The Substitute Woman on the First Night
Undergo Punishment

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At the end of the day, I am alone in this room. No more of my mother has been taken by some sisters and paramedics to another room, as have Mas Denis and Almira.

"Oh my God, I hope you're okay. I'm sorry, Mom. Sorry I let you down." While crying I prayed for my mother. I hope that all my mistakes will not make his health worse. Not only thinking about that, actually I also still feel awkward with the pregnancy of Almira who turned out to be the son of Delano. But what does all that mean to me. Now there is no hope for me to get an apology from Mas Denis or mom. They both really hate me. Even the mother no longer wants to think of me as her child, as well as Mas Denis who wants to imprison me, his own wife.

"Everything I'm afraid of now has happened. Denis knows it all and I've really lost it." My chest is getting claustrophobic, even though I have tried to organize my heart that is so hurt.

Right now, I can only wipe away the tears that have been dripping down my cheeks ever since. The pain became even more when I imagined a life behind bars that of course I did not want to live. But that was the only punishment I deserved. A punishment that might be a place for me to atone for all my sins. No matter whose child Almira was in, but I deliberately killed her. Eliminating an innocent fetus just for my own sake.

"I'm sorry, God. I'm sorry ...." With no intention of stopping the tears that kept raining down my face, I just kept crying. Keep my head down while covering my face, feeling a sense of futile regret and it can't change anything.

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Day after day goes on. Hope time becomes the most effective medicine to heal wounds and grief. But somehow that doesn't happen to me. I've been crying for 7 days. Lamenting all that has gone from my life. Lost without a little left. Leaving me alone in such a deep wound.

In the middle of my cry, suddenly the sound of the door of the room opened. I quickly finished my sobs while wiping away the tears on both cheeks. Until that voice sounded in my ear. It made me turn to see two men in uniform coming to pick me up. This is true as Mas Denis said. As soon as I was healed, the prison was waiting for me and there was no place for me to escape from my mistakes.

"It turns out Denis really did it." I also breathed violently. Accepting all the realities I never imagined before. This is my destiny, the destiny that I knit myself for its destruction from lies for the sake of lies that I continue to create. The lies that ultimately drowned me in regret.

"Lissa, please sign this divorce!" Denis took out a piece of paper from the file he was carrying. Yes, I can read very clearly that it was a file he got from the religious court.

"What's that fast, Mom? That fast you forgot me?" The question immediately broke through my tongue until I could not stand it. However, Denis chose not to answer. He just kept quiet and just repeated his order for me to immediately sign on that piece of paper.

"Alright, Mas. I'm sincere, as long as you can live happily. Although I still love you so much, Mom." Actually I wanted to grab the back of Mas Denis' hand and kiss him. Apologized for all the stupid mistakes I ever made, but she refused.

"No more chances for you, Lissa. After this I will marry Mira as my responsibility because I have taken away her chastity."

That statement was like a lightning bolt that was in my ear. I was so surprised. Hearing that seemed to make my heart split into two. It feels so painful. I was completely crushed to the point of making my tears instantly escape without being able to hold it.

Not only did I lose Mas Denis, but I had to let my husband marry my twin sister. All this because of my fault. Mistakes I shouldn't have made. God, if there was a way that I could go back and change everything, I would be willing to sacrifice the rest of my life.

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...Don't be quick to judge a story that continues. The story is not over yet and all the plot twists will be uncovered while Alissa is in prison. So please be patient! Thank you....