Tired of Loving you
Early Pregnancy Testing

Adzan maghrib has reverberated. Rania opened her eyes slowly, returning a life she said was taking a walk. He had forgotten the most expensive treasure in the world that he just got this afternoon. A smile was etched sweetly on the lips of the woman when she saw the two testpacks that were in her grasp. His eyes glazed over considering that there was another life alive in his stomach.

But wait, how does her husband not give news even though it is just a chat? Again the two thick eyebrows without embroidery shriveled, a sign of sadness is sweeping the heart.

"Honey, I hope your dad doesn't really come home late, yeah. Mommy can't wait to tell your father about this happy news." said Rania stroked her stomach gently, hoping that the baby who must be the size of a green bean seed to hear his words.

"We pray maghrib first, yuk. Let's try to call Dad, okay." Rania stepped into the bathroom for ablution and afterwards, she performed the maghrib prayer solemnly'.

Finished fulfilling her obligations, Rania just wanted to contact her husband. But his intention stopped when he saw there was a chat from an unknown number. Intrigued, Rania immediately opened the contents of the chat from the unknown number.

Rania widened her eyes looking at a picture that the mysterious number was sending. His hands trembled, as well as his two eyes that instantly held back the rate of his tears.

"This is really you, Mom? That long you're the same as me?" lirih Rania, who was unable to hold back her tears.

"Isn't this Dr. Aina, your best friend? You're really going to marry her for the sake of a child you've even had since today, Mum?" rania's body collapsed to the floor with a sober sobbing. How not? Her husband, who she loved so much, was hugging and even kissing on the beach that even Rania had never been to. His heart was getting sore when reading the chat description below the picture.

"They enjoy the twilight together, with no name Rania among them. Compatible, right?" that was the chat that the person sent.

"Maybe I wouldn't believe it if I just hugged, Mom. But not if you kiss her like this. How do I trust you. Oh Allah ... What else is this? Not enough trials after trials that you have sent to our household?" isak Rania in the middle of her heart that was crushed like a grain of dust.

Unwilling to dissolve in the sadness that was not necessarily the truth, Rania rushed into the kitchen to fill her empty stomach. Although not eager to eat though, as a mother-to-be Rania knows what she must do to keep her fetus in order to grow well.

Until the night before, her husband did not come home. As a result, Rania undoes her intention to tell about her pregnancy to her husband. He hid the two testpacks in his jewelry box.

And to distract her from stress which is certainly not good for the fetus, Rania chose to contact her mother via video call.

"Assalamualaikum, Ma," Rania greeted cheerfully as usual.

"Wa'alaikumsalam Mama's beautiful daughter. How's it going, honey?" mama Irene asked across the street.

"Thank God be good, Ma. Mama's good too, right?"

"Of course, hon. Hasn't you slept at night? Any more problems?" a mother's gut feeling is terrible, isn't it?

"No, Ma. Oh yeah, where's Papa?" take over Rania to avoid a protracted lie.

"Papa's meeting outside, son. Biasa, Mama feels like a girl again while here. Papa rarely comes home, see you in the morning if not yes, Mama who went to the office,"

"Are you unhappy, son. Story to Mama, what's the matter. It's not usually your face like that,"

"I'm fine, Ma. Well then, I'd like to make some Mas Shaka coffee first, Ma. Assalamualaikum."

Again, the tears shed so hard. Hiding painful situations is very difficult.

"I have to be strong, I'm not alone. There is a fetus accompanying me at this time." murmured Rania softly. He grabbed a glass of water that was on the nightstand next to his bed.

After that, Rania tried to close her eyes trying to sleep. However, Rania had not slept yet to hear the sound of her husband's car entering her yard. Lazy to welcome, Rania prefers to pretend to sleep. At first glance he glanced at the wall clock that had shown eleven o'clock at night.

"For the sake of the woman are you willing to go home at this hour?" lirih Rania without tears.

Chequek.

Shaka looked at his sleeping wife with a sad look. His feeling that was so chaotic made his body feel extremely tired. Slowly, he approached the bed that his beautiful wife was sleeping in.

Surprised when he saw the beautiful face of his wife so swollen and still shed the remains of tears.

"I'm sorry, honey." I'm sorry for what Shaka meant. But clearly, Rania smells another perfume that can already be determined that, Aina the owner.

The more heartbroken Rania is at this time. It felt like he was punching the man before him mercilessly.

"You're pretending to be asleep, aren't you?" shaka asked who realized Rania's eyes were moving.

"Sorry, I didn't call you at all. Office work piled up so much, as a result can only go home at this hour," kekeh Shaka.

"Thank God that only office work bothers you. Hopefully, there is no other business that makes you go home this late," said Rania coldly.

"What do you mean, honey?" ask Shaka wonder.

"No meaning whatsoever. I'm just afraid, if you're too comfortable out there, so always come home late. That's it," Rania rushes out of her sleep to make warm tea for her husband.

"Darling, wait. What do you mean?" Shaka pulled on Rania's arm then hugged the slender body tightly.

"Don't hug me first. I'm not comfortable with your new perfume. Take a shower, let's lose the smell of your foreign perfume. I was disgusted." said Rania with great emphasis, and soon passed from before Shaka.