
Pov Farid's
A week after the debate between me and Vina, about the job offer from Arfan. I did not immediately agree to Vina's request, so that I work in the independent company of the group, the company owned by my best friend.
The shame that has reached the crown, so that I do not want to be in touch with Arfan, let alone the relationship is just a relationship that troubles others. long enough I have betrayed him, has hurt him .now I should if not be able to repay his kindness, at least I am not troublesome.
On Sunday morning it was about 08:00 when I just woke up from sleep, because every night I stayed up late, thinking about how to make a living for my wife.My eyes scanned into the side area, and, where my wife likes to be. But unfortunately that morning I did not see its existence, making me quickly wake up the body, although sleepiness is still felt.
"Vienna....! honey.......! Vina... Where are you?" Call me out of the room, usually if my wife wakes up first, she'll go to the kitchen or be in the bathroom.
"Vienna.......! Vina......!" calling me while knocking on the bathroom door, but unfortunately from the inside no one answered, making me frown because unlike usual my wife came out of the house, without telling.
Curious, I pushed the bathroom door, and it turned out that the door was unlocked. I scanned the one-time-sized room carefully, Who knows Vina was hiding behind a bucket, who knows, or doors. But Vina really doesn't exist.
"Where is he? what's to the stall?" I muttered while closing the bathroom door again, then headed towards the middle room where the 14-inch TV was located.seen on the plastic carpet there was a cup of Coffee that was still billowing, and three bakwan fruit wrapped in rice paper.
I held the glass and it still felt warm, without thinking long I brought the glass whole to the lips, to wet the throat that feels dry after a long sleep. then take the bakwan that was on the rice paper, it was the first meal of the morning.
"After eating one fried food, I took a package of skirt0k that has been neatly arranged near the TV table. then saw the contents that only two sticks remain.
"Again.......! how can it be like this, just want to ngerok0k should think about it first," I muttered while lighting a gas match, then brought closer to the cigarette.
Pelepuu..!
Cigarette smoke began to fly blown by the wind coming from the wind hole that was above the window, I enjoyed every suction of the suction, he said, because that way the dizziness will be a little carried away flying with the smoke I threw.
Feeling still curious about the existence of Vina, while eating the bakwan I got up from the middle room united with the living room, heading back to the room to pick up a cellphone.
"Dam4n....! The battery ran out again," I murmured as I returned to the living room and looked for a casan. But my forehead began to wrinkle after seeing the casing that was usually stuck in two, now there was only one. now only my HP charger is still attached to the electrical terminal.
"Where is the Vina, the coke is also not there," I muttered while plugging the cable into the mobile phone port. "Don't she run away because she doesn't want to live hard," thought I who started to have bad prejudices, I quickly went back to the room to check Vina's belongings, Vina, make sure whether there is or not. If there is none, my life is ruined.
After entering the room, I quickly opened the Vina wardrobe, my heart was a little relieved that my wife's clothes were still neatly arranged in it.
I went back to the middle room, then turned on the phone that was 5% filled, to ask me where my wife was. Long waiting for the phone to boot, finally my phone turned on. I quickly opened the green application with the phone logo. Before firing the Call button, there was a message that came in. I undo the intention to contact Vina, immediately check the incoming message.
"I'm sorry I didn't wake you up, I think you slept too well.I went out first to work, because now I really have no money at all, I've prepared coffee both fried. That's my last money, pray for me to make money today!" the contents of the message sent by Vina, made my heart sound like it was getting a reality that was so bitter. How not I who should slam the bone to support the wife even can not do anything.
"Yes Allah......! why with my life that continues to be overwritten by misfortune, which continues to be overwritten by disaster. I have to how, O God!" murmured in my heart that does not know Should Do Moreover, I was silent in the living room while leaning against the wall, the skirt0k in the hand had reached the factory, making the fingers feel hot. I sucked one more time and then stuck the butts into the ashtray.
I fell silent again thinking about how I got the money, how I could support my wife. I long thought my head started to feel dizzy. Because I had done various ways to find a way out, I was, I've kept applications to various companies, Even I've applied to restaurants. But my age is not too productive, so the Company does not want to accept me.
Ever tried to work in a building project, but my unusual body works like that, make it drop, so it has to take a few days of rest, finally tired can, even to the point of getting sick but the money is not there.
"Mr....! mr.....! yes, I have to see my father" I murmured, After a long time of thought, I have to go to my parents, who knows if he wants to help a little, because he can be as successful as it is with my help, help Erni who wants to give capital.
After deciding like that, I got up from the seat, then went into the room to take a towel. After that I went into the bathroom, to refresh my body that still feels sleepy.
After cleaning the body and changing clothes neatly, I took out my butut motorbike from inside the boarding house. then click the starter motor. after locking the boarding, I took out my boot, my motorbike left the slum to go to Gondangdia Road.
The butut motor continued to accelerate to emit smoke from the direction of the exhaust.even though the gas lever of the motor was not I pulled so strongly, but the engine should have dropped and maintenance that never at all, but the engine that was not at all, so as to make the motor butut increasingly look unkempt butut.long riding the motorbike Finally I arrived at one of the shop shop floor 2, seen the door that opened in it lined neatly sembako sembako sale.
"Sir is Fer?" I asked while staring at the person who was raising shopping on the motorcycle.
"There's in the sir!" Ferry replied with Acer, she remained focused on helping people who shop.
Without asking again I entered the shop, my eyes scanned the entire room filled with snacks and other stall needs. I kept walking towards the table near the corner.
"Assalamualaikum Sir!" My father, while giving a friendly smile, greeted the person who took care of me.
Before the Father replied, He saw the situation around. like to check the situation.but the state of the stall still looks quiet because it may have started a bit during the day, usually people who shop they will shop in the morning.
"Why are you here?" Ask the Father as usual in a cynical tone.
"I want to be happy sir!"
"Well, what's a tongue?" Ketus.
"What's wrong if Farid sees the news?"
"Not wrong! if you look at it without bother. You have been warned not to be close to Si Erni, now know your life is difficult like this. That you even add to the difficulties by marrying his cousin's brother. that's the decision of bod0h and gobl0k, it's the decision of bod0h, what you've taken," said the father who always continues to discuss the mistakes Erni has made, so he equates all women like my late wife.
"Already Sir...! Don't be angry, your high blood will rise."
"Where not to go up, if you have a child that can not be arranged like you, even though the parents do not ask for any reply from their children, parents only ask their children according to the same people who have taken care of it. it's not for the elderly either, but it's for his own good.