Tired of Loving you
Ingkar Promise

"Akhs! Pain,Mas ..." Rania whimpered in pain.

"Tell me! Do you love her, huh?!" shouts Morgan wrathfully. His hands tightly gripped both cheeks of Rania until Rania's eyes reddened.

The flasback

As Morgan was about to start the activity of planting the cebong, Rania looked at Morgan deeply. Rania held both arms of Morgan tightly. Cold sweat soaks the forehead up to the neck.

"Mas" said Rania with trembling lips. However, Morgan was still busy with his efforts. The more the pain, the more the shadows when he makes out with Shaka are more real.

"Sister Shaka, please don't,"

Duaarrrrrr!

"WHAT DID YOU SAY?!!" squeal Morgan. Suddenly, the cassava he was planting was immediately forcibly removed because the soil was too hard.

Rania regained her senses and hugged Morgan tightly.

"Mas, I'm sorry. I am still traumatized by what happened that day. I'm sorry, Mas," Rania sobbed in Morgan's arms.

The Flasback End

Rania touched her cheek which was painful due to Morgan's grip. His heart throbbed, as there had not been a day Morgan apologized, the violence was back.

However, he strictly forbade his tears from falling. He will prove that he is strong and cannot be weak just because of Morgan's torment.

"My fault for being so easy to accept you as my husband, Mas" Rania said in her heart.

"Answer, Rania! Do you love her?" morgan asked with sharp eyes.

"No, I don't love your brother, Mas." Rania was about to step up to put on her clothes. However, Morgan pulled Rania's wrist until the small body hit the wall.

"Ssssshhh," hiss Rania held in pain.

"Don't go out first, take it out later after the rude man leaves, yes," Rania lamented inwardly meant for her tears.

"Then, WHY DID YOU SAY HIS NAME WHEN WE WERE ABOUT TO DO THAT, HUH?!" ask Morgan in a high tone.

"Because I'm still traumatized by that, Mas. Can't you think about that? Can't you understand that?" Rania moved her legs towards Morgan.

"Just this morning you promised me, Mom. And now you have forgotten your promise. Don't you remember our deal?" Rania looked at Morgan blankly and with her current condition***.

"I've told you how many times if I, JUST LOVE YOU, MAS. You're deaf, huh?" rania's breath was stung, only this time Rania dared to fight back. After that, he picked up his scattered clothes and put them on.

Morgan was silent.

Rania chooses to leave the house in a state of chaos, while Morgan is still silent in the room with all his thoughts.

Rania went riding her favorite matic motorcycle. Every now and then, he rubbed his unstoppable tears again.

"Why are you so easy to torture me, Mas," Rania sobbed behind her black helmet.

Rania stopped at a red light, she daydreamed. But apparently, Luna was busking there.

"Sister Rani?" ask the boy enthusiastically.

Rania was surprised and immediately pulled off her bike.

"Luna, what are you doing, Lun? Brother Fatma, have you taught you to make home crafts?" ask Rania wonder.

"It has been three days, Brother Fatma has not seen us, Brother. We also need to eat" said Luna.

"Can't you?" Rania was surprised to hear Luna's words.

"I don't know, but Brother Fatma once said, he said his father died, Brother," said Luna.

The deg!

Again, she became a stupid girl who was too cute with her crazy husband.

"Aren't you kidding me,?" ask Rania to make sure.

"Yes, Brother,"

"Then it's money to buy food. You guys go back to the shophouse. Finish your handwork, yeah."

Luna's face glistened at the money. The boy met four more friends who became hordes of hand craftsmen.

Rania rubbed her tears back.

"Three days you lost your father, but you didn't call me at all. Why, Fat?" isak Rania's.

"Because he doesn't want to make you more burdened, Nia,"

Rania gasps.

"This voice,"