TRAPPED IN THE PAST STORY
CHAPTER 2 SHASHA'S GUILT
The meeting and introduction with Abra seemed to be opium for Shasha, I don't know what was on her mind. Shasha is eager to meet and asks for help doing her homework with Abra. Though he and his study friends discussed with the tutor at the bimbel place.
Shasha starts to open and searches for the number in her book and sends a message to Abra. They met for the second time and so the next until they often met for the umpteenth time.
For almost a month they often met with a very frequent interval range and made Shasha feel something different in her heart. The tenderness, the attention and the sweetness and patience of Abra made him crumble.
Plus the age gap between the two of them makes Shasha feel that Abra the man she has been looking for is in accordance with her high criteria, not too handsome, smart, and has a distance of age older than her.
Hush, what am I thinking. There's no way Shasha, no way! you already have a handsome, kind, courteous lover and care for you!, the inner Shasha speaks to herself
The intensity of her meeting with Abra makes it rare to meet her lover Dion. And it's been almost a month that Dion has always taken the time to take Shasha out every Sunday night, take Shasha home from school and the limbel is no longer.
Dion does not suspect Shasha because he loves her very much and believes Shasha that her lover only loves her. They have both been named 'The romantic and the best couple of this year'. Although their school is different but still in one complex so everyone knows that Shasha belongs to Dion and Dion belongs to Shasha.
This Sunday night Shasha no longer went to the cafe or food court with Abra but now they are on a hill that is a star hill and this is the first time Shasha came to this place.
"Sister, why are we here? aren't we more comfortable in our usual place?" ask Shasha wonder.
"Sha, you will always feel comfortable wherever you are as long as it's with you" she said, looking at Shasha's face.
"Oh, stop looking at me like that, I'm not your usual sister!"
"Then get used to it" he said, taking Shasha's hand in the garden chair.
"Don't be like this I'm not comfortable" said Shasha lirih
"Sha.. Do you want to be my lover?"
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It felt like Shasha's heart was temporarily paused because she didn't expect it to be this fast and if she accepted it then she would be in a forbidden relationship.
"How's it?" asked Abra who could not wait to hear Shasha's answer.
When he will answer there is a voice that is so loud, that is the voice of Abra mobile phone. Abra receives the call away from Shasha. Shasha looked in astonishment, why should she have to go all the way to receive her phone, when she could not possibly be bothering either. He himself has no power to open his phone which from then on can be felt there have been many incoming message notifications.
Dion: "Honey.Where are you?"
Dion: "We're on our way, we haven't seen each other for a long time."
Dion: "Or did sister Eza forbid you to come out?"
Dion: "We'll see you on Monday, I'll wait in the library."
Dion: :1 & Acha
After reading the message Dion sent him he felt guilty and evil. Dion who is kind, polite and gentle in his speech never once snapped at him even though Shasha was emotional because of the coming of the moon.
"Dion.forgive me. I myself do not understand why my heart has changed" said Shasha lirih.
Suddenly from behind, someone stroked her hair
"Sha, how?"
"What?" shasha said lie.
Abra began to speak and repeat his words earlier. In fact he was irritated because he felt that Shasha was too expensive to sell.
I don't know what makes Shasha's mouth say yes when her brain forbids.
"okay.. Now we're made. Let's go home, it's already night." said Abra while looking at the clock in his hand.
After Abra's death, she asks Shasha to change her name. Shasha is confused about how to call an older person if you are in love. Without a second thought Shasha called him sis.
Shasha just complied while looking at the clock in her hand.
"But brother.. Is it seven o'clock?"
"For this brother is night and no little boy can wander night and night."
"But I'm not a child?I've gone to High School."
The two of them were on their way home arguing with each other. For Shasha it's exciting. Relationships that have debates and age differences so that it is not monotonous.
Arriving at home Shasha opened her phone again and read Dion's status. Seen from the status of Dion who put up a photo of the two of them with the inscription Miss u.
Back Shasha feels guilty because she has accepted Abra's love. Though the struggle of the two men when compared in getting Shasha is Dion the winner because it takes a year to conquer the heart of Shasha.