TRAPPED IN THE PAST STORY
CHAPTER 4 IS INSULTED

After the stressful events, Shasha begins to hate herself. She hates the fact that she can be trapped by the blind, momentary love Abra gives her. He obviously still had a lover at the time.

He could not tell the abuse he experienced to the people closest to him. The closest person is none other than Eza, the older brother. The brother who is currently studying military in Germany may not have to hear the story of his beloved sister's death.

It had been one week that Shasha's heart was in pain and she herself was disgusted by some of her limbs for having been forcefully touched by Abra. Even though he was lucky to still be able to maintain his chastity. She said she didn't feel like she was the special woman she was. Where is the title of prima donna attached to him.

Shasha started to find out all about Abra in the sosmed and nil there was not a single piece of information about Abra even though she searched for it with some unique keywords. Precisely what he got was a fact that was once spoken by Abra that he was a champion when participating in science competitions throughout Indonesia.

At school, Shasha no longer shows her joy. He shut himself up and avoided the crowd. He is no longer active in participating in several fundraising events that are almost every year held at his complex school. The absence of Shasha during this event made Dion look for the existence of Shasha because it is not usual for her lover to not participate.

Dion understood that this event was Shasha's most anticipated event because at the event he could see the expressions of people who really needed help especially the children of the orphanage.

"Did you guys see Shasha?" dion asked some people at Shasha's school

"No, I haven't seen him before."

Dion looks for Shasha in every classroom and the results are nil. This is the umpteenth time that Shasha has disappeared from the crowd. This time Dion was worried more than usual. He's looking for Shasha at his favorite spot. Starting from the canteen and then continuing to the park, then to the library, and the results are the same. Dion was confused where else to look for his heart. I don't know what makes it unthinkable one place, which is a historic place for both of them, namely UKS.

UKS is their favorite room because it is a room of history where they finally get to know each other. Because of a basketball during a friendly match between his school and Shasha's school.

At that time, Dion became the captain was throwing the ball into the ring but because of a slip then the ball landed right on the head of Shasha alight made Shasha fall and faint. Dion who had to finish the match felt unsettled and wanted to immediately say sorry to the student who was hit by the ball.

And upon entering the UKS room and opening the door

"Assalamualaikum, excuse me?"

"Eleh... Eleh, handsome. Find who?" ask the UKS officer

"Have any students who passed out been brought here?" he said with his Jakarta accent

"Yes, beautiful Shasha. You want to see him." said the UKS officer as he invited Dion in. "Looks like he's conscious, please come in, don't forget to say hello before you open the curtain."

After the basketball incident they finally get acquainted with each other and it took a year to melt Shasha's heart because she was so not so interested in handsome men.

For him handsome is painful especially Dion is a basketball captain, his name is already very famous in the school Shasha, as well as the school next door (the school Dion himself). Many women approached Dion but none of them managed to touch his heart only Shasha was successful.

Dion proved his seriousness and broke Shasha's view of the handsome, talented and idol boy at school that he was not a playboy and that it was a success. Dion's perseverance in conquering Shasha's heart deserves to be acknowledged, he's unyielding.

Shasha herself is not an approachable woman. Many have spoken love but he politely refused, whether what makes him still reluctant to establish a relationship with a man who is the same age as even one school.

Their relationship makes two schools excited because a prima donna woman from school A dating a star in school B. Not only two schools were happy but the brothers who sell cilok, color, cireng, basreng, meatballs all food vendors outside and in the cafeteria were happy to hear the news.

Dion's daydreams about his past acquaintance with Shasha were foiled as UKS officers patted him on the shoulder. Dion did not realize that he had been sitting in front of the officer for 5 minutes with his own smile. At first the UKS officer was happy because recently Dion showed a smile on his thin lips but he realized when Dion called 'Shasha, you are absolutely perfect'

Instantly the happiness of the UKS officers disappeared.

"Dion... You're looking for Shasha?" said the UKS officer on the first call.

"Dion... You're looking for Shasha?" ask her again on the second call.

"Dion! Find who?" the question was on the third call while shaking Dion's shoulder.

"She.. I'm looking for Shasha, no ma'am? ei I mean Mba?" he said softly and it was a success to make UKS officers become fascinated because of the sexy voice of Dion who vibrated women who were nearby.

"Come in... He was lying down but seemed to have woken up because he came with black eyes, seemingly out crying."

"Shasha ... Why are you? Did I make you angry?"

"Sha ... let's look at me .. story .. I'm ready to correct my mistake."

It feels like crying because here the evil one is not Dion but himself.

It should be him who gets Dion's anger instead of the opposite question like this. There was no response from Shasha.

The position of Shasha who turned her back to Dion is seen if Shasha who is lying down is shaking her head.

Dion did not dare to approach Shasha, he who was so guarded, polite and ethical in height would not hold Shasha in this condition.

Shasha who had wiped away all her cries began to get up and get out of bed as she said, "follow me, there's something I want to talk about".

Dion followed behind Shasha's steps and now they were both in the back garden of the school where they both had a favorite conversation.

"okay.. Acha-ku why? The story... I'll hear everything." said Dion with a smile

"Dion ... I'm sorry ..."

Dion was shocked because Shasha was just calling him by name when they usually call each other with a favorite call.

"Why? Any of us have done something wrong so there's an apology."

This time it was Shasha who was made to choke her heart how did Dion suddenly speak like that

"I .. I'm sorry. I can't continue this relationship."

"Why? Look me in the eye."

"Because .. 'cause I'm not good for you, '" said Shasha trembling as she tried to cover up her guilt.

"You're not good for me? it can be explained in terms of what and whose words are you not good for me?" ask Dion who is still looking at Shasha's face to find out what Shasha really hid from her because Dion himself felt Shasha was different almost a year ago.

"Dion ... I want to focus on studying, we will soon take the exam and pass and then we will achieve the dream to study in our favorite place."

"So which one is right? because you're not good for me or because of the focus factor of learning to achieve the dream of college in a favorite place?"

Shasha is confused to get a question back from Dion.

"I want to focus on learning, so it would be very distracting if we were still in touch. It will be bad for us, especially you. Yesterday your values went down because of me. That's one proof."

"No Acha! I'm sure that's not why you asked us to break up" Dion said with a deep sigh.

"Alright if that's your will from now on I won't see you again which I definitely appreciate your desire to break up. Just so you know until now my love for you has not diminished in the least. If we match up we will meet again." said Dion resignedly and walked away from Shasha.

Dion immediately moved from the seat and headed to the school's indoor court of course to play basketball to drain his energy so that the annoyance to the lover can be lost. Actually he wanted to reject Shasha's wish but he did not want the clear liquid from his eyes that came out to be known by Shasha.

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Shasha's heart was relieved that she no longer hurt Dion too deeply. Actually he was sad and disappointed with himself in taking the big and heavy decision to take off Dion. Dion is his best lover.

Right now all he had in mind was how to erase the contempt on him. His despicable self made him make his choice to Abra, he sacrificed Dion's feelings for not wanting Dion to get a bad woman like himself who almost suffered abuse.

Shasha hopes Abra apologizes and will give her conditions if she wants to go back to Shasha. He was very sure that only Abra could erase, and erode the insults that were attached to him.