
Rayyan looked at some people who came to change into all black clothes, they approached a tomb, where there was the grandmother who cried sobbing under a gravestone bearing the name Inggrid Dewi.
Rayyan did nothing. From the beginning, he did not even know and was confused about what to do with the sudden death of Aunt Inggrid. The woman was pronounced dead after being unable to pass her critical period due to illegal drugs.
According to the doctor, Aunt Inggrid has been eating the illegal goods for too long. And it's kind of weird if he hasn't got the cure yet. And this is also realized from the beginning, if his daughter looks different on the day he visited Aunt Inggrid in his rented. Therefore, Grandma did not refuse if she thought Inggrid was really sick.
Back to Rayyan who seemed silent a thousand languages at the funeral. Although last night there was a wisdom that made Rayyan have to be grateful that Aura could walk again among the shock caused by this incident. But, the death of Aunt Inggrid was enough to make Rayyan's heart melt.
With his left hand still holding a white rose, while his right hand tightly grasped Aura's fingers standing at his side. Rayyan looked dazed there, she felt she was dreaming now but Aura's grasp felt real.
Rayyan looked at Aura. With the sound of Grandma's cry that seemed to echo there, Rayyan finally inhaled the old woman because of the gesture given by his wife.
"We're home, Grandma." Rayyan said calmly. Intended to make the Grandmother not continue to mourn the departure of Aunt Inggrid.
And Rayyan's gentle treatment actually got rough edges from the grandmother.
"It's all because of you!" granny shouted in front of Rayyan's face.
Rayyan closed her eyes tightly. It's too used to being blamed in things that shouldn't be its fault.
"You know, your appointment was like this because of you! He used the drugs must be because you think you can remove him from the family lineage! You must remember it clearly, right? How do you make a pact that Ingrid is no longer part of your family!" angry Grandma.
And the granny's anger was of course not only heard by Rayyan. Although many mourners have returned home but there is still the Aura family present.
Aura who knew how the grandmother of her husband, trying to protect Rayyan who seemed to be skinned all out.
"Miss, sorry, Aunt Inggrid's death was not solely due to Mas Rayyan's fault!" said Aura firmly. She did not accept her husband being blamed. "On the drugs consumed by Aunt Inggrid is also not the fault of Mas Rayyan, Grandma! It was his own decision to consume it. It has nothing to do with my husband!" continued emphasizing.
"Huh! You know what? You are just a new person in Rayyan's life! After all, you don't know, if he did make Inggrid mentally down for ejecting his own Tantenya from the family lineage!"
"That's because of Aunt Inggrid's own behavior, Grandma. Hasn't Rayyan warned her not to make that mistake? Butwhat? Aunt Inggrid broke the agreement herself!" angered Aura who was already unable to control her emotions.
"Ra, no, Ra ..." Mama Yara who pulled her daughter. Rayyan looked shocked and silent since Grandma had been spitting out too hurtful speech as if all of this had happened because of Rayyan's mistake.
This is why if Rayyan has an attitude that often feels guilty to others. When Hanin committed suicide - Rayyan felt it was her fault too. He felt a part in encouraging Hanin to do just that. Not much different than now. Where Grandma blames him for Aunt Inggrid's death as much as Rayyan's fault.
From this, Aura knew that Rayyan was used to being blamed. Therefore, sometimes her husband feels very tired and wrong. Because this is also a trigger that makes Rayyan often blame himself.
"We're going home, Mom!" Aura could not stand the series of Grandma's words that kept repeating the words by berating and blaming Rayyan there. "You don't deserve to hear all this, Mas" Aura continued as she grabbed the bouquet of flowers that had been in her husband's hands.
With a slight crouch, Aura placed the bouquet from Rayyan on the new tomb belonging to Aunt Ingrid. And after that, Aura pulled her husband to immediately enter their car.
Aura did not allow Rayyan to look back there. He wanted Rayyan to come home from there with an upright face without feeling guilty at all because this was not Rayyan's fault.
Aura had no idea what else had happened at the funeral after her disappearance with Rayyan. But he knew about Rayyan's grandmother that someone would take care of her there, considering that even Aura's extended family was still there when she left that place.
"Mass?" Aura did not let Rayyan drive, instead she took over the wheel now.
Rayyan did not protest, although at first she was a little awkward about it. Especially considering if his wife had just recovered from illness but Aura looked deft in this regard.
Rayyan turned to look at Aura who called out to her.
"You don't have to think about what Grandma said. You're not wrong anything. You know what I mean, don't you, Mas?"
Rayyan remained silent without an answer.
"Mass?" Apparently Aura demanded an answer from the man's lips. "You're beating me, aren't you, Mas?" exacting.
Rayyan breathed a long breath.
"I don't want you to blame yourself, Mom. You're not wrong. I know everything and I can judge everything, Mom."
Arriving at the Apartment, instead of cleaning up Aura even went to walk in closet to grab the biggest suitcase.
"Where are you going?" And then Rayyan waver to see his wife's behavior. He was afraid that Aura was intending to leave him.
"Go," replied Aura indifferently. He opened the door panel where all his suits and clothes were arranged there.
Suddenly Rayyan panicked with a pias face.
"You want to leave me?" asked Rayyan.
Now it's Aura's turn to be silent and not say, just like Rayyan who did not answer him when he was nagging in the car earlier.
"Darling, you want to leave me?" reiterate Rayyan with the same question. "Don't tell me you want to get out of my life after feeling like I'm guilty of Aunt Inggrid's death" he continued.
Hearing that, Aura turned to her husband. His gaze looked sharp and unfriendly at all.
"What did you say, Mom?" tanyakanya. "You're saying you're guilty of Aunt Inggrid's death?"The aura clucked its tongue now.
Rayyan was silent with all her thoughts that were out of nowhere.Antara semrawut ringed the words of the grandmother who judge her guilty, also because of the behavior of Aura who wanted to arrange clothes into a suitcase.
"I told you that you're not guilty of Aunt Inggrid's death. Then why do you still say that you are guilty of this? If you really blame yourself. Sorry, yes, Mom. I'll go!" aura menacam.
Rayyan immediately confronted his wife who was about to walk in the other direction - perhaps looking for other equipment to put in the suitcase.
"Son, Honey! No!" Rayyan replied firmly.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm not gonna beat myself up because I'm not wrong!"
"Good!" said Aura satisfied.
Aura grabbed all her trinkets on the dresser. And Rayyan's eyes are getting more and more fiddled now.
"And I've followed what do you want Why do you keep putting things in your suitcase?" rayyan didn't understand.
"Yes, Mas. Because I'm still leaving."
"But, Honey? Especially my fault?" ask Rayyan in frustration.
"Nothing. Your fault does not exist. If you don't feel guilty anymore .. You can also go with me."
Now Rayyan is gawking.
"Yes, Mas. Let's go get all the mess in here. I don't want to hear you being blamed again on Grandma. Let the atmosphere calm down first. Now it's time for our honeymoon. I'm cured, too, right?"
"You ... seriously?"
Aura nodded. "You don't? Or do you want me to go alone?" aura menacam.
Rayyan shook her head instantly. "I'm coming with you, baby."
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