Trapped in Crazy CEO Desire
Not Virgin Again

"Kejora, what's wrong? It's not uncommon for you to visit me, usually" said Finn, surprised to open the door with his girlfriend.

Kejora looked up, staring at his lover inside. Kejora has decided to tell all his secrets so far so as not to constantly feel guilty for lying to Finn. It was difficult, but Kejora tried to convince himself to be able to say all this.

"Dear, why? Here, come in first. It's cold outside." Finn pulled his lover's hand to get into his boarding house.

The Kejora according. Sitting on one of the chairs shown by Finn. His gaze was not at all sidetracked, rather waiting for the right moment to say it. Another case with Finn who feels confused with the look of his girlfriend's face that looks different.

"Darling, what's wrong? Why is your face different?" ask Finn. "I'll make you a drink first, okay?"

"No, Finn. I'm not thirsty" the Kejora held Finn's hand up.

Finn observed the dim eyes of Kejora. He sat back down and approached his lover trying to ask what was really going on. The cruelty is not as usual. Like a person who is lost and desperate.

"What's really going on, Kejora? I see you as uninspired. Why, huum?"

Kejora observes her lover. Closer then held onto Finn's hands tightly. The thumping feeling that Kejora felt was even increasing, even though he had not said a word.

Seeing the confused face of his lover makes Kejora even more feel guilty, especially if later the truth has been revealed, Kejora hopes Finn is still on his side.

"Finn, I want to say something. But listen first and interrupt, okay?"

Finn frowned. She wondered why her boyfriend was serious about saying something. It was not usually Kejora's expression like that before him.

Finn in nervousness replied,"o-okay."

Kejora sighed harshly before saying a very heavy thing to say. The bead of his eyes never escaped seeing Finn who seemed confused to see it. Kejora tried to encourage the heart to speak frankly from Finn hearing it from others.

"S-actually I'm no longer a virgin, Finn," Kejora said, looking down in fear.

Finn widens the eyes. He tried to convince himself that what he had heard was a mistake. Finn cleared his throat trying to get close to his gloomy, down-looking lover.

"W-what did you say? Say it again, Kejora. I think I misheard it" Finn said, trying to shake off his negative thoughts.

Kejora. "No, Finn. I'm telling the truth. I'm no longer a virgin."

Finn stood up as he listened to the confession. Releasing Kejora's hand checks on his hands and staring at the figure of the woman below him who looked teary. Finn still can't believe the words of Kejora. He thought his girlfriend was a good woman.

"W-what? W-how could? I thought you were a good woman, Kejora. Butwhat? You've slept with another man?!" finn said he didn't believe it.

"Finn, don't be angry. I'll explain it to you." Kejora tried to persuade Finn who had interrupted him first.

"But, Kejora. I'm really——"

"Finn, please give me a chance to talk first."

Kejora stood up and grabbed Finn's hand to pull the man back into the chair quietly. The bewitched Finn simply complied and sat back on the chair while observing the clinging of the nearby Kejora.

"Finn, listen to my explanation first. I didn't sleep with him. I'm framed. I was raped by her. It's not that we're both willing to do it" Kejora explained trying to calm her lover.

"But how can? If you don't come near or tease her, there's no way she'll do it, Kejora."

"I'm not teasing him, Finn. At that time I was delivering a suitcase to his room, but he immediately pulled me in and raped me. He stinks of alcohol, maybe he's out drinking. I couldn't put up a fight because he tied my hand with a belt."

"I-I'm telling you the truth, Finn. I'm not cheating on you. I'm raped. He took my chastity by force. I dare not tell the truth for fear that you will leave me," Kejora continued accompanied by sobs.

The dark incident is still reflected in the mind of Kejora. In a few days, Kejora feels traumatized when he sees a man who takes away his chastity.

Losing the crown that has been guarded is the saddest thing for a woman. Moreover, the stigma that develops in the community when a woman who was not a virgin before marriage is labeled as a cheap woman.

"Pardon me. I was traumatized by this too. I didn't leave the house because she thought she was raping me. I-i ...."

Fast movements, Finn hugged the body of his lover who was trembling with sobs that were getting hardened. The man's hand moved around the back of the woman who was his beloved status.

The cruelty in that embrace was spilling all the pain he was in. He grew stronger when the shadow of the dark night came back to haunt him.

To be honest, Finn was also still shocked by the Kejora's confession. However, it is undeniable that he also felt sorry for his lover who looked very traumatized by the incident.

"Kejora, tell me who did it. I'll find justice for you" Finn said, trying to calm down.

The Kejora who was in embrace instantly fell silent. His tongue was too faint to say that Nicholas had done it.

The same guy Finn met, had an office that Finn really wanted to work there, and someone who had helped him. Kejora felt on the verge of confusion, he did not know what to answer.

Finn broke out a hug and cupped the two cheeks of Kejora wet with tears and then rubbed them. Looking for answers to the question he asked. However, it was only met with tears of Kejora that looked bitter.

"Kejora, who's that guy? Don'tbeafraid. Tell me," said Finn. Staring at the two teary eyes of Kejora.

Nervousness. "I-I don't know. After he raped me he just left me. So, I don't know whose name is."

"Is there no identity whatsoever about him? Then how's the character?"

"Themselves ..." The eyes rotate. His lips were too faint to say that name. "I don't remember, Finn. I was so scared that night that I couldn't see his face. The lighting is dark too. I don't know what his face is."

Finn was looking for the truth of the Kejora's words. The man did not find any lies at all. Kejora even told a story while trembling, indicating that the story was indeed the real event.

"Well, I won't ask you again." Finn stroked the hands of Kejora. Tried to refrain from asking about it again even though he was anxious.

Kejora hugged Finn once more to dispel all his fears. Kejora thought the response from Finn would be angry even cursing and expelling him at this time. It was proven that the man did not do it. Even treated him very well.

Unlike Finn who seems to be still busy wrestling with his own mind. It was hard for him to keep the Kejora from ruining it, but instead others were destructive. During this time Finn was trying to hold himself for the sake of Kejora, but in fact other people who enjoy it.

Finn was disappointed why the person he loved had to experience something like this. However Kejora is still her lover and Finn feels not accept that fact. A question arises in Finn's mind. He looked at the Kejora who was by his side fixedly.

"But ... You're not pregnant with her child, are you?"

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