
Zaki leaves for school with a depressed mood that worries his friends.
"Zaki what's wrong? you don't look good?"
"well, it's okay "
in the break hours in the canteen Zaki just daydream and see the food alone.
why the hell ? I got the captain's skill hhihujuhu whether it can't be any other, and also why also I squeeze yes, I really hate to rule you know.
while the dreamy Zaki of his same friend from the football club said the inter-school match was to be held in the city of Jakarta, their chatter roused Zaki from his daydreams.
"well I think we'll lose in the group stages again"
replied the senior who sat with them in the corner of the canteen bench
"come senior, are you not excited, are you still worried about the Jakarta city school club"
this school club match is followed throughout the team in remote Indonesia.This match is arguably only two years old and is a new government program to hone young talent in Indonesia.
they actually had to first kill each other between provinces and continue to the national level, the teams that have reached the national level will be divided into 4 groups and each group contains 4 teams representing each province, there are only group winners who can continue to the next round.
'now I remember December 8th is the final date of this competition and I know the winner of this competition. SMP HARAPAN, in the team this time their members will be players who will contribute greatly in their respective teams, and I remember the crazy goal was there'
being in the center of the city makes it easy for SMP to develop, and, they recruited many retired national team players and former players from abroad to train their young talents even they had signed Essien who is a former Chelsea player.
they all move when the bell is rung , the football club that will enter on the first day begins to run to the football Academy building, The middle Zaki and the trip to his class to change clothes saw Andre and Peter running to the academy not to be late .
...............
maybe it's just my feelings
after Zaki changed his clothes he walked over to enter the academy.
in front of him the crowd swarmed the building, they set their sights on the third floor of the building. The suras of those people started to make Zaki curious.
for that Zaki began to approach those who were crowding.
"let's get down from there, man, don't you end your life" people's voices shouted
Zaki raised his head, there he saw a faint faint person standing in the window of one of the third-floor rooms.
realizing that he seemed to be trying to end his life, Zaki panicked and was shocked, slowly the person's face began to be clearly visible after being blocked by the sun.
Andre called out to him from the corner of the crowd.
"Zaki!!!! here" a pretty big scream
he walked through the crowd and reached the place where Andre was with Peter .
I asked what happened to them, their expressions looked anxious, I didn't know who the man who tried to end his life was, I asked him who he was.
" he......"
Andre did not know who he was, yet someone from the crowd gave the person's name, my body instantly shook and my eyes expressed disbelief.
the name of the person just mentioned made me remember the horror incident that happened on this date and at the same hour.
Zaki looked at the clock
10:11 am
damn how could I forget this incident, the incident that made the name of the school smeared, and made many leave this school .
the day the student ended his life for some unclear reason, but I knew exactly why, because I knew the person who was about to commit suicide.
Jamal !!!
Zaki did not know what to do by him, the shouts of people made him sweat even more.
he knew very well that Jamal would really bring himself down.
........
Peter, who saw Zaki sweating, realized that if Zaki knew him, he approached Zaki and tried to calm him down.
guards and other staff tried to break down the door from the inside, calling fire and ambulances.
drukk.
"why can't this door be broken...is it made of iron? "
frustrated staff and security opened the door
of course it is in vain, because I know very well if this door is made with strong material and a wedge from the inside has been prepared if a long time ago.
the disciples were getting tired of screaming for him to stop but there was no response.
......................
the Jamal position....
why do they shout anyway, what is wrong with suicide, do they not know if many people die by suicide, is not this a common thing.
then why now do people care about me, do new people remember me after I'm about to die.
whether***they have never felt the sense of losing the future, and the dream, I always ask myself about my undeveloped abilities, I always train the hardest I lose everything even before I'm born, family, friends, best friends, hope.
DO YOU THINK YOU'VE EVER FELT IT LOSE EVERYTHING
I think after I fall I'll feel the calm........
suusss....
wind sound through his ears***
one leg started to step forward
"NO!!!!"
ZAKI SLOWLY walked into the hands of the crowd
there was no sound from his mouth, yet he could feel his feelings
hmmmmmm
zaki took his breath
[active skill]
"HEYYYYY, JAMAL!!!!"
the thunderous sound from Zaki made people pay attention to him, the road that heard the sound looked down.
isn't that Zaki my 7th and 8th graders.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HUH? DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY!!!, THIS IS NOT FUNNY AT ALL YOU ARE STUPID, HOW NAIVE YOU ARE DO YOU THINK ALL YOUR PROBLEMS WILL BE FINISHED WHEN YOU DIE?"
No one dared to make a sound, they just fell silent and listened
their mouths seemed to be locked as if they wanted to listen to his voice, as if Zaki was their leader.
"YOU're QUIET I'm sick of losing it all, you'll never realize losing it all, because you've never experienced it, I'm losing my football future the only thing that keeps me going , you think I'd be scared of your threats"
..........
"ALRIGHT DO IT NOW, DROP YOUR BODY DOWN AND LET YOURSELF CALM DOWN!!!, WHY DON'T YOU DO IT ARE YOU AFRAID HUH, COWARD, THEN I WANT TO SAY MY LAST WORD. DO YOU THINK ALL THE TROUBLE WILL BE OVER, HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN I LIVED A HOPELESS LIFE AND MY FAMILY WAS AN UNWANTED CHILD, I WAS DUMPED IN A GARBAGE CAN AND BECAME A PILE OF TRASH, LOOKS LIKE YOU WON'T HEAR MY STORY, SO HOW CAN YOU FORGET YOUR TWO LITTLE SISTERS IN YOUR HOUSE, DO YOU THINK THEY'LL BE HAPPY WHEN YOU DIE"
Zaki's veins are visible......
his saliva spewed out.
The effects of the Zaki skill began to have an effect after Zaki left from there.
his eyes were empty, starting to shed tears and his body fell backwards as if not allowing himself to fall down.
in his empty mind began to remember the voice of his younger brother and began to imagine the face of his younger brother who always cheered him even when he slumped.
tears came out of his eyes..
duars.....
the sound of the door breaking was famous, and the staff began to secure the fingers lying by the window in tears.