
There were many things that were regretful to an Aura, one of his biggest regrets was of course having ever wasted a man as good as Rayyan.
Aura realized that she felt very lost after the man had actually left.
Even Aura knew that all her regrets were too late.
If you remember that, Aura was always hit with fear and shame to restart her plan to return Rayyan to hers. It was like he was picking up something back that he had thrown away. But now he doesn't care. His biggest belief is that if something is indeed valuable, there is no harm if he takes it back, even though he knows if he has to sacrifice many things, one of which is his own self-esteem.
From his position that was on the balcony of the room now, Aura looked dreamy. Actually it can not be concluded like that, because actually he was stealing views on the man who was down there– on the home page of– who was chatting with his extended family.
Aura was grateful to be able to see that clearly from her place - even if she joined there no one would be able to forbid it. But, Aura still had a nervous feeling. To that end, he avoids contact directly with Rayyan-in front of his family.
"Why are you here, Ray? Does this mean you still care about me? Or are you doing this just because of the request of my parents who haven't been able to be honest with Oma about our separation?" Aura monologue, of course he was surprised by the presence of Rayyan in the residence of his parents, the man even came far from Germany.
However, Aura could not deny her pleasure when she found Rayyan not far from her, until now she could see the man from a short distance like this.
Unknowingly, Aura looked at Rayyan for the purpose of her being on the balcony. Until at a second that he never expected, the man he was facing was actually pointing at him, until the eyes of the two met each other.
Aura immediately turned her face, too embarrassed because she was caught looking at the man from above, she seemed to be caught off guard and the action was discovered.
Aura immediately left the balcony, then entered her room to avoid the circumstances where Rayyan had caught her from down there.
The entire late night, Aura was unable to fall asleep. He was confused as to how he could approach Rayyan again. Does he have to flirt with the man blatantly? Ah, Aura was embarrassed to do so.
But if he was silent, Rayyan could not approach him again. That was what Aura was afraid of. Aura must have the perseverance and bait so that Rayyan is provoked by his intentions.
Aura twisted her brain in order to take advantage of the time she had in order to get the heart of her ex-husband again.
Aura pulled the glass on the nightstand, wanted to drink but the water seemed to have been toilet. He forced himself out of the room to get drinking water downstairs. Lazy, but the thirst in the esophagus requires him to immediately fill the water.
Aura filled the water from the dispenser, after it was full he immediately turned around to return to the room.
It was unexpected that he met the man on the steps of the stairs. Aura wanted to go up, while Rayyan looked like she wanted to go down. They cross.
Aura thought this was an opportunity for her to greet Rayyan, because since dinner last night she had not spoken a word with the man. But the bad news, nervousness too dominates Aura. For a long time he and Rayyan had not been together under one roof, so awkwardness was so prevalent.
Somehow, Aura just kept quiet and decided to let go. Unfortunately, his steps just look stupid.
As Rayyan to the right, Aura also wanted to pass through that path. Their bodies almost collided. The aura instantly reflexively wanted to dodge, he took the other side to back walk, unfortunately the man also took the same path that Aura wanted to go through, so they looked very clumsy to each other.
Until finally, Rayyan chose to stay in place, as if allowing Aura to freely choose any path and it would walk after Aura passed.
Aura had already stepped once. In the position of their bodies that now appear to be turning to each other - but finally the voice of the woman managed to escape from her lips.
"Why are you here, Ray?" ask Aura in the same position. He closed his eyes tightly, he knew Rayyan wouldn't see that.
Rayyan who had wanted to step up, fell silent again when she heard Aura make a sound.
"I just want to help, because this is the request of both your parents."
Hearing Rayyan's formal sentence, made Aura's heart crumble. From that, he knew that Rayyan had made a barrier between them.
"Then, thank you," said Aura stiffly.
Rayyan almost walked back as Aura turned around to see the man's body passing.
"Ray?"
Instead of talking back, Aura actually approached Rayyan's body that was behind her. Then, somehow the courage from where Aura actually hugged the tall body from behind, then leaned his head on the back of Rayyan's field.
Aura's actions, of course, surprised Rayyan, but she seemed calm when responding to it.
"What are you doing, Ra?" There was an emphasis in Rayyan's sentence, but none of the actions she took to break Aura's embrace felt increasingly tight.
"I miss you, Ray," said Aura in her position who seemed unwilling to move on.
Rayyan stared at Aura's arm that wrapped around her stomach from behind, even in the woman's fingers there was still a drinking place that was also tightly grasped.
"I'm sorry for all my mistakes. I know I'm so outrageous. I'm evil. Too bad for you. I can't appreciate you. I've always been selfish, I've always been–"
"Udah, Ra." This time Rayyan said while trying to remove the link Aura's hand that held her. But Aura as if he had gone too far, he had already thrown his shame away at the beginning of the act of recklessly embracing Rayyan like this.
"We're together again, Ray. I promise I will change. I promise to be a good wife. I want to spend a lot of days with you. I don't want to be with the others" Aura said as she sobbed on Rayyan's back. He put aside his pride by pleading like this to the man who had married him.
Rayyan was silent, not saying the words and promises Aura had made.
"Would you, Ray? I feel like I am wasting you. I'm sorry. Hmm?"
"Don't gini, Ra. I don't want anyone to see us here while they know we're separated." Rayyan finally managed to break Aura's embrace, now she looked at the woman who was blushing her face because she suddenly cried.
"I don't care." Aura shook her head.
"Now you go back to the room, sleep, it's very late" Rayyan suggested.
"Keep, what's your answer?" sue Aura.
Rayyan was silent as if Aura had never said anything to her.
"My answer, Ray, please! Do you want us to repeat everything from the beginning again? With my attitude that will change for the better. We can also remarry in a better state than that."
Rayyan let out a heavy sigh, then said quietly,
"I'm afraid I can't make you happy, Ra."
Once again Aura shook her head. "No, you can! I used to not know myself," replied Aura accompanied by melted tears.
"Come, Ra. It's a break, afraid we might wake everyone up in this house."
The aura thins the lips. "So you don't want to? Is all this because of Lucy? You prefer him to me? I know I'm not prettier than she is. He's gentle, submissive. You'd rather have him, right?"
"Tomorrow we shall talk again, now you sleep." Rayyan wanted to move on, but Aura blocked her arm and another bold action was taken again by the woman.
Without Rayyan ever expecting, Aura instead acted to kiss Rayyan's lips.
Aura herself did not know why to do that, but Rayyan was clearly confused with a reddened face because of her actions.
"good. Now I'm sleeping, but tomorrow I have to get an answer from you, Ray!" said Aura who was not possessed by any genie so that she could do that aggressive.
Aura then passed, entering her own room while wiping the remains of tears on her cheeks.
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