The Time
The Pain of a Heartbreak

The twilight that had brought cheer, now deflected brought sorrow.

The glorious night, now empty without a speck of light.

And the morning that was the beginning of the happy story, is now only the beginning of all the destruction of taste.

When all passed and just brought the blame.

All that had brought dreams,

Must accept the bitter taste of this.

Maybe this is what is happening to Adit, his happy story must end and do not know when to start the story again. Although he strongly accepted it, but his heart wound will remain. Even though he was happy, it must have hurt him. The way of life will not be known, maybe it could be as short as a breath, but there are times when it will be longer than the reach of our dreams. No one knows, and only time will lead you.

After his encounter with Fira which turns out to be the end of his love story for now, Adit decides to go home, but is still reluctant to go home. Adit still chose to stay at his friend's place while calming his heart.

When Adit arrived at his friend's place, he went straight to the room and laid down his body. He could only take a deep breath and look at the ceiling. He looked and kept looking. Until suddenly.

DRRRTT.Shake Adit's phone that shocks him)

Adit turned to look at his phone lying next to him.

"Yourfts...." Adit only sighed, Adit still felt reluctant to look at his phone. But he had to look at his phone for fear that there would be important things that he had to deal with.

And the surprising thing for him, because Adit got a message from a person that Adit would never have guessed before

Assalamu'alaikum mas Adit

Adit smiled and returned cheerful because the name of the sender of the message was none other than Fira the idol.

Wa'alaikumsalam Ra

Adit has eaten

Not Ra yet

Not yet, eat first

Bribery to, he he he he

Can, here

The message made Adit rise from his slump, but unfortunately it was only temporary because it was time for Adit to wake up from his dream.

"Astaghfirullah."

Adit was not aware that he had fallen asleep, and what made him more surprised was that all his happiness was only in his dreams. But because Adit still did not think it was all a dream, he rushed to pick up his phone, and sure enough. There was no incoming message from Fira and made adit back slumped.

'If you could forever dream about you Ra, you might be willing to fall asleep forever'. Adit said in his heart, Adit still does not believe in the reality that must be faced. He still felt that everything Fira said was just a dream.

Adit got out of bed and stood staring out the window. And there are only memories with Fira that come before him, either Adit who loves Fira too much, or indeed Adit no longer has consciousness.

Adit went to the bathroom and washed his face, Adit looked at the glass in front of him and looked at his reflection.

'Why did I get to be like this. Never imagined to feel the pain of a broken heart until this deep. Why this is not the same as when you broke up with Fitri. Why is this more heartbreaking.' Adit was still cluttering in his heart.

Adit picked up his jacket and went back, somewhere he was going. He just went to his feet to keep going. A view that seems like there is no longer any purpose. His feet stopped near a worn-out park bench. Adit sat down and looked at a small family enjoying their happy day.

"If we were still together now, would we be like them Ra."

Adit who saw the family was very happy even though it was just an ordinary park and did not look luxurious like other city parks, but they looked happier because they could spend time together. Adit really hopes to be together again with Fira, and have a happy little family like them.

Adit turned his gaze and looked around, and what he found was not much different, a family who was spending time together or a lover who was walking together and some food vendors.

Adit then pulled out his phone

"Hufft, being merciful isn't you I want to Ra." Again Adit said to himself.

Adit did not respond to a message from Nayla and opened a gallery on his phone.

Adit only sees a photo of his friendship with Fira and hopes to still be together even though somehow they can be together again.

Adit then deletes all their photos, Adit deletes all the photos from the moment they do not have a relationship, until the photos Adit takes secretly when Fira does not pay attention. But there is a big concern in him.

"Delete"

"Don't"

"Delete"

"Don't"

Adit scratches his head in confusion, and finally Adit decided to remove it, yes even though he did not remove it permanently because Adit still hopes to return there is a story after all this separation.

Adit looked back, and just looked around and then looked back. Now in Adit's heart as if back empty.

Adit bowed his head and remembered all his struggles to be with Fira, from the moment he harbored his feelings, until he expressed and proved his love.

All struggle will be in vain if we do not keep what we fight after getting it.

I cried letting go, leaving you from this side of my life.

Suddenly a voice surprised Adit.

Adit raised his head, looking for the source of the voice,

You should always know

The song that is still reverberating makes the atmosphere more heartbreaking Adit.

Adit realized something, and turned his gaze to the source of the voice.

"Eh" Adit who was surprised because right in front of his eyes there was someone who raised his eyebrows as if hinting something followed by his typical smile.

*I am the heart you have hurt

Jrngg.jreng.jrenggggg*.

The guitar sound ended the song and Adit could only gawk at it, not forgetting the pair of eyebrows that were still going up and down hinting at the code.

"It's mas." Adit who began to understand immediately took the money from his pocket and gave it to the buskers.

"Thank you for that." Said the busker who had been waiting for his payment and left Adit who was still gawking because of the awkwardness made by the busker. Adit was still staring at the direction the busker went and rubbed his eyes

"Well, I forgot where it was." Adit monologues himself.

Adit looked back and continued his grief after all that happened.

Adit bowed his head again, and remembered Fira's words earlier. The words that ended their relationship, Adit still does not believe that it is real.

Adit is back in a state of slump because he remembers all the events and hopes to stop everything.

"I weep letting go, leaving you from my side." Again a song that seemed to express the feelings of Adit was heard again.

"Eh" Adit was again surprised and allowed a look at the origin of the sound.

And not far from where Adit sat, a pair of eyebrows that rose and fell back hinted at something followed by a typical smile of a busker who was entertaining other park visitors.

"Ah, come back." Adit got up from his seat and rushed back to his friend's apartment.