Tired of Loving you
Rania has chosen to leave!!

Ma, I don't know what's wrong with me so much that Mama hates me.But I hope Mama knows that I love Mama a lot whatever the reason and whatever the circumstances.

Mama who fought between life and death for my sake.With sincere Mama sacrificed all of Mama's body for me.With no strings attached Mama gave me a million benefits water for two years for me.Mama who accompanied me from me who did not mama who accompanied me from me who could only sleep and cry until I could run fast until this moment...

Ma, I'm sorry if my presence made Mama hurt, I'm sorry if because I ruined Mama's life.

I say goodbye to Ma...

I left, not to forget this family..

But I want to be solid so I can be the proud son of this family.

Don't doubt my love and my dear Ma,

the feeling that it will never go away will never diminish..

I love Mama, Papa, and Brother Aslan...

Tests...

A drop of water just soaked a piece of farewell greeting paper..

Keeps neat memories

Which will be unforgettable..

Choosing to go even though not necessarily the direction of the destination

Rather than enduring but painful..

From the bottom of my heart

Love and affection are still strong and getting bigger

Parents are parents!!!

Whatever they are..

But believe me, they hold great love for every child they give birth to..

And rest assured..

Wherever and how far you go..

Don't forget where you should go home

Because it's the family that will give you the compass when you get lost..

And finally that morning Rania left her parents' house after saying goodbye to Mbok Mun secretly and of course bringing her beloved Rara.

The plan is Rania will look for boarding schools close to the campus and find part-time work.

"Goodbye Mama, Papa, Brother Aslan.. Be happy that you are the cause of the chaos this house has decided to leave" And again the tears were falling more and more unstoppable.Rania walked outside the gate of the house with a large suitcase and her left hand carrying Rara who had begun to get close to the new owner.

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"Rania!!! Make me a warm orange!!" Irene shouted while banging on Rania's room door.

"Rania!!! You're a bud!!" Shouted Irene again, even though the one he called might have found the address he was going to.

Czech....

"Rania..."

Irene was a little surprised to see the condition of Rania's room was neat and quiet.The room that had been accompanying Rania's destruction and Rania's tears of grief.

Irene suddenly silenced to see the contents of the empty closet and the suitcase that is usually placed on top of the closet does not exist.

Rara is also not in her cage.

Irene's body slumped to the floor after learning the contents of the letter.

"Sorry dear Mama..Mama's too mean to you, son.."

"Mama just don't accept that your presence erases the entire legacy of Mama for giving birth to a baby girl, and even then Mama knows after you are three years old hysterical hysteria"

"Mom don't know why your grandfather could make such a strange will, son..."

"The great sin of Mama has tormented you only for treasure"

Irene was crying inside Rania's room.

"Related will come later Madam, please and after being satisfied find your daughter, apologize Madam" Mbok Mun said in his heart to hear the employer's cry.

"Hah Alhamdulillah I finally got a place to stay too..Although small, important, I can take shelter and sleep well" Rania stretched her hands after tired of cleaning her luggage.

Rara was put in the cage that Rania bought when she saw the pet shop on the street.

"I wrote a novel first Ra, then we bought something okay!" Rania said while stroking Rara's head.

Rania's current savings are not enough to rent a shophouse,maybe only enough to buy convection tools.Therefore Rania must be diligent in writing novels and clever looking for part-time work.And plans starting tomorrow Rania will look for part-time work and the results will be used to buy the rest of his college needs he will save to rent a shophouse.

"I must be excited!! Rania you are strong!! Rania you are great!!!" Rania clenched her hands burning the spirit flames in her chest.

Families...

Something can be a backstop

But something destroyed..

Because not a few families are destroyed for various reasons, whether it's the struggle for inheritance or just because of trivial problems such as the rich brother the sister has nothing.

Well.that's how humans are.

many people think that money measures everything..

Sometimes, the rich are considered brothers while the poor are considered to be nobody.

Are any of you this kind of human???^^^^

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In the afternoon, Yudi was finished with his work and went straight home.So did Aslan.

Aslan did often come home in the afternoon because he followed various extra-curriculars on his campus so he was so busy with his activities.

After they reached home, they were so surprised to see Irene sitting on the living room sofa, her gaze was empty while her hands were still tightly grasping the letter from Rania.

"Loh Ma, what's wrong? Why does Mama look this messed up?" Ask Aslan.

"Most electricity bills are soaring, just let him go" Sahut Yudi who was taking off his suit and shoes.

"Rania..." Irene said softly.

"Yes..Rania?? What happened to Rania??" Ask Aslan impatiently.

Instead of answering, Irene gave a piece of the letter to Yudi.Yudi was no less surprised to read the contents of Rania's letter.However Yudi was more able to control his feelings.

"Let him go Ma, he will be more independent, he will be happier than when in this house" Yudi said and soon passed away leaving his wife.

"Tu.wait.. What does it mean Rania left??" Aslan who still did not understand tried to find more details.

"Rania left this house, son, and this is all because of Mama, because Mama she went for Mama's sake happy she was willing to sacrifice her feelings huhuhu" Irene roared in Aslan's arms.

"Calm Ma, I'll look for Rania until she meets" Aslan quickly controls her emotions.Fear if she's angry with Mama because of Rania's departure, it will make Irene hate Rania more.

"I will look for you Rani, but I will not force you to return.Let Mama contemplate all her mistakes" Aslan said in a steady heart but her hands were still busy stroking Irene's back hoping her tears would soon subside.