
Maybe this is not my way, if he can not accept me in his life, I will sincerely at least he can be happy even if not with me.
O Allah, if it is not my soul mate, please allow the servant to release it, the servant just wants to see it happy, love does not have to have.
Aamyn
This morning Adit woke up from his sleep, because he was not sleepy anymore, he decided to perform the Sunnah prayer one third of the night, he did not do it often, he did not do it, but when there is an opportunity like this he will not waste it.
Adit feels his way to get Safira has come to an end, he will no longer pursue the love of Sapphira, yes maybe he is tired and choose to mengikhlaskan Safira, let Sapphira happy with the person he loves, love does not have to have, seeing the people we love happy maybe that is the meaning of true love.
While on the other hand, Fira is very difficult to close his eyes, repeatedly he switched positions but still his eyes are reluctant to be closed, every time he tried to close his eyes he re-awakened, looking at the clock, the clock is moving very slowly. At 1 Hour 2 Hours 3 He could not close his eyes at all, his mind kept ringing with the words of Rama, should he try to accept brother Adit.
Fira went to the bathroom to take ablution to do the prayer one third of the night, he prayed fervently, not forgetting he asked for guidance with the almighty, he said, whether the path he was going to take was right or wrong.
After finishing his prayer, Fira went to the kitchen, he just remembered that today is Monday, it was a long time ago he did not do the fasting Sunnah Monday Thursday, Thursday, in the past when he was sitting in Rayhan High School always invited him to perform the Sunnah fast, Fira happily followed Rayhan's invitation.
Again Rayhan is in the mind of Fira, yes indeed the first Love is difficult to forget, let alone we have memorable memories with him, he said, it takes a great struggle and intention to forget all that, once we try to forget the more clearly the memories return to our minds, if it is rich gini so go awry.
'Alright, there is no harm in me fasting, anyways my fasting debt in the month of Ramadan yesterday has not paid off.'
Fira opened the refrigerator, looking for foodstuffs that can be cooked and eaten by him, it just so happens that the shrimp stock still looks a lot there, he took some shrimp.
Fira's intention is to make crispy shrimp his favorite simple dish. Fira fries the shrimp very carefully, afraid to make a noise that will disturb the sleep of the house, but in fact the sound of oil splashes can be heard up to Rama's room, yes understand Fira house is a minimalist house, the distance between the room and the kitchen is not too far away.
Rama came out of his room and found Fira frying something, actually not frying activity in sight, he was watching Fira who was daydreaming about what.
'Sister Adit, if I give you a chance whether you'll take it, but I'm not sure yet that I will really accept you, while in my heart and mind there is always him.'
"Ma." Call Rama surprise Fira
"Astaghfirullah brother, why did the ngagetin only."
"Whoever didst thou alone early in the morning, his parents have died."
Fira lifted the fry and placed it on the plate, took the rice and sat down at the dinner table.
"You tell me what a hungry Ra."
"It's like it."
"It's not clear you're Ra."
"Hm."
"Where was Ra with Kaka's words last night."
"Come brother, because think that Fira so hard to sleep."
"Oiya Ra, are you really an apprentice, do you want to go back and forth using an online taxi?"
"Neither brother, have not thought until it is "
"Ra, you remember you never asked for anything with your sister."
"Something? Didn't Fira want anything."
"Basic, young people are getting senile."
"Don't start, brother, Fira again males debate."
"Well, you're not cool, Ra, usually the most excited if the storm is with your handsome brother."
"Hmm, if there's no business going back to the room there, brother, don't lure Fira."
"Ok ok relax deck, Kaka so scared."
"You once said, Brother Rama tomorrow if brother Rama has become a doctor, his salary is great Fira asked for a car, brother."
In his heart Fira said,
'Speech that is not seriously responded by Kak Rama, I have forgotten.'
"Well now Brother wants to make that request."
"That's true brother." Her eyes instantly became sparkling.
"What a brother's face looks like a joke."
Really, soon I will have a car, uh but brother Rama will be willing to have children, his needs will certainly be a lot.
"I don't think Fira wants a car."
"Kok changed that, it was so happy now to be so restless."
"Sakak definitely need money for his birth mbak Dinda, continue to make baby dedek needs too right, anyways Fira also can not drive will be useless if Fira has a car."
"Wah Wah Wah Firanya brother already big it turns out, his mind is also mature. This has nothing to do with the needs of the family mas kok deck, when the salary of the brother is already quite brother deliberately left out money to buy a car."
"Fira can not drive so red later."
"You have to accept anyway, this is my sister's vow, and now the savings are enough to buy a car, so your task now is to learn to drive first, use your brother's car is also not papa."
"Nobody's teaching?"
"No, my brother is busy. Same Adit there all approaches."
"What the hell, brother Adit continues to be discussed."
"His face is red, like it's got those signals already."
Fira's face turned red when Rama teased him, whether because of shame or something else, Fira herself did not realize it.
"Ok well, Fira will learn to drive after Fira can drive, the car must already have Lo."
"So happy to continue to refuse now even nawar, the basis of your expensive selling snobs."
"Hehehe, you can."
"Has been eating it, brother wants to continue with the handsome powder again."
"Fuck-ass, bulluk yes."
"Well, you're safe now because you're so sleepy."
'Hmm, Nana. Nana can certainly teach me, as she is already good at riding her car, surely she also does not mind teaching me. Ok Nana I need you.'
Fira doesn't want to waste time, she takes her phone and calls Nana.
The phone is connected and picked up by the receiver.
"Hallo Na, you've woken up at this hour wake up, uh but forget it, there's something I want to talk about Na, Nana."
"Yes ."
The voice over there is not the voice of Nana but the voice of Adit's sister.
"Sister Adit?"
"Nana hasn't woken up yet, Ra."
"Sorry brother, Fira bothers brother."
"No Na, it happens that Nana's phone is in front of the tv, just like my sister's phone is ringing."
After apologizing and ending the phone, Fira's heart felt something different, there was a vibration whether it was what vibration.
'Am I starting to feel the same brother Adit?'
'Then is that fast?'