TRAPPED IN THE PAST STORY
CHAPTER 18 DANIEL'S REGRETS AND WORRIES
FLASHBACKS
Unable to bear the familiarity of Shasha and Arden, Daniel decides to meet Shasha at the dormitory. He wanted to take her to dinner at his dinas house, he wanted to treat Shasha's longing for Indonesian cuisine, because the info from Johan Shasha was eager to enjoy Nusantara food, namely rawon rice complete with small sprouts, terasi sambal and shrimp crackers.
Arriving at the dormitory he did not find Shasha who there were only a few dorm friends who said they would come at about eight o'clock or at least nine o'clock at night. Daniel chooses to wait for Shasha in front of the dorm while ordering coffee. Daniel was not used to waiting but now he was willing to wait for hours just to be able to see Shasha and make her happy by inviting him to eat raw rice.
Now that it was 12 pm Daniel still did not see the presence of Shasha, he was afraid of things that were not desired by the girl who made his heart mess.
Long wait he felt annoyed because the awaited had not yet appeared, which is now not a worry but jealousy. Arden's smiling face to the girl suddenly appeared without any excuse in his brain and began to mess with his mind.
"Why hasn't he come yet? What have you done with him?!" furious Daniel
He himself had spent two cups of coffee plus some cigarette butts that had been scattered. Tired of drinking he started getting in and then got back out of the car. He did it repeatedly. Actually Daniel is not a person who likes to smoke, he only smokes cigarettes if he is upset.
When he got out of the car he saw from afar the figure of the girl who is believed to be Shasha was walking. Daniel, who was standing next to the car, had his hands on him waiting for Shasha to walk in front of him.
Shasha who walked closer to him made him want to pull the girl's hand towards the car and then kissed her greedily for a few minutes without any pause while saying don't you share your smile for others, but that was all he paused when he saw that there was a red mark on Shasha's neck. Furious to see the red color Daniel accidentally railed many questions to curse Shasha.
FLASHBACK OFF
Daniel regretted speaking carelessly about Shasha. He actually does not need to interfere too much with the life and association of Shasha. But his heart seemed to not accept when repeatedly he saw how familiar Shasha was with Arden. Especially when Daniel repeatedly saw Shasha get out of Arden's car. The feeling of jealousy seems to rise to the crown.
He himself did not realize that he already had a lover, a lover who had never been heard of for almost a year.
He should not be jealous when he sees Shasha familiar with others. Why should Arden!.
Daniel hated Arden so much that Arden was his best friend. She always? against his relationship with Asia but he himself even approached Asia. At that time he saw Asia get out of Arden's car drunk, ejected Asia from her car and then moved to the Asian apartment. Daniel saw that from afar, he didn't know what happened next. Since then he did not really like his best friend who he considered two-faced.
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Now only regrets appear, the days back more empty. His regret danced in his head as if mocking Daniel so that Daniel immediately apologized.
Now it's 40 days he hasn't seen Shasha. Whether what happened today he felt unsettled, he thought so much about Shasha, all his work became inconsistent, beautiful Shasha smile with dimples that made him miss. This time I was really worried and worried.
Tonight Daniel decides to go to Shasha and apologize.
Upon arriving at Shasha's dormitory, she starts knocking on the door, and by chance Shasha's friends are in a frenzy seeking help.
"What happened(what happened)?" daniel asked who was panicking because he vaguely heard Shasha's name called.
"Shasha needs help!"(Shasha needs help) said one of Shasha's friends.
Without saying much Daniel gawked in and looked for Shasha's whereabouts. Shasha who was seen lying on the bed with a very hot body condition.
Immediately he held Shasha ala bridal style and then raised it into the car. Daniel did not drive his car to the hospital but to his apartment. Because the distance between the dormitory and the apartment is closer than the hospital that takes an hour not to mention if there is congestion.
On the way he calls Johan to tell the head of the dormitory that Shasha is safe with him, and is being treated immediately. Not only that Daniel also left an apology for being presumptuously entered the female dorm without permission.
After calling Johan, he called his doctor.
Daniel: "Go to apartment X, in 45 minutes if you don't come I'll take my shares in your hospital!"
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Now that Daniel had reached his apartment, he immediately laid Shasha on a large enough bed.
