The Time
Ayah

Getting an office job was my dream from a long time ago, now the effort is not in vain, my passion in learning to pursue the ideals has reached the gate, this is not the end, it is the beginning to move forward.

I unceasingly thank Allah subhanahu wata'ala who has given me the blessing of fortune.

Dad, look at your little daughter, now that she's not as small as you used to be, she's grown up and has worked, you must be proud of Ra, you know, I used to say Ra had to be passionate in pursuing Ra's ideals, Ra's father misses father, Ra misses father's hug, Ra prays that Dad's happy there, I'm happy there, Father maybe the happiness of the father now is not the success of the children of the father, the father no longer needs it, right, what the father needs is a prayer from the baby father, father, fira's father promises that tomorrow after work Ra will go to the tomb of father, I'm sorry Ra father, Ra has rarely visited Dad, but Ra always prays for me, I know today Fira is very happy, I know that he is very happy, imaksih Father has brought Ra to this world. Enjoying the beauty of this temporary world, I'm sorry Ra father used to drown in sadness when left by father, Father Ra dear father, it feels like the embrace was just felt, Ra felt, but now Ra can't feel father's embrace, can't feel father's anger when Fira is recalcitrant, Ra's father misses.

Father I send you a prayer, may you be quiet in nature.

Aamyn

I felt no curses on the almighty leading to tears, tears longing, longing for the figure of the father.

When finished, I put the prayer mat and mukena back to their original place.

At that moment I also remembered the Adit mas,

'Oh Allah I forgot not to contact him.'

"Assalamu'alaikum mas."

"Wa'alaikumsalam, do you remember Ra?"

Instead of being insinuated by Adit's words, Fira shed her tears back because she still remembered the figure of her father.

"Loh Ra, I cry, I'm just kidding."

"No, it's not my fault, Ra just misses."

"Aciee misses, misses you?"

Actually Adit was getting ready to be indifferent and jutek to his lover who forgot about him all day, but saw his lover cry his little heart that had been grumbling turned into liquid and sick, but saw his lover was crying, seeing him cry, Adit really could not bear, especially he was far apart at this time, reaching his body to be hugged was not able to.

"Ra misses Dad." Still with the voice of his raucous plus loyal tears accompany him.

"Former dad said, tomorrow if Ra had been working in the office first person dad would kiss both cheeks Fira, I'd take Ra to Ancol, we play sand there, you know, don't take Mama with Rama."

Adit silently listened to what Fira said.

"Serus father also said, If Ra is already big Ra can not cry, and at that time Ra promised the father will not cry whatever the circumstances of the father's origin continue to be the same Ra, and at that time Ra promised the same father will not cry, but now the situation is not rich that, Ra can not make promises Ra, today Ra is crying because miss father, Ayahhh." Fira was still reluctant to open her eyes, she closed her eyes to let out all her heart, Adit who saw and heard her lover was also shedding tears, although he was not in the same position but he could feel what Fira felt.

"Dad must be happy there, but I will be sad if you keep crying like that, pray your father Ra, your father needs prayer."

Fira nodded and smiled towards Adit, wiping away her tears.

"Look at your eyes like that, don't cry don't make me feel guilty Ra."

"Why?"

"When Ra is like this, mas is not beside you, let alone to give you spirit, just hug you and can not Ra."

"Basic, hugging is nothing rich."

"Hmm, there is no yes, who used to hug me tightly when I wanted to fly here."

"Ih diem need not be discussed, it's Ra khilaf."

"Khilaf whatan, khilaf kok lama."

"Mas diem yes."

Fira had smiled again because of Adit's temptation, Adit became calm because his lover was a little comforted.

"If there's any more trouble tell me about Ra, it'll be your place to complain."

Adit's words seemed to be a Boomerang for him.

"You mean?"

"Hmm, Ra tau kok mas is also a lot of problems right, look from the eyes of the mas last night, mas also has not made Ra as a place of stories mas."

"That's not what Ra meant, I just don't want Ra to go dizzy thinking about my work."

"Udah ah, change the topic."

"Huh mas basic yes, like playing chess already checkmate continues to retreat anyway."

"Hahaha, where did you learn that rich language from."

"From where ya, from mas maybe."

"The time of the man, like I never taught you rich is like tauk."

"Ra, Mauk, you don't sing?"

"Well, can you sing? Which Ra knows how to dance."

"Dari? The whole man Ra."

"Hahahah, very fierce, max Ra is the finger of the mas who danced and fro above the keyboard."

"You don't know yet, new skills."

"Oo ow, Ra knew this must be taught by Aldo's brother."

"Well caught, yes it's mas asked to play guitar while singing he said let's not rampage in the office."

"Sister Aldo is the best tea."

Such is the conversation between the two people who all day do not give each other news, one has begun to be busy with his work, one began to feel suspicious, but the sense of it disappeared after their current communication, which is now, I don't know if Adit suddenly had amnesia to ask about this afternoon, he also didn't exaggerate the matter earlier this afternoon for now, not knowing if tomorrow will be what it will be like.

And tonight was the first night Ra was sung by Adit, I don't know what song, the dimly lit Fira heard.

Adit asks Fira to go rest without turning off the video call, Fira who initially refused to finally comply, yes who can oppose the boss of the big head, who is the one who can oppose, well the greatness of the head because his asking for mercy.

Right now Ra is asleep wearing his hijab, he can't possibly show Adit his hair.

Fira began to close her eyes because of the sound of Adit singing, not because of her condolences but because random adulan made Fira a little dizzy but reluctant to comment afraid of the sad idol.

Adit continued to sing the song, the song that was taught by Aldo and guitar passages that are still not familiar if heard by normal human ears, maybe if the ears of their Kindergarten children will prance with excitement.

In the dark of the night I began to drown

When you hug my body, baby.

Wait for me to come home

I must have come

Meet your dearest

Only then could Fira hear so well, Fira began to close her eyes tired of crying and tired of chattering with Adit, and tired of listening to Adit's random voice adul like a can on a truck.

Go to sleep, your body is tired of needing rest, Good night Safira Natasya.