The Time
The Wound That Gets Back

"Sister."

"Don't rush Ra, brother will love you all the time."

"That's not what Fira means, before thank you brother for wanting to love Fira just like Brother loves Nana. Sorry before Brother Fira can not accept the feeling of brother."

"Not that doesn't mean it won't, big brother will wait for you Ra."

"Fira does not want to make brother disappointed, Fira already considered Adit's brother rich brother Fira's own."

"Ma."

"Sir, Fira is not ready to open her heart for the second time."

"Second time? Meanin?" Ask Adit wonder.

"Fira can't tell me, brother, that's Fira's past. Brother Fira to class first. Assalamu'alaikum"

Adit is relieved that at least he can express his feelings to people he likes, although the answer is not as he wants, but he is sure that one day Fira will open her heart to him.

About Safira's past, Adit will find out soon maybe, he was curious, his mind was fixed on Nana, Nana Fira's friend he must know about Fira.

I don't know if the shadow is back in my mind

The memories I buried inside

Wounds that are getting longer will be closed back open gaping

God, why don't you let the servant be happy

Just now Fira's gonna forget about everything

Forget about him

He who used to stop by and then left

He who used to fill this black and white life

He , He who ...

Fira did not continue his words, he did not hold back his tears, now he is in the campus mosque, he does not go straight to class, his intention wants to calm his heart in the house of God.

Without Fira noticing, two eyes had been watching her to hear what Fira was saying.

'He, he's who.' Inner Adit wondered. He became increasingly curious and eager to find out Safira's past.

Forgive Fira Adit, Fira has not been able to reopen the door of Fira's heart. The key is either lost where, who will open it when the open Fira also does not know. Sorry

After a slight relief, Fira rushed into the classroom. Fortunately the first lecturer was not present and the info was not present because it was idle.

"Where are you from?" Nana pretended not to know.

"That's kepo." Safira answers her grief, she does not want Nana to know her past, nor does she want to tell what Adit said just now, although Fira believes Nana already knows that Adit's brother wants to express his feelings to her.

"Cock his eyes wet, richly weeping." Nana asked who was watching Sapphira's eyes fixedly.

"That was flickering kept not coming out eh so sore. That's the story."

"Ah but not...."

"Early than chatting, we finish the task yesterday, let cepet kelar not molor-molor rich your work. Haha." Said Safira cutting off Nana's words, he also found the right thing to divert the conversation.

"You are also a hobby of molor kok rich kebo."

The last class was finished, Fira who invited Nana to come home with a refusal, because he would visit the hospital where Rama worked, coincidentally the distance is not too far from the campus.

After reaching the hospital, Fira immediately headed to Rama's room, incidentally last night Rama had told him where the room was.

In front of Rama's practice room there are still some patients, because they do not want to disturb the work of Kak Rama, Fira decided to sit on the bench waiting by playing mobile phone in his hand.

Fira prank open social media, he was so surprised when he saw the social media accounts belonging to someone he knew very well, the article so far all his accounts have been blocked.

"Oh, it's new to him." Fira muttered in his heart.

Fira can not lie honestly the feeling is still in his heart, he used to love him very much, to the point that Fira was not aware of having been betrayed from behind.

His hand reflexively opened an account belonging to someone who had once filled Safira's heart.

Rayhan Pratama

Just reading his name, it had already made his heart beat twice as fast.

And a photopun popped up there, because it just so happened that his account was not in privacy.

'You haven't changed, stay handsome like you used to.'

'Your laugh, your laugh, your smile always makes me smile.'

'Astaghfirullah Fira.'

His hands are still actively scrooling Rayhan's photos.

His heart returned to his heart when he saw a picture of himself with another woman. The woman he knew very well.

'They are a campus and also a prodi.'

For two years, Fira shut down all things related to Rayhan, it was a way to be able to forget it, but the result is nil proof until now that the taste is still there.

Suddenly her tears came down without Fira noticing. Salah Fira himself, how dare to open things that will clearly hurt his heart.

Female

Sometimes whatever hurt he gets hurt

He had no intention of leaving

Even in his heart he still hoped the person who hurt would come to his senses and see how sincere he loved him.

"Excuse me mbak, don't you have a list yet?" Ask the nurse approaching Fira to make her daydream disappear.

"Where's sus?" Ask Fira who did not really hear the nurse's question.

"This is how, if you want to check or consult with Rama's doctor, before you have to go to the registration counter first, let our data be received, then we will call according to the queue number." The nurse said at length.

"Mbak hasn't signed up yet, and I'm sorry it's closed."

Fira just smiled holding back a laugh, Fira was confused as to what to answer.

"Sorry, I'm not a patient here, nor am I sick."

"Then why are you here, patient introduction? But inside there's no patient." Said the nurse who was getting upset, he had explained at length about the registration uh instead of the patient.

"I want to see Dr. Rama." Reply calmly.

"Can't be mbak, doctor Rama can not be disturbed, let alone the same stranger, must make an appointment first. Has he made any prior agreements?"

Geez, this sister why is so chatty, making my ears want to break.

"Safira, why don't you go straight in?"

Said someone who suddenly came out of his room, yes it was Rama's brother Fira.

"Let him in, he's my bitch."

Firapun passed into the room leaving the nurse who was chatty, could not stop talking even for a second, he smiled winning because it managed to make the nurse embarrassed.

"Holy shame on me, it turns out the doctor. I hope that behavior doesn't do me any harm." The nurse grumbled.

"Sorry doc, for what just happened I didn't,..."

"It's okay, it's not your fault. Doctor Rama won't be mad." Fira said with a big smile, and the nurse also smiled with relief at Fira's words.

"Then I'll let you out the dock."

"Yes please." Reply Rama flat.