To be the Second
Past Trauma..

Kholil_PoV

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" Dear I leave first yes, you are fine at home, you continue to focus on keeping Erika does not need to do homework, let alone later Mbak Sum who does everything, okay baby." Pamitku while giving one kiss a little long on his forehead.

" Yes my dear brother be careful on the road huh." Reply with a sweet smile as usual.

Before I turned around not forgetting I stole a kiss on a pair of chewy objects colored a little red natural color of his which of course it became my favorite area, because of the taste of the candlestick. At first I just want to kiss, but what power I actually deepen by mengul*m also melum*tnya. Like I said before, it feels so opium to me, it's hard to stop.

" Iishh, you're always a sudden habit!" His grunts hit my arm in agitation.

" Just blame yours for always flirting with you! Yes, I've left, Assalamualaikum, "I said with a big smile because I managed to get what I wanted.

This morning I did leave early because there was an appointment with the warehouse people to check the goods to be sent abroad at eight in the morning. If I have to go to the factory first, it will definitely take a long time, then it is better I just go there, after that it is new to the factory, because yesterday I had permission to the boss.

Just getting into the car, I immediately remembered the map that I had to bring to the warehouse, because that was where the note of the goods to be sent, he said, so I had to go back inside the house to get it.

I walked towards the room, and I didn't find Anna around, maybe she was in the room, I thought. But when I arrived in front of the room I heard Erika's crying, I rushed into the room, and found my daughter crying on her little bed.

I didn't see Anna inside either, so I carried her and loved her to be quiet and calm again." Cup, cup, cup, it's it's Daddy baby. Where's Mother? How could his son cry he didn't hear!" My monologue started to get emotional.

I admit that I hate to see or hear a baby or a child crying like this. I must have always panicked and also angry at those around him, even if it was my own parents or even my brother must have been affected by my anger.

Because I have experienced trauma in the past that until now still feels, like just yesterday I experienced it. Before long I heard the sound of someone's footsteps it must be my wife Anna, because right now I'm turning my back to the door.

I heard him ask me, but I deliberately did not answer him because I was focusing on licking Errika, who was almost asleep. Until soon I saw my beautiful daughter was completely asleep, I immediately put her back on her bed.

I went out of the room to follow Anna after and we stopped in front of the room but a little far away so as not to disturb Erika who was a little sensitive to the surrounding noises, for sure it kept him awake even though the sound was so slow still he was astonished.

I looked at her a little sharply, of course I was annoyed with her, because this was not the first time she made my daughter cry. I spontaneously snapped at him, scolding him with accusations I didn't know myself. Even though he had explained the reason for not knowing Erika woke up from washing dishes in the kitchen, it still did not make my anger recede.

A few moments later I realized when he took out all the uneg-uneg that he had been craving all this time. There was a little regret in me, but I loved the woman who had given birth to a daughter, a child I had always hoped for.

But hearing him continue to insinuate me, of course I was back upset. Until I unconsciously strangled his neck because he continued to ignite my emotions that had not been raging at others for a long time, but in fact my own wife who made me back at that time, where I lost the sister I loved, the sister I had been waiting for her birth for so long, due to the carelessness of my own parents, that it made me go berserk and almost kill my own Mama with my little celur*t.

" B-bang, sa, kiittt, le, pas, pas.sin.." Her chest tried to release my grip on her neck. But I had darkened my eyes, so I put my ears out.

And I quickly took the key I always carry in my pants pocket and opened the nightstand drawer next to Anna to stand, yes my little celur*t managed to point it right at the neck of the row.

" Uuhukk, uuhuukk.." Anna coughed as soon as I took my hand off and I replaced it with a little celurit.

" Dear, are you okay? I'm sorry, you didn't mean to hurt you." Sesalku while framing her beautiful face, but just touching her smooth skin he immediately brushed off both of my hands.

I let it go, because maybe he is still very upset and also angry for my actions that are really immoral and unexpected to him. This time I hurt her so much.

Simultaneously, there was the sound of Erika crying very loudly. Without waiting for Anna to stand up and enter the room, I followed her, and continued to apologize to her who was holding Erika, trying to calm our daughter down.

" I'm sorry, honey. I-I, really, I didn't even knowingly do that. I'm sorry I scared you and maybe disappointed in you, but I love you so much, baby.." I thought hard, that Anna would forgive me, because I knew she loved me as much as I did.

" Go to work Bang, leave me alone for now." His words were firm without staring at me, I could understand him who might have been deeply hurt.. And his words were indirectly to drive me out of my own home.

" Well then you go to work first, eum, Assalamulaikum." My girlfriend wanted to hug and kiss her forehead as usual before I left for work. But I realized he was still very angry with me, so I let him go first.

" Na'alaikumsalam." His voice slowly still turned back to me.

After picking up the map that was left behind, I immediately went. And I just remembered that if it was too late, I had to rush to the warehouse in the west.

I gasped the car a little fast until a while later when I arrived at the warehouse, I could see someone who was the head of the warehouse standing pacing in front of the entrance gate there.

" I'm sorry sir, there was a little problem at home. Are all the items ready to be delivered?" I asked as soon as I went inside and was right in front of him.

" Oh sir, I've been waiting for you since. This boss also keeps contacting me. What time does it come at!" Grunts are upset, yes I know this is my fault, but want how else the name of the problem does not know when it comes.

" Yes once again I'm really sorry, let's just check, because soon the goods will be sent." Invite me to him and rush to step in, and inevitably the man followed me while grumbling indistinctly, surely he continued to curse me, whatever.

Now my mind is branching, between thinking about work and also thinking about my wife at home. I hope he's okay, and hopefully when I get home he'll forgive me.

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