Trapped On The Bride's Night
36. Let go

A heavy breath, a broken shoulder, and a disappointed-looking gurgle chime in Rayyan. His lips were tightly clenched, but his hands swiftly packed all the items in the 4x5-meter room.

Yes, Rayyan has reached the point of his patience. This time I can't understand Aura anymore. I don't know, everyone has limits on patience, right? Perhaps Rayyan had indeed arrived at that limit.

Finished packing, Rayyan galloped out of the room and found the woman who was still his wife standing near the sofa with her arms folded.

Rayyan was about to pass by and ignore Aura just like that, but the woman chose to make a sound.

"Why should you tell Darren that I'm your wife? I told you I'm on a job listing with a single status!"

It turned out that it was precisely what his wife discussed, as if Rayyan's feelings that had expressed disappointment were not so important to Aura.

"So, why do you have to say that you are disappointed? I told you I was just being escorted to Darren, not going with him! I go with my friends and all girls."

Rayyan snorted softly, taking a deep breath, she was holding her patience again when she heard the woman's words. Maybe this is the last time Rayyan will be patient because he has reached his threshold.

"I've tried to get you here, I've also said that each of us is still free. Then why are you suing me for other weird things? You must know the limits as a wife! Since when have I accepted your status as your wife? You should have thought, I never wanted to be your wife in the first place!"

"Enough, Ra!" sergeant Rayyan, Aura immediately fell silent, even he was a little jolted because Rayyan's voice really raised. "If you never accept my status, do not want to be limited and reminded of the limitations of a wife, you still always consider yourself free. Okay ... I won't allow you anymore to appreciate our marriage!" pepukas.

Aura looked at Rayyan pensively, always so as if the man's words were nothing but nonsense as usual.

Rayyan herself thought Aura would utter words of regret. Saying sorry because he had said about his disappointment, in fact Aura even more discussed about their marriage which was never considered by the woman.

"... So, from today on I've decided to let you go, Ra! We're splitting. I ... divorced you," Rayyan said with a heavy heart.

Hearing that, instead of shock or surprise, Aura developed a smile.

"OKAY. It was the best," Aura said confidently.

Rayyan nodded her head faintly, there was something rattling pain, her heart was broken, her feelings were really sore, pained. Moreover, Aura's response seemed not regretful at all, precisely the woman looked relieved as if she had released the burden that bound her and the shackles were Rayyan herself.

Aura did not ask where Rayyan's next destination, whether to stay in the same country with him, or even go home and return to Indonesia, Aura was not interested at all to know it. For him, Rayyan's decision today was the best one for them. Right from the start, Rayyan shouldn't have married her.

Rayyan passed away from before Aura, she would not look at him again. It won't. In fact, his feelings just want to come back. Rayyan was at war with herself.

If you come back, then you are a man who has no self-esteem.

Such is the ego in Rayyan that ultimately defends his decision.

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Aura had already imagined her next life list. For now he has the spirit of life again. Forget the past and rise up. He will pursue a career and is not interested in bringing up the past.

Regarding relationships, for now Aura has not thought of being in a relationship with another man. That's not important. Aura wanted to have fun with herself and her friends only. There are no men, for there is no sincerity between them.

Aura returned to her routine, as if nothing had happened. He prepared his own breakfast because no one else would prepare his breakfast as before. It's okay, the maid is also not employed aura. He felt he could handle his own needs. Only themselves. Aura only needs her family and friends to complete her.

Aura had not heard from Rayyan anymore. Nevertheless, his parents still routinely ask about the development of his household with Rayyan.

From there, Aura found out that Mama and her Papa never knew Rayyan had divorced her. Inwardly, Aura underestimated Rayyan's cowardly attitude of not daring to be frank with her parents about their already untenable marriage.

"What do you mean that Rayyan has turned on you, Ra?" Papa Sky said in a stern tone from across there. They're connected in a mobile call.

"Yes, Pa. So, he divorced Aura. We are not tied to marriage anymore" replied Aura lightly.

Papa Sky was heard growling there, Aura was sure that the father was very upset at Rayyan's cowardly attitude.

"Papa's disappointed in you, Ra!"

And that only made Aura astonished. Rayyan who divorced him why even his father said disappointed in him?

Aura wants to get support from the mother, at least her mother will definitely understand everything that happened, in fact the mother also said similar.

"Mom thinks you can grow up after knowing your status has turned into a wife. In fact, you did not learn from all the tests that were given to you. Mama is really sad about this, Aura. Mama knows Rayyan's a good husband."

"But, Ma? The aura that held him every day. Mama doesn't know how she's messing with Aura, Ma. How can you be sure he's a good guy? My mom is in Indonesia."

"Maura!" Mama Yara's voice called out to him firmly. "Less what Rayyan is with you? Mama thinks she's patient enough to face you, she accepts your flaws, she accepts your past. What's less, son? He is gentle and understanding. Especially, he is able to take responsibility for your life. Why aren't you grateful, son?"

And Aura was unable to swallow all the words that seemed to blame her. He thought his family would support him but in fact Aura did not get that support instead he was blamed.

Why can't anyone understand him? That's what Aura is about.

At the weekend, Aura invited Wilow and his other friends to go for a walk, in fact they have their own busy lives. The aura so know, otherwise everyone will make it a top priority. Aura felt alone.

Aura decided to take a walk alone. It's been a week since he was released by Rayyan. She enjoys her own ice cream in the summer. Then shop at the famous fashion store. Aura thought it was capable of making her happy. In fact, Aura still felt there was less. Actually, what was Aura looking for in her life? Why is he always overwhelmed with sadness and hit by problems that do not end?

Is Aura sorry now? I don't know, he doesn't know what to do either. He often thinks he can face it all alone. But somehow now he felt lonely.

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