Un - Break My Heart
26. Don't Sore My Heart

"I love you Shinta" Farrel's baritone voice saying the word love made Shinta shake her head.

In the past Shinta would be very happy if Farrel said it, her beautiful face would be red with a shy smile knotted in her lips. But this time was different, sumua had already passed, there was no longer the flattering and happy feeling he felt but rather the pain in him.

"Don't hurt my heart by saying that word again Farrel. We've been over a long time"

"But affection and love won't just go away Shinta"

"After four years? That's not a minute Farrel. Be happy with your choices, and don't disturb my family and my happiness"

"Shinta"

"Quite Farrel, if you love me then let me be happy" Shinta told Farrel.

"Because of my suffering?" ask Farrel. "No Shinta, I just want you to be happy but with me" Farrel continued.

"I'm happy now Farrel, and between us there's nothing left, it's over and it's your choice, you choose to play behind me" Shinta told Farrel.

"I don't love him, I just love you Shinta"

"Don't say that word Farrel" Shinta snapped.

"Why? It's because you still love me, but you deny your heart to justify it" Shinta rounded her eyes, she's really upset and hates the current Farrel by saying that.

"Because I only want my husband to say his love, not a man like you" Shinta replied, breaking Farrel's reply.

"The word of love from a cheating husband" Farrel said.

Shinta shook her head again hearing the scorn of the man who used to mean so much to her, there was no word of unhappiness when they were together. But time changes everything, Shinta has really buried Farrel's name in her memory. And this man came back just to destroy his happiness, of course it was just the hatred that Shinta was feeling right now.

"Hasn't there enough evidence I've given you, Shinta, why are you still hanging on with a guy like that?"

Shinta laughed loudly at Farrel's words, making the cafe visitors look at Shinta. Farrel strangely saw Shinta laughing feeling uneasy with the gaze of other visitors on them. "Don't laugh like that Shinta" he said.

"Why? You shy?" asked Shinta, who had stopped her laughter. Shinta just feels funny with what Farrel said, it's clear the man in front of her that makes Reyhan's scenario of cheating, wrapping it as best as possible. Unfortunately Farrel does not know how strong the love that Shinta feels for Reyhan, and vice versa Reyhan's love for Shinta.

That night, after Shinta recounts her relationship with Farrel, Reyhan tells Shinta that Farrel is the character behind the photos.

"So what's the relationship between Farrel and all these photos?" shinta asked Reyhan.

"Farrel the guy who sent the pictures, he's working with Cindy"

"What's he doing that for?"

"Of course I want you to hate Papa" Reyhan replied.

Reyhan showed me all the CCTV footage. "See and listen well. This is in the apartment owned by Banu which is occupied by Cyndi and his son" explained Reyhan.

Shinta nodded following Reyhan's words. Her eyes stared intently at the flat screen that was playing the show which made Shinta feel like vomiting and shudder in horror.

Reyhan chuckled amusedly at his wife's behavior. "How do you think your husband still wants a woman who sleeps with a lot of men?" tanyakanya.

"How did you get this tape? hijacking huh?" shinta asked full of investigation.

"Banu gave it to Zein, he accidentally checked the tape to monitor Cindy and Jojo. But instead found the hot scene" explained Reyhan.

"ishh" said Shinta. "They want us to separate for the reason of loving us, but they make love" Shinta shook her head. "What about Banu, he must be very disappointed in Cindy?" inner Shinta.

"Farrel" called Shinta, "You really don't know or just want to test the power of love between me and my husband?" ask Shinta. Farrel frowned, seemingly digesting Shinta's words.

"What's your relationship with Cindy?" Shinta asked back. Farel was silent, not wanting to answer Shinta's question at all.

"My husband never loved Cindy, as long as you know. They used to be very close, but my husband never felt anything for Cindy. Just as I feel like you are Farrel, even if we're close, I never love you and can't love you"

Shinta realizes that during one year close to Farrel she never said her love, although Farrel several times urged Shinta to express the word love. But his lips never mentioned those words, because indeed his heart did not want to say love to Farrel.

"Don't say that, you hurt me Shinta"

"Everything has to be said for Farrel's explanation. Because we hurt each other, we no longer need to meet and talk about matters of the heart. You know very well my heart right now, and you also know very well that my husband is not having an affair" Shinta finished the drink in front of him.

While Farrel only watched Shinta in silence, he knew Shinta's intentions. If at this time Shinta already knew that he was the one who ordered to submit the photos.

"Oh yeah one more thing, why aren't you just with Cindy? Looks like you guys are a great fit, aren't you very happy to enjoy her body, you better get married and stop adultery"

Farrel awakens from his daydream, Shinta's words enough to make Farrel round his eyes in disbelief, Shinta even knows she's sleeping with Cindy. Farrel tried to think who had betrayed him. No one knew her closeness to Cindy. Including their collaboration.

Shinta stood up leaving Farrel who was busy with his own thoughts, entering Zein's room. "Have you finished tea?" greet Zein with a question when he sees Shinta at the door.

"Hem" Shinta leaned her head on the sofa. Seeing that Zein approached Shinta and sat next to her sister's neighbor.

"Don't think too much, the important thing is that Teteh and Bang Rey are fine" Zein said, trying to bring Shinta up.

"Why is living a quiet and happy life so hard for Zein? Teteh thought there would only be problems between Bang Rey and her ex, it turned out that Teteh also had to face the former. Tetuh sometimes envies you and others, why don't you have a problem with your household?"

Zein let out a long sigh, there was no household that was not troubled, only the problems were different. Even now his household is in danger, can survive or will fall apart. The power of his love and Merry is being tested, by a third person who doesn't want them to be happy.

"Why?" shinta asked Zein, after seeing her sister sigh and just kept quiet.

"Everyone must have a problem in their household, not just the neighbor, but I'm the same" Zein replied.

"Zein" call Shinta slowly.

"Sorry, Teteh is too busy with the matter of Teteh, to the point of not paying attention to your problem and the others" Zein simply nodded accepting Shinta's apology.

"Say what's your problem?" ask Shinta.

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