
A rope stretches to bind the heart so that it no longer goes, the shackles of the soul so as not to be hurt, all may be in vain.
But what's wrong if this self keeps trying, I just want to try to keep it always, I try to be valuable, and I always try to be the only one there is, although I know what I am, only a heart that I force with a rope, even without meaning, but I want to mean, I know that not always love will unite.
Not always the path unfolds one, because there are times when we will be separated and just trust each other and keep, today maybe we can be together, but who knows how to go forward, I can only hope and keep this promise.
I hope that this heart will not be lost even though separated later, and I promise to keep this heart until the time we will return, the time we will be together again, he said, until there is no more burden at the end of the day, all that remains is your sweet smile that accompanies the end of my day.
**my Self-Confidence One Belongs to Rayhan One**
I should have kept a letter from you Ray, your traitor was so great and obvious to me, but why does this heart keep saying it's not true, it's just a dream, a dream that won't happen again.
Ray, if your love isn't mine, why does this heart always crave you.
O Allah forgive your servant for loving your other servant too much.
Forgive me, forgive me for being so deeply in love with you, even though I know you love another woman, even though I know that I am not your choice. I'm sorry I'm sorry Ray.
Fira will never forget you Ray, because if Fira tries hard to forget you, your shadow always comes as if preventing me from forgetting you.
Why ?Why love this sick person?
Is this what Adit is feeling too?
O God the servant is really confused. Forgive your servant, O God
Should I start opening my heart to Adit?
"Ra hasn't woken up yet!!! You girls at this hour haven't woken up yet." The cry of Rama from outside sounded so loud.
"Honey alone, Fira has woken up already has a beautiful shower already."Fira replied a little screamed.
"Udah mas, early in the morning don't make a fuss." Said Dinda broke up before seeing the Tom and Jerry cartoon.
Fira came out of the room to meet her two brothers.
"Where's it going neatly?"
"We want to go, Ra, food is on the table, we've eaten you stay."
"Where's mbak?"
"It's none of your business." Answer Rama cuek.
"Sister." The cry of Fira made Rama's footsteps stop.
Rama raised his head hinting as if asking what was wrong.
"Request pocket money dong, Fira's wallet thin. hehehe."
"Hormat, take it." Rama gave three overtime money a hundred thousand, Rama never counted with Fira, he loved Fira sometimes mama forbid it because Rama already had family dependents, but Rama is still Rama, Rama, he was so dear to his puppet.
"Thank you my beloved brother, be careful on the way home don't forget to bring food."
Said Fira who did not get an answer from the two, Fira passed to the dining table, starting to eat Dinda's cooking voraciously.
Fira's phone rang a sign there was an incoming call, he frowned wondering who contacted him, because the caller number is not stored in Fira's phone contact.
"Assalamu'alaikum hello who is it?"
"wa'alaikumsalam."
"Sister Adit?"
"You know how to remember my voice."
"Hahah, neither is the brother, but it's familiar that's the voice of Adit's brother."
"Can you ask for help?"
"If Fira can please insyaallah Fira please kok sis."
"You get ready, and the beautiful brother will pick you up."
What happened a few weeks ago will happen again, is Adit trying to make me his girlfriend ?
Oh why so soon.
"Fira hallo is still there?"
"Ah yes brother, brother wants to take Fira where."
"Condition to the marriage of ex-sister."
"former?"
"Yes Fir, Brother got a wedding invitation from the ex-lover, brother actually did not want to come.But how would he later think brother has not moved on, Continue to think about it if you come alone considered a perpetual singles, so you invite you to pretend to be a sister partner. Haha."
"Oh Allah, brother, so would you like to."
"Where do you think you're going? To KUA. Come on, if you're ready."
"What's the brother, Fira get ready first."
"So you want to nemenin Ra's brother?"
"So you don't think Fira will?"
"Alright, get ready and beautiful so that ex-sister knows Brother can move on. Haha."
'Sister Adit there-anya, I also can not refuse the anyways it's just nemenin condangan. Hmm wear what clothes yes, dress me.' Mumbles Fira in Heart.
'Hmm no, the dress is too colorful ma is very striking'
Fira walks towards the closet looking for clothes she deserves to wear,
'Well this is ah, it has not been used for a long time either '
'Now lives the veil, use what yes. Black pashmina seems to enter the same color.'
Fira chose to wear a cream-colored overalls combined with black cuffs combined with pashmina that was worn rather long and wide covering the curves of the upper body.
"Perfect" he said after applying a little nude lipstick on his lips.
Tok tok tok tok
Fira immediately took a black sling bag that was in line with her hood to the exit and locked it, Fira did not tell Adit to come in because there was no one at home.
"Subhanallah."
"So Adit." Fira waved her hand to spread Adit's daydream.
"Ah yes, let's Ra brother do not need to say goodbye to your mama?"
"No, no, no one at home sorry for not going in first."
"She doesn't understand me."
Accidentally the clothes worn by Adit match the clothes worn by Fira. It fits like a lover.
"Ra, you didn't like the shoes I loved back then."
The shoe? Fira is confused which shoes Adit gives, like never deh.
"Sister's shoe?"
"Eh does not know his name, which Brother entrusted to Nana when you were celebrating."
"That's a big brother's gift, thank you brother, but sorry Fira can't use the high rights. Fear of falling, hehehe."
"Kok Nana did not say yes at that time, but she chose you."
"Ah rich brother does not know him alone, deliberately it would be fir Fira."
"Jaudah tomorrow brother buy a not high in exchange for a fair one."
"No, Fira doesn't need new shoes yet."
Because the trip to the destination is quite far away, Adit tries to chat casually with Fira so as not to get too bored.