TRAPPED IN THE PAST STORY
CHAPTER 9 THE HEARTBREAK OF ABRA GIOVANI
The pensive and unconscious Abra had shed tears because of her lover's words. The lover who was in his girlfriend for almost three years, the lover who patiently accompanied him, accepted what he was, and always forgave his mistakes. She is Nesha Himalaya Ayesha who was then still a second-rate High School girl and has now metamorphosed into a virgin girl who is increasingly beautiful, smart and independent.
Shasha, her nickname. Acha is his nickname. Shasha is a girl he often sees in a bookstore. Abra begins to recall memories from her past.
FLASHBACKS
At that time he was still unemployed. He was sitting while reading books about Science and Medicine, accidentally always looking at the girl who was sitting and smiling to herself while reading a book she held. Intrigued by the book the girl was holding, Abra pretended to walk and approach and then sit next to her. The cover of the book turned out to be a novel.
The next day Abra came back to the bookstore hoping to meet the girl yesterday. For hours waiting for the girl there was no sign of her appearance.
The next day, he came back how happy he was when he saw the girl there. Abra who still did not dare to make acquaintances, he realized only men who were still unemployed. He still did not go to college because in the first year after he graduated High School he failed to be accepted at his family's favorite University of Medicine program.
He intended to approach the girl but he paused because at the same time he accidentally saw someone suspicious observing the girl with a look of dislike' face 'why did the man look at this girl with such a cruel look? Is this girl a troubled girl? or is this girl the son of a rich man?'
His daydream came when he felt his phone vibrate. He picked up the phone and left the bookstore.
Old lady: "Where are you?" (sniffing sound of someone from a phone call.)
Abra: "In the bookstore."
Old lady: "What are you doing there? You want to spend my husband's money! Hurry home! don't you scatter the money."
Abra: "I just read not buy."
Old lady: "Alright if you're conscious."
(the phone call ends)
'Basic attachments!' abra Aspir. Abra just got a phone call from his wife.
Mood Abra started to change from a happy one to an angry one. Lucky my Pakde wants to marry you, otherwise you are already a spinster.
A few hours later, he got a phone call back.
mr. De: "Where are you, son?"
Abra: "In the bookstore, what's up De?"
Abra: "What's wrong De, what Bude said is right, I should have gone to college and didn't have to waste time."
mr. De : "No he doesn't understand our family, rest assured you can go to college there. You should be more enthusiastic and active in learning. Remember our proud family campus!"
(the phone call ends)
This is the umpteenth time that the wife of her Pakde always says don't spend my husband's money!. Those words were always ringing in his ears. Until he thought he had to have a richer lover from his extended family in order to help himself financially so as not to bother his Pakde family. If you hadn't gambled, cheated on me and married that woman, it might have been my mom, me and my brother Brian wouldn't have been like this! But already, you are gone, after all. Luckily PakDe did not have the child of the woman so that almost 50% of his salary was used to finance our lives. Thanks De. I will repay your kindness and the drop by if I succeed in becoming a doctor.
Awakened from his thirsty daydream Abra went to the mini market to buy drinks and digurangkan which was felt very arid. But his ears still remember the words of Bude Ratna, the wife of his Pakde so very imprinted in the ears and heart. So he decided and thought to have a rich lover as dreamed.
He smiled wryly thinking of himself.
FLASHBACK OFF
Abra felt heartbroken, she did not think that Shasha was the woman who made her cry, and thought of a family. He himself was unconscious when he said he wanted to be Shasha's life companion. Previously he had never talked about planning a family to his lovers, for him it was too early and he was still not ready.
I sinned, I shouldn't have said that! I don't want Shasha to expect more from me. I'm not the kind of guy he imagined. I don't know when my love will appear to him, but I can't afford to leave Medi either.
Medi is her new boyfriend when she breaks up with Shasha. He is the dream lover, because Medi has everything.
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During the semester Medi always come to Abra's place to let go of longing. That's the reason why he never met Shasha during the semester break. At the time, Medi said she planned to travel to Finland to meet her twin sister, who is a model, but her plans changed because Asian twins were on holiday in Bali. Medi cancelled his flight and switched course by visiting Abra. At that time Abra was in Jakarta to meet Shasha for a vacation together but because Medi said he would arrive tomorrow then Abra immediately told Shasha to return to Jogja on the grounds that his Pakde would be arrive tomorrow.
He is very guarding Medi's feelings, what Medi says is always followed because he does not want to hurt Medi. Abra really does not want to lose the opportunity to achieve goals. Although he himself also had to put aside his deepest feelings to Shasha who had somehow since when those feelings were present.
So, if she chose Shasha then she would lose the golden opportunity to get everything whereas in her turn if she chose Medi then she would get everything. His goal was only one so that no one would insult him anymore.
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His desire to be honest and break his relationship with Shasha is hindered when Shasha says that in the near future he will be leaving for Europe. The sound of Shasha's voice was so excited that Abra locked his intention.
But something unusual, suddenly he felt a pain in his heart, he was afraid if Shasha met a man better than himself and approached him. It was as if he felt unwilling that another heart would win Shasha's heart.
For days Abra was haunted about the feeling of unease, the fear of losing Shasha. She wants Shasha to cancel the scholarship on the grounds that she will invite Shasha to meet her parents and introduce Shasha.