
[meet me at hotel xxx and don't say anything to my parents.] I sent a message to sister Nana who said she was in my house.
I laid my body with a frenzy that looked very tired.
While entering the dream realm, the vibration of the mobile phone repeatedly disturbed me.
I glanced at the flickering screen of the phone.
"Sister Mira?" Mumamku himself.
I don't know what to tell them if they know the truth. Even the new brother who just found out I was confused to answer what.
With weight I shifted the phone screen to green.
Silence is my nature when I'm in a tense atmosphere.
"Hello! Tyas!" The sound of pressure makes me try to think what to answer if asked.
"I-yes, sister," I covered my face with one of my hands and the other put the phone in my ear.
"Where are you." His flat voice made my breath difficult to get out.
I was still silent and had not answered anything.
"Yes!" Slightly hard, Mira tried to call me from across the phone.
"I-I'm at the xxx hotel, brother," I replied weakly.
"Is that how you got out of the house when you had a fight with your husband!" The loud snapping made my guts shrivel.
Still brother Mira who just spoke it feels like I've been like a frog in a shell. What if two brothers are going to rebuke me.
"A-I'm leaving because I have a reason, brother?" I answered in a low voice.
"Yes, excuse. You always have been so old, right? And the reason is because you don't want to face it. Always dodging!"
Is correct. It was so true that I almost never solved my own problems. There are always others who help everyone, even if I'm not on the wrong side.
"I'm going home,"
"Where to! Ha! To the cell with your husband? You're even the worst person to report your husband's case. You should have spoken well first, said not a bad person. Does he even remember his family? Don't you believe he can change."
Hearing that I stroked my chest that felt tight. How could they think that mas said went into a holding cell because of me. Even I myself just found out what he's been doing is suspicious.
Sister Nana, I am very sure that it was her act. I took a breath and I let it out roughly.
"I'm not reporting." Flat answer.
"How could he have been caught in the same place when you were there?"
My chest is getting sicker, even my own siblings don't believe me.
They haven't heard what I've been through all this time during marriage, they haven't heard how the mas said covered the gap without me suspecting.
He could lie when I started to suspect. Lying on top of the trust I've given her.
"I told you, I didn't report it!" My jerk couldn't stand it.
"Some of him got caught because of it! All this time, I was the one he always lied to, I left also not suspicious about what he did. Here I'm sister's family, can you still trust Nana's sister who is only my sister-in-law!"
"Sir Nana is a very kind person towards you, and you are a person who has never been able to solve problems all this time. So what's wrong if you trust him more than you!" Mira lightly said that could hurt my heart.
And it turns out that his assessment all along was the same as the others. That I'm a girl who can never solve problems firmly.
His existence on my side is just a pity for brother. And he has no confidence in me at all.
"Don't call me again! If your attitude can only blame me! I can live with myself with my daughter." I closed the call and then I blocked all contacts of my brother and brother.
It's enough they consider me a child, not because I'm the youngest they always think I'm weak and can't solve problems well.
I wiped my tears, I packed up my stuff and left a trail in that hotel room. I don't know where my destination is, I don't know at all.
I stopped the bus between cities and got on. Sitting next to the window gave a cheerful laugh at the shadow that had passed.
[Where are you! I've reached] a message from sister Nana makes my emotions want to overflow.
[Just your brother! I've been patient enough and I told you I don't know anything about your sister's bad behavior! And you who know it yourself have no intention of telling me. And now you're ruining your life with my own family! You're just someone else, don't make this drama. Even I can set you apart from your own family. My father-in-law's land may not have dried up, but the nature of all his children had made him suffer greatly in his grave.]
It is with great emotion that I send a reply to Brother Nana whom I have always considered very good.
I looked for pure brother contact and called him over the phone.
"Hello, assalamualaikum?" There was a pure voice that greeted me.
"Waalaikum sallam, pure brother, I want to ask for help with pure brother can?" I asked by biting the lower lip to hold Isak crying.
"Tyas, are you okay Yas!" Pure sister asked me back.
"Yes I'm good, brother," I replied back very softly.
"What can you do for this special friend." Her canda makes my heart a little bit more sweet.
"Ehm__ what bang Bandi and his new wife at home?"
"no? Just left! He said he wanted to shop that show off." Answer pure brother in an annoyed tone.
I went back to silence, and how to put together the right words so that he didn't suspect anything.
"Can you come into my house, because my keys are dropped on my sister, so I'm asking you for help."
"Oh yeah for a second" came the sound of the door being opened.
"What do you really want to do with Yas? It's important, isn't it?" Ask again.
"So important, the point is that you go in first." My answer is not to wait long.
He no longer answered, only sounding like footsteps and a simple wind from behind my phone.
"Here you go, my brother has entered the house." He said until.
"Please open the glass wardrobe, which is in the room. Then you open the door on the left, and remove the clothes from the box number three order from the top."
"okay?" Answer with a slightly exaggerated sentence.
"Letter!" His voice sounded surprised.
"Yes, land letter." Reply quickly.
"For what?" Ask curiously.
"Please brother down first to the house of brother, later I explained. Before anyone sees." Reply back.
And no more sound was heard, and again only the sound of footsteps continued to accompany.
Not much time to go back because the position of the house facing, only limited to passing by.
"Yes, it's here. What exactly are those letters for? You want to sell?" His words break the silence.
"Mas said in jail, brother?"
"What!" He shouted very loudly.
"Mur! Why yell!" There was a faint sound of Lek Diman's voice from across the phone.
"No matter what lek, got word from my neighbor's cow village of twin 4 children."
In this sad state, it wants to laugh at the reason kak purely which is always spontaneous.
"Who would you like to see?"
"Can't be lek, it's still too crowded, it's been switched off the phone." Shouted pure brother back.
I just kept waiting for the words from pure Brother.
"Yes! I'm already inside. How's the story anyway!" Ask pure brother.
I explained everything that had happened, and my suspicions were all along. Kak purely seems to not believe the case experienced by mas said. But he doesn't blame me at all like my own family.
"Yes Allah Yas, it turns out badly that the brother said yes, and why also your family believes in him. Eh__ but, it could be your family believes because they have not heard an explanation from you. How could they support the wrong." Answer the pure brother who is as thoughtful as I am.
"But my brother, how do I want to explain that their thinking is wrong with me."
"Yes too? What do you want these letters I took?" Ask pure brother.
"I__"