He took off the jacket that Shasha was wearing, he noticed a lot of itchy bumps on the neck area of the girl's level. Now he understood why he saw Shasha's neck in red. Daniel regrets that he was wrong to accuse Shasha of no-no.
A few minutes later, Daniel opens the door and has Richard, his personal doctor, examine Shasha.
"You check on him first, don't take off his shirt just stick the stethoscope on his shirt." Daniel ordered.
"There are you, I'm examining the patient. If I don't open up I won't be clear, Daniel!!".
"You shut your eyes when you enter the tool." protested Daniel.
"Oh my God, Daniel, the whole thing! I'm a doctor bro. Do you want accurate results or not?"
"You but close your eyes." Daniel ordered.
Richard immediately examined his patients carefully and carefully but when he wanted to examine Shasha's chest not his hand that opened or directed the stethoscope but Daniel, he only gave direction to Daniel.
Richard tells him that Shasha has inflammation of the throat, and he seems to be trying to relieve the pain by taking antibiotics. It could be that the antibiotic she's taking is expired or she's allergic.
"So, how's it going now? will he be able to heal soon?" push Daniel quickly.
"Patience bro, patience. I told Johan the recipe. Johan is coming soon. He's definitely cured fortunately he's quickly dealt with. I've given him an injection so he doesn't come back itchy. And for inflammation I also gave medicine. The heat is high, I've also given you a heat reliever."
"Thank God."
"He who? Pretty ..., can you make me?" Richard Goda.
"My future wife" said Daniel.
"Your wife-to-be has two? isn't that adult model your future wife?"
"Sok knows you. I'm back there. I want to take care of my future wife." Daniel told Richard.
Richard who was expelled just chuckled at the possessive attitude of his friend.
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Now in the room there is only Shasha and Daniel. Seeing the condition of Shasha lying down made him heartless. In his heart he wanted to replace the position of the ailing Shasha.
Long looking from afar, Daniel now began to draw near to Shasha. The wiping of the sweat coming out of Shasha's forehead using his palm made Daniel feel an unusual sigh. A swish that made him want to wipe something else. But he could stand.
The more he could bear the more he became, he could not bear to see Shasha's sweat coming down from his forehead towards his neck. Now he starts rubbing Shasha's sweaty neck with a washcloth. Waslap that he just took from the closet and then he dipped in an ice container and squeezed the washcloth. Slowly he rubbed all of Shasha's body to reduce the itching.
The face of Shasha is beautiful but still beautiful. In Daniel's heart praise the beauty of Shasha. The color of her bright skin is very suitable with her who is not too white, the shape of her face is oval, her nose is small, her eyes are round like almonds, her thin red lips attracted her even more and fell into a forbidden love that should not be in her mind.
Satisfied to look at Shasha's face, he slowly touched Shasha's palm, then put together their fingers, lifted up Shasha's fingers and kissed her slowly while saying sorry repeatedly.
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It had been an hour since Shasha was lying down like she was so enjoying a comfort that she did not feel for a long time. The comfort he used to feel from his mother was no longer since he was in Finland. Shasha felt her body was no longer hot but warm. Shasha dreamed as if someone was her mother sleeping nearby, her body beside her, in her conscious mind she felt her mother's body feel very different but she still felt and hugged the body very tightly. Buried his head to the breast of the mother but he felt the difference again why the two lumps belong to his mother is not there, jolted him in his sleep is not the mother who is in his arms but someone who has said it ja**ng.
Daniel who knows Shasha awakens from his dream and starts to open his eyes instead of dodging but he starts to change position to be him who hugs Shasha and is held tighter and tighter still weak body. With full energy Shasha thrashed to let Daniel release his embrace but still he did not do, Daniel just whispered calmly, the more you are loud then I will not let go. You're sick and I'm taking care of you, I just went to bed next door and wanted to make you comfortable. Don't think no about me. If Johan comes in, don't talk no. Remember I just hugged not doing more.
Shasha was silent and sure enough within seconds after Daniel whispered Johan was coming in.
"Niel, how's Sha-?" johan says she stops when she sees Daniel hugging Shasha.
Daniel did not respond to Johan's remarks, he only gestured by putting his index finger in his mouth.
Johan, who understood immediately came out of the room and wanted a detailed explanation to Daniel about what happened between the two of them.