Tired of Loving you
Shame But Love

Aina blinked her eyes slowly. The glare of the lamp gently pierced the pupil of the eye, making the beautiful lentic eyes reluctant to open. Grandiose, the familiar baritone voice disturbed his hearing.

"Aina, are you conscious?" adi asked worriedly, and it did not escape the hearing of his beloved mother who looked at the two with a meaningful smile.

"Master ..." said Aina weakly.

"Don't move. You need to rest a lot. Go sleep! Hem?" Adi gently pushed Aina's shoulder that was about to lift.

"Yes, Son. You have to rest a lot" said Mother Aina, smiling meaningfully.

Aina was only able to obey the orders of Adi and her mother. He jerked his breath rough and leaned his shoulders on the head of the bed. Then received two grains of medicine and water that Adi offered for him.

"Thank you" he said, to which Adi nodded.

"Then .. I'll excuse you. There's still work to be done." Adi stood up, then bowed his body in front of Mother Aina.

"Thank you, Son. We are troubling you a lot," said the middle-aged woman with a sad look.

"I don't feel bothered. Shouldn't humans help each other?" ask Adi politely. Mother Aina smiled, then hugged Adi. "You're the only man who cares about us" whispered Mother Aina, then gently rubbed Adi's back.

Adi was silent for a moment digesting the sentence after sentence that came out of the mouth of the woman who was hugging him. "Sama-sama," he replied with trembling lips.

Sure enough, the man who was always in the middle of the two beautiful women was certainly a man who bore the title of head of the family. And the man is serving his sentence for the crime he committed against Morgan. Although it has been moved to a more decent place, but living in solitude with a deformed body condition is certainly not easy.

"I understand, Mother. Call me when you need help. I must have come," concluded Adi, then immediately left the room with a simple purple nuance typical of feminine women. However, Adi's eyes could not turn away from the beautiful creature who was staring at him with a flat gaze. Adi glanced at Aina, then adorned her lips with a charming thin smile. Unfortunately, the glimpsed instead ignored and seemed to not care. Finally, Adi only nodded faintly then gawked and disappeared swallowed by the door. Deep disappointment, because the woman he loved just ignored him. In fact, all this time he always kept his love intact and wrapped neatly in his heart on behalf of Aina.

"Don't ignore it too much, dear," said the mother as she gently rubbed her head covered in hijab.

"I mean Mother?" ask Aina ketus.

"Don't pretend to be stupid, son. Mother knows you have a taste for her, as well as her who has a taste for you, for many years," said Mother softly.

The test!

The warm liquid fell onto Aina's tapered cheeks. For some reason, seeing Adi increasingly made his heart sliced into paints.

"What do you feel, son? Can Mommy know?"

Aina immediately burst into the arms of the woman who had given birth to her into the world. He cried out, blowing out all the claustrophobic stuff that pressed against his chest. This made it difficult to breathe as usual.

"I don't know what I'm feeling, Bun. I was always sick every time I saw her," roared Aina, and increasingly tightened her arms.

"What makes you feel that way? Did you make a fatal mistake with him?" mother asked, rubbing Aina's trembling back.

"I'm ashamed, Mother. I always hurt her, ignored her, rejected her. But he never hated me. He's always there when I'm hurt, Mother. I'm ashamed," isak Aina.

"He's a good guy, son. Mother will be very happy if you are together. But Mother doesn't want to force you. Pursue what you think is good. That's it," said Mother, as well as feel the sadness of Aina who always fails about love.