Two Traitors
S2. 39 Slanders

Pov Farid's

"Why is your face bent?" asked Vina who caught my strangeness.

Asked like that I did not answer, I kept walking, rushed to the room to pick up a towel, intending to clean the body first.

After the bath, Vina was still sitting on the edge of the bed, Maybe she was still waiting for me. "why did you change?" ask my wife who is looking in wonder.

I still did not answer, I just took the prayer mat and came out of the room to perform Isha prayers in the living room, finished performing the prayer as Vina approached.

"Why are you, what's the matter, you tell me so I'm not confused like this?" asked Vina for the umpteenth time then she sat down beside me.

"Why did you do KB injections?" I asked while looking hard at him.

"Who did the KB injection?" vina asked back.

"You...!"

"What do I do, I inject KB? it's of no use,"

"Yes, let's not have kids."

"I mean how the hell Rid.! I don't understand, you want me to inject KB, what?"

"You don't miss Vin, you injected KB right, so you don't have children?"

"Yes Allah Farid....! Why do you say that, why do you accuse your wife of doing such a heinous thing?" asked Vina while staring at me, but that did not make my presupposition disappear instantly.

"Yes if you do not inject KB, why have you not been pregnant, have not had children?"

"Because Allah has not given Rid.! you know what, even if we want, but if God does not want us to do it again. We have tried every week, even every night, to have our children present in this world."

"That's the Classic excuse!"

"Why else, why the hell are you suddenly accusing me like this. I'm every day with you every time, only 2 months you work, myself. Have you ever seen me go to the Puskesmas or clinic to do KB injections?" ask Vina.

"Yes even though I used to be together a lot, but I don't know every time."

"Honest...! why have you turned out like this, Do you not feel you can forgive me, now you are arbitrarily accusing me, slandering me."

"Don't go anywhere, you say, let me take action quickly."

"How dare I be with you, do not understand what the way your mind is like, suddenly recriminate without evidence, defaming reason," said Vina seen the corner of her eyes let out a clear liquid wet her soft cheeks.

"I don't need your crocodile liquid, all I need is your confession.

"What am I supposed to confess?" replied Vina while sobbing.

"Yes you, ngaku! if you ever inject KB."

"I'm not going to follow your orders, because I've never done anything stupid like that."

"Well, if you don't want me..!" I said while laying on the body on the Pajadah, ignoring my wife who was still sobbing.

"Don't go to sleep first, we have to solve our problems.Let's not let this problem dissolve and I sleep in worry.remember we've been through all the trials almost over a year, you can't be like this.! you tell me, why can you kill me like that?" Hold Vina while rousing my body to stare at her.

"Erni used to do KB injections, so she didn't have children."

"Yes Allah Farid..! I'm not Erni, I'm your wife Vina. I can't do the same thing with what your ex-wife did."

"Why aren't you pregnant now?"

"Wallahualam, I don't know Rid.! but if you're curious we'll just check with the obstetrician. Aren't you the one who won't check on our condition?" vina asked started to turn things around.

Hearing such words, I simply fell silent while lowering my gaze. My thoughts were mixed between the Dilemma trusting my wife's words or trusting my presuppositions.

"Is it true you didn't do KB injections?"

"Doing KB injections how Rid.! Let alone to inject KB, to eat everyday we used to be very difficult."

"Thank you, yeah! if you don't do such a stupid thing."

"Together! but in the future if you have a problem, if you have a desire, you talk do not be silent like that."

"Sorry...! my mind was dizzy, since I was in the hospital meeting with Ms. Aisyah, she told me to leave the Mandiri Group company."

"Sudah Don't think about it.! it's a risk when we change for the better, let alone others, our families don't necessarily accept us who have changed."

"Thank you baby, you always remind your husband" I said, which began to subside.

"Together, if you are curious. tomorrow before you go to work, we take the time to stop by the Puskesmas first, we check Why we have not been given a baby yet."

"Well!" my answer is short because I don't know what else to say.

"Yes let's go to bed! it's 01:00 now. What have you eaten yet?" ask Vina.

"Not yet, since Let alone think of food, I think of my presuppositions alone have been so dizzy."

"Yes, I've been making fried noodles for a while. You see if you want to buy food now, buy where, at night.if there is even far from our place," said Vina while wiping the clear liquid that soaks her cheeks, if there is any, then he got up to the kitchen.

After seeing my wife go I just startled my breath slowly, why can I be so stupid, accusing my wife who is not not. when my wife is very kind, very attentive.I should be grateful to have a wife like that.

Long wait finally Vina came with two dishes of fried noodles, then we were too wrapped eating dinner that has passed, so my stomach was quite noisy asking for contents.

After eating the two of us into the room, I who was given money by Arfan quickly reached into the bag of pants hanging on the nail, then handed it to Vina.

"This what?" asked Vina while looking in wonder at me.

"Know Vin, it's from Mr. Arfan. said to buy gasoline and to buy food, but I forgot, so I haven't opened it yet."

Vina also took a brown envelope from Arfan then opened it by tearing the corner of the envelope, then took out the contents. meticulously my wife started counting and then looked at me."much very.!"

"How many?"

"One million five hundred thousand rupiahs!"

"Oh yeah, that's a million for you, that's 500 to buy Pak Dali's car gasoline."

"Mending for you 700, make our savings 800" said Vina divided the money.

After being divided, I put money in my pants, while Vina's money is kept tidied up to become future savings.

After tidying up each other's money, the room lights were turned off, finally we both entered into the world of beauty.

The next morning. Me and Vina woke up late usually we both wake up after the dawn of the morning reverberate.but that morning we both woke up almost half eight, because the night was over accompanied, because the night was over, helping Arfan in the hospital.My wife looks busy preparing breakfast and I am also busy preparing to work in the office of Mandiri Group.

Finished bathing me and Vina sat in the tv room, eating breakfast each, accompanied by small talk to drive away the silence of the atmosphere.

"How to go to Puskesmas?" ask Vina on the sidelines of Chat.

"Later on, we'll make another schedule, now I'm late."

"Well, if it's like that, finish your breakfast and then go to work, don't let the people who have helped us feel disappointed," suggested Vina as if not bored she kept reminding me.

After breakfast I say goodbye to Vina to continue my work as usual who works at the Mandiri Group company. The days passed, with a fairly solid routine, made me forget to check our fertility at the Puskesmas. Ira has now started working, Mr. Arfan almost once a week he held a pregnancy thanksgiving event for his first child, either in the office or at his home.

One day, while I was working, I was approached by Ira who told me I had to face the Assistant Manager now.

"Same mother?" I asked while looking at Ira.