
PoV_Vero
Along the way to the house, we were both silent, Brother Jull who focused on driving and looked straight ahead, while I looked at the window of the car beside me while thinking of finding an excuse if Mama suddenly asked me about why not go home last night?
Suddenly, Brother Jull asked me, "You're not forbidden from contact with anyone, but not by destroying yourself Vero." Said.
" Sister has never loved someone so deeply?" Tanyaku.
" Huh,,! Why ask about my sister. Brother just doesn't want you to love a man so much in a stupid way like last night. The world of adults is more painful, you're still young your way is still long Vero. Don't cry stupid just because of a man! " I just fell silent, again he advised me, also cursed me.
I was told again and again by this man I love, yes I admit, I was too stupid to love a man who was just as stupid as he was blind. And what makes me stupid again could have agreed to the idea of gil4 from Nina, so that Kak Jull does not see me as a child again. Instead of being considered an adult, I was childish last night. Oh God!
" Sister got engaged this week to Nella?" I asked to divert the conversation. " Why the hell with Nella!" Gertutuku was slow so that Kak Jull could not hear it, but it turned out that Kak Jull heard it.
" Why?" Beonya while looking at me briefly, then refocused looking forward.
" Yes why? I just want to know, what made Big Brother choose him? Agree to marry him! Does she have special advantages that I_eh mean other women don't have?" I asked, almost a little speechless, this mouth!
" Why, don't you agree?" Ask.
Obviously I'm the front man who disagrees, brother.
I can only answer it in my heart, for it must be in vain if I call out my opinion.
" You must know Nella's a good, independent woman, she's also a smart woman, and surely your sister loves her Vero. " obviously.
But no need to be clear, your last words have hurt me Kak, without you noticing. My screams in my heart
But the words kept ringing in my ears, so that it would slap me, if I could only love a man who loves another woman, this reality was real, and I had to realize that, can't keep obsessing over him, it feels like d**I feel really claustrophobic.
Now that I'm going to work hard and learn to move on, that's what I should have done before I did that silly and stupid thing last night, yes, I have to be determined for the sake of the full relationship of a family that I have lived all this time.
I admit Nella is an independent woman, smart, successful in a proven career she can hold her own family-owned company, while I am just a snot boy who just graduated from school, haven't even felt what the lecture bench is like, so what should I do?
" Yes, may your engagement go well." That's all I can say right now, despite the pain that continues to torment me.
" Hmm, and I hope you will also get a much better man than b******n that." The exhortation again gave a tip, before turning off the engine of his car.
Yes, I wish so too, I can find a man who is far more than anything else!
Why do I feel like we're talking farewell, more precisely love that can't unite and give in to each other. What is Brother Jull...? Uh, where is it possible, but if it's true, isn't my love not clapping one hand? But I can't be happy just yet, in fact last night when I expressed my feelings for her, she didn't respond to it, or maybe she was insensitive! Fuck up!
I just remembered what I did last night to Big Brother, especially I also remember what I said to him, fortunately I did not let slip his name. It could ruin me.
I first got off the car walking into the house of our parents, just about to step into the terrace of the house, it turns out Papa and Mama are in front of the door, maybe Mama will take Papa who will go to the office.
" Vero, you're finally home, son, your mama's looking for you from last night, come in. Papa go first." His splinter also kissed the top of my head and rubbed it.
But I haven't had time to answer Papa's words, Mama's voice first airs there, until Papa goes through me.
" Good Vero! Why did you just come home, where have you been? You know Mama's worried about you, baby." Mom screamed as soon as she saw her daughter had just arrived home.
Too much my mom. Shouldn't I be grateful for the abundant affection from the two of them all this time? But I will only make them both disappointed if I fight for my feelings for their son.
" Vero stayed at Jull Ma's apartment last night." Excited Brother Jull, who suddenly appeared behind me, walked around embracing me inviting me into the house.
" Ahh, so so. Why don't you call Mama Jull." Mom followed us from behind.
" I'm sorry Jull forgot Ma, because there's so much work Jull did last night." He answered while glancing at me, and asked me to keep going.
Much work is said! Oh, naw! He must have been busy calming me down last night and all because of me.
" You're making your mama worry. Let's eat together." Ask Mama to give us both.
" We ate Ma before we got home." Still Brother Jull who answered, while I just kept my head down occasionally staring at Mama.
" Fright then go clean yourself up." Declared.
Finally Brother Jull took me up the stairs to the top floor, "You can still survive today from the rage of Mama, Mama, but I'm not sure you'll survive until you do that shameful thing again, understand!" His whisper was right near my ear.
I could only nod in resignation, like a kitten obedient to its mother. Eittss, not the mother. But this man is his handler, yes my lover. Even though I intend to forget Brother Jull, in fact I can not throw all the taste that has ingrained in this heart.
Upon reaching the top floor I removed her embrace on my waist and immediately rushed into the room, then locked her up. Brother Jull who had wanted to come into my room was not so, surely he was upset again, it's up to me not to know!
I dropped my body on the soft bed, looked at the ceiling of the room, the two blinds closed, but in fact I remembered something, still ringing when Kak Jull compared the Nenel to his own sister. Spoiled sister, stupid, Mama's child, either attached to me that looks inappropriate if paired with my handsome brother.
Nah! I can definitely be better than him, brother, fuck Nella!!
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