Tired of Loving you
Cita - Cita Rania

Late in the afternoon after returning from campus, as usual Rania walk a good distance from her home. Hungry and thirsty to be a travel companion this time. Usually, Rania is accompanied by Fatma. But today Fatma came home with Fikri, Fatma's lover.

"Why is hungry not yet the stomach?wait a minute we are almost home yes, cing," said Rania while gently rubbing her stomach which may be the residents are demo because it needs intake.

However, on the way home Rania is surprised by a very sad rabbit. His body was bleeding but still alive. Rania really can't bear to see the cute rabbit.

"Geez, what's wrong with you, little rabbit?" ask Rania, for sure, there will be no answer from the rabbit.

"Follow me home, yuk. I healed your wounds," Rania rushed to bring the poor rabbit home.

A little while later Rania arrived at her luxurious house.

"Assalamualaikum, Ma" was a good habit, but there was never any response from Irene. Rania had gotten used to this, for her origin of her mother not torturing her like this morning was enough. However

"Rania! Why did you bring that filthy creature into this house, huh?! Want to be your hero?"

"No Ma, I'm just sorry to see this rabbit getting hurt on the street" said Rania.

"Ofuck! Just be careful if he gets troublesome. You are already troublesome, let alone plus the animal!" said Irene as she passed away leaving the living room.

"Oh my God, when was my mother being nice to me?She's my real mother, but why am I treated like a stepson? What's my fault, God?" Rania complained in her heart and shed tears. But the tears fell right on the rabbit's nose. So, the rabbit moved a little hard because of the shock and shock made Rania realize that she had to immediately treat the rabbit's wound that was right on her left leg.

Moments later, the rabbit named Rara by Rania was treated. Although still weak, Rara already looks better proven from Rara who is able to move the other leg that is not injured.

Rara is placed one room with Rania. Afraid Irene would throw it away or hurt him.

Rara rabbit is soft-haired, clean white, blue-eyed, and on her neck there is a necklace and there is a round pendant and there is an S in the middle.

"Rara, be my best friend at home? Wait for me to come home when I go to college and accompany me until my goals are achieved" Rania said, hugging Rara lovingly.

"You knew? Every day I always hold back the tears of facing the attitude of both my parents and facing my ignorant college friends there is no cure. Sometimes I feel tired and want to give up on life. But when I got home from college and saw the kids on the street, I thought I was still luckier than them," Rania stroked the fine hairs of Rara which contained patches of blood that had begun to dry.For him, Rara was a second confiding friend after Allah SWT.

Rania rushed to the dining room to pick up the carrots she had stored. Usually the carrot will be made into juice without sugar. That was why his eyes had become so clear and clean.

The carrot was bought by Aslan specifically for Rania. In addition to carrots, Aslan also always buy fruits to increase the nutrition of the younger brother who lately his body is getting thinner.

Aslan and Rania are treated differently by Irene. Irene loved her son. I don't know what the reason is. Whatever the reason for this action will never be justified. Because, a child cannot choose from the womb whom he or she will be born.

After Rania gives the carrot to Rara, Rania immediately fills her hungry stomach which was lost. As usual, he would eat at the back of the dining table where he cooked. Yep! Every morning Rania will help Mbok Mun cook and clean the house. Rania girl is beautiful, gentle, smart and diligent.

Usually Mbok Mun will leave a special meal for Rania which he cooks for Irene and Yudi. Mbok Mun loves Rania. Since Rania was five years old, Mbok Mun who always took care of Rania until Rania grew up.

"This is Non food has been Mbok prepared," said Mbok Mun while preparing dishes and spoons for the employer's child.

"Thank you my beautiful mother. Sorry to always bother Mbok Mun" Rania said.

"Lohs. No, Honey. It is the obligation of Mbok to take care of Non Rani until Non Rani matures later. God willing that Mbok lived a long life,"

"Aamiinn Mbok .. if one day I succeed, I will take Mbok for a walk around the world" said Rania enthusiastically.

"No need, Non. Enough Mbok to see Non Rani happy, Mbok happy too. Mbok loves Non Rani." Mbok Mun hugged Rania affectionately. A tight hug from Rania. Rania is grateful because even though Irene does not love her, there is still Mbok Mun who loves her more than Irene's affection for her.

"No, Mbok. Once my ideals are achieved, I will really take Mbok Mun for a trip abroad. After I became a great designer known all over the world, my dress designs have been worn by international models, that's when I must have had a lot of money. And I will bring Mbok to see countries around the world," Rania so enthusiastically describes her ideals that she unconsciously made Mbok Mun cry sobbing.

"Don't cry Mbok, I'm your son. It is my duty to make you happy, to make my mother, my father, and my brother happy. I'll prove to them that I can succeed even if I have to crawl on my own." Rania said steadily, her eyes looking sharp as if Rania could see the bright future that was waiting for her.

Authors.

Hi!!!I'm a very new writer.Please give her guidance, guys.

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