be like this. But I also can't deny that I still can't let Dylan go with other people. Is this selfish love? There's no way for me and Dylan. But I still wish we could be together again. Having Dylan for myself. Dylan's heart is mine. I haven't been able to give it up for anyone else.

But of course he could not reveal his true heart.

“I sympathize with the cancellation of your engagement and Haliza.” Sinta called Dylan expressing her sympathy.

“Thank you. He's still traumatized. Looks like we need a longer time.”

“You so move to the house or stay in the apartment?”

“Stay moving to home. If we all get together. Still need a larger space.”

“I want to change the design of the children's room. Callista and Sapphire changed their choice of wallpaper colors. Also a choice of carpet and room furniture.”

“Good. You just send the design changes to my email.”

“Are you saddened by the cancellation of the engagement?”

“Of course. Maybe we are both not ready. Everything is too fast.”

“Yeah. I hope you'll find a good time for both of you. Slowly but sure.” Sinta tried to comfort Dylan.

“Yeah. I think I need time to prepare myself, too. It would be very unfair for Haliza if I haven't been able to total it to her.”

Sinta. A forced separation is very different from a separation that has been agreed upon by both of them because they already do not have a sense and match. But the truth is that the two of them are not like that.

Love each other in silence. The silence of both their hearts and minds. Sometimes it feels torture. Especially if you miss greeting and whining.

Does Haliza feel that way? Injured because of that? But as time goes on, everything can change. Love not only grows out of taste but also out of habit. It is precisely love that grows because it gets used to it will be more lasting and powerful. The Javanese proverb says, witing tresno jalaran sukokulino....

Love comes from the top of the soul. At the base of the soul and heart. Hidden. Down the slope penetrates and empties into the ocean. The radiant flavor that radiated like a clear spring of water was also holy. Which makes love blighted if corrupted. But if it is like a spring that radiates and descends and passes through a clean flow, it will remain as holy and clean as it came from.

Keeping the heart without divine care is certainly very difficult to live. Prone filtered and tarnished. But if it is always encircled by divine boundaries, it will always be kept holy and clean forever.

Love is the charm of taste. It is because of the beauty of the soul. Perfection is not always the main thing. But the beauty of the soul that splashes love and keeps it burning. It is the one who becomes the lighter to keep it burning.

During the household with Dylan. Not once did they experience obstacles let alone tempests. All awake in their place. There's no wound. There is no lara. There is only love and romance. It may sound like a fairy tale or a delusion. But if everything is built with a guarding salung. The light will circle their relationship forever.

Maybe when the time comes. Sinta has to let go of everything. Letting go of Dylan with Haliza. Have their own taste. Because we are used to each other. Slowly but surely Dylan would erase himself from his heart and mind. As the waves sweep the shore. Everything will be completely wiped out. The name in Dylan's heart would also change. His heart is no longer his. But they can stay together forever even if it's not what it used to be. As friends and brothers. Accompany their children with their respective spouses.

The time will come when they will let go and let go of each other. So that they can be happy again with each other's love lives that are different. He'll love Dean whole.

They both waited for that moment to arrive. To free them both from the shackles of an expired taste. Like a product that has expired if forced to continue to be stored it will be very dangerous and become useless. It can cause problems. Also potaka.

Sinta and Dean begin to talk about plans to add to their baby. Seeing Emier as if he did not want to part with his brothers. Often feel alone at home. He made both his parents become pity.

“It looks like Emier needs a brother to accompany him. I can't bear to see him every time I visit his brothers. His face was always clouded when he wanted to go home. Like not willing to part and always want to be together. What do you think?” Dean asked as they were having breakfast. Start their morning activities. Before they go to their respective workplaces.

“Yeah, kupikir, Emier membutuhkan saudara.”

“So you want to give her another sister?”

Sinta nodded her head.

Dean developed his smile, “Thank you yes..”.

“Emier alone lonely alone. I think it's time he had another brother. You don't have to thank me." Sinta.

“I'm not pregnant yet. We'll just plan it.”

“I want their room next door. As here.”

“Alright, I'll prepare the room. But we don't know our boy or girl.”

“I want a daughter. We'll program it.”

“You didn't ask Emier first?”

“You also need a friend.”

“There's Callista and Sapphire.”

“How about a pair of twins?”

“You mean?”

“Twin program but one male and one female?”

“Hmm, can too. I gave birth once again and after that close the factory.”

Dean laughed at Sinta's light joking.

“Our house is still wide enough for a few more children.”

“There are Callista, Sapphire, Keanu, Sharif and Sharifah. You also know how I work.”

“Good. Twin couple. One friend for Emier and one for you. I also want to have a daughter. You don't mind, do you?”

Sinta shook her head,” Sapphire would definitely love to get a little sister. So did Keanu and Emier.”

“Yeah.”

Sinta decides to call Dylan about the extra room next to Emier's. Designing the room.

Emier himself was very happy to hear the plans of his parents to give him a sister.

Every day she checks her mother's stomach. Poked his ear. Make Sinta laugh.

“Mother is not pregnant dear.  Still attempted. If there is a scene. Mom will tell. How?”

“But I heard something from your stomach. Could be adek.” voice

“That's your stomach. The intestinal sounds work to grind food. And there may also be sounds of hungry worms in it.” Sinta laughed again at the look of her son.

Hugging and kissing her son. He was often plagued with feelings of guilt. Remembering his previous attitude. But now she has all her children with her. There was no need to fear that they would get a different treatment.

He will make sure everything will get his affection, attention, love and treatment equally good and fair.

Although for Callista, Sapphire and Keanu he had to share it with Haliza but that's okay. That just lightens it. The more happy and comfortable the children. The happier his life. The more comfortable and calm his heart and mind.