TRAPPED IN THE PAST STORY
CHAPTERS 157. AFTER FAREWELL.

Why am I like a broken kite that doesn't know the way home,

Where am I supposed to go?

I can't go back to that rented house.

Even very unlikely if I return home, surely father and mother will blame me especially father.

He who was on the beach walking down while thinking about his fate to determine how to continue his life.

After choosing to leave Daniel with all the memories they had gone through together despite being bitter and disappointed but he had to choose. Because a life that is still overshadowed by a partner's bad past, forever will not bring trust. The best we behave will still be revealed by bad memories especially if there is still a figure who once filled the heart space, namely the former.

I must be strong, I am not a weak woman.

What I've done now may be the right decision.

I will live independently away from everything.

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Four years later, in a town with the nickname Student city. A little boy came out of the car.

"Mother ..," call a little boy with a bule face and eyes similar to his father's. It was Zenecka Habibie.

"Have arrived? did your uncle and aunt pick you up?"

"He'em. Ecka wants to play duyu ya ma'am" he said in an adorable tone of voice.

"The right first. Yes you can, but change clothes first" said Shasha while squatting to be the same height as the child.

"Sister, I didn't know brother and Johan would come here."

"I accidentally didn't tell you because I missed Ecka, so I picked him up straight away for school." "You why? Why look so moody?"

"Am I a selfish mother?" shasha said as she held back her tears that almost came out.

"What's up, story?"

"I feel guilty for Ecka. Yesterday before I left for college, I secretly went to school because I wanted to give the provisions left behind. But when I went there I saw all his friends laughing cheerfully with their father to commemorate his father's day" Shasha said with tears in her eyes.

"Then what did my niece do when she saw that?"

"He only saw and was held by his teacher, he did not cry but the glare of his eyes could not be lied to. I feel what he feels. After seeing that I decided to go back and leave him to one of his teachers and say sorry for not being able to attend an important event because I had to fill a seminar. The night before I went to bed I asked what was done this morning at school? And he answered Echa laughing and smiling with friends. I also went back to asking other questions. Was there a special guest at school? And he just answered no mother, nothing special but the provisions that I prepared for Echa" Shasha said with tears.

"So I can imagine how strong his heart is, he did not show his sadness to me at all, even he did not want to ask where his father is." continued Shasha.

"He is an adult, for me, even though he is only four years old, but his thinking is very different. I think he knows Sha, but he chose not to ask where his father is because he doesn't want you to be sad."

"Right-natured brother. He asked me what is Grandpa and what is Grandma? He also asked where is my father? I didn't answer him, only tears came out of my eyes and he just said, mother .. I'm sorry Ecka for my nanis mother, Ecka won't ask that again. After that she kissed and hugged me." said Shasha, crying as she remembered her son's words.

Rianda who heard that also cried and wiped her tears. Shasha and Rianda who were crying were unaware that Ecka was seeing both of them.

"Mother ...mom and aunt why cry? Did Ecka hurt mom's heart?" suddenly a soft voice appeared before Shasha and Rianda.

"Don't love, the mothers were moved when they heard Aunt Rianda's story, you know what story?" refer Shasha to the child.

"Yes, Ecka knows for sure dlakol y?"

"Drakor dear," said Rianda confirmed.

"Yes, that's what Ecka meant. Ecka was here to ask for help to make grandchildren, Ecka thirsty." said Ecka while holding his mother's cheek gently.

Feeling the behavior of the son makes Shasha remembered by the figure of Daniel. Danie often does that to her, if she feels fear of the dark and is panicking. Again Shasha tried to hold back her tears and stood up and immediately made milk for her son.

"Thank you mother's caci." said Ecka.

"Thank you mother" Shasha said. "Sama-sama" he continued to answer his son's words.

"He'em," Ecka nodded his head.

"What are your plans going forward?" ask Rianda.

"I'm still going to raise Ecka myself."

***

Elsewhere, a man who was no longer young but still looked handsome, athletic body and youthful-looking face was contemplating on the shoreline. He still did not flinch while remembering what he had done with his loved ones here.

"Niel ...!" hello Johan who broke Daniel's daydream. Johan knows that his best friend is numb in love especially when he feels guilty to his wife until he is left by his wife without knowing where his tracks are.

"Where else should I find Shasha? she's not even at her house?" ask Daniel who always shed tears every time he mentions the name of his beloved wife.

"I'm sorry Daniel, I've shut down all access searches all about Shasha. My goal is to do that so that you realize that she is the best wife. The proof until now that he did not marry and raise your child in his own sweat." - Johan.

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After learning of Shassa's departure from the hotel immediately Johan asked his men to check CCTV, after knowing where Shasha went he again deployed his men to supervise the wife of his best friend. He was afraid that his adopted sister would commit suicide twice.

Johan saw Shasha from the car, knowing that his foster sister was thinking about something very heavy. Johan waited patiently in the car until a beautiful woman with a handsome man came to Shasha who was sitting.

Not knowing what they were talking about, Shasha was in the car of the man and woman who had approached her.

The next day his men told him that Shasha was out of town.

For the next surveillance is done by the best men, the best, because he had to accompany Daniel so that Daniel also did not suspect what he was doing besides that he wanted to see Daniel's efforts to find the existence of Shasha with an access that he really had locked.

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It has not been three months since Shasha was in the new city where she is. Shasha who lives alone in a simple house must do everything herself. Without feeling tired and tired he worked to slam the bones to support himself.

At night Shasha opened a small shop in front of the house that is a spicy noodle level and also a variety of drinks today make the store so crowded. In the morning, he teaches as a teacher. Shasha is not tired. All of that he did because he had to live independently and increase his coffers to support himself who lived alone. The longer the connoisseur of Shasha's homemade noodles increased to be honest he felt tired but he could stand until he suddenly fainted.

The next day after fainting, Shasha went to the college to teach and the night returned she forced herself to open a tavern. Just a few hours reopen he felt immeasurable dizziness that made himself slip. Instantly the blood came out soaking Shasha's clothes. Some of the buyers who came immediately ran for lucky help back then Johan and Rianda had just arrived to visit Shasha. They took Shasha to the doctor.

The doctor said that Shasha was pregnant and entering the age of one month. Hearing that Johan and Rianda were happy.

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Shasha does not know if the content is weak plus he who is too motivated himself to work morning to afternoon and evening until late at night makes himself often experience stomach cramps. He thinks it is a natural thing.

When the age of Shasha's womb entered 20 weeks, cramps experienced by Shasha often occur until one day he suddenly fainted. After being examined by a doctor he developed symptoms of Abortion Immines. This symptom is triggered one of them because of trauma.Trauma referred to here is in terms of physical, physical activity or collisions that are too heavy. So Shasha is required to bedrest or complete rest.

Getting the news from Shasha's neighbors, Rianda and Johan forbid Shasha to sell alone but there must be employees who help.

Shasha does not feel the age of the womb entering the third trimester and just count the days again Shasha will give birth.

The day that awaited arrived, Rianda and Yoga who had taken a long day off enthusiastically left for the student city to welcome the birth of their nephew, also with Johan. Dian invites Melly and Joska who are all the way from Finland to visit Shasha and see their granddaughter born.

Oec ..oek ....

The sound of crying so loud was visible. Shasha is unconscious because after Secar's surgery she had bleeding plus she also had Anemia so that she had to separate herself with her child for a while. Seeing her daughter-in-law lying down made the hearts of both parents stunned, they both did not expect that Shasha was a great woman who had tried hard to care for from 0 months until birth.

